If Tang Sen had stayed in the county that night, did not go to decompress for the college entrance examination, did not return to the county seat for embarrassment, and did not give up returning to the county seat because he did not have a special car from the township to the county seat, he would definitely go to the mushroom pavilion. But, in fact, he was not in the county.

He made a decision that will last a lifetime. That night, he let a girl he liked, alone, cry in that mushroom pavilion in the West Gate. But he didn't know what she was crying for.

On that day, he really shouldn't have gone to another classmate's hometown with a few classmates to relieve pressure on that damn college entrance examination.

I was supposed to go fishing and come back to the city in the evening. But as a result, they all turned into wontons and went down to the river, let's touch the fish.

In the evening of the same day, the classmate kindly invited Tang Sen and them to stay overnight. Under the hospitality, he had nothing to do, so he was embarrassed to shirk it, so he agreed to stay overnight.

As a result, he was on the roof of a bungalow and fed mosquitoes all night.

When he received Liu Feiyan's call, there was no special car to run from the township to the county seat.

He comforted her. He just comforted her, and didn't do anything!

She wants him, he can be around. He could be away from her all the time, but as long as she needed him, he could be there for her. It's a pity that he's weak. He was cowardly after she needed him and sent a clear invitation signal.

When she "clicked" and hung up the phone, he clearly felt that there was something with a sixth sense, and with this "click", it broke off.

The next day, Tang Sen caught the first bus back to the county seat, and the phone call was a public call. It should be on the edge of the mushroom pavilion, the public phone booth.

He went to her house to look for her, and she wasn't there.

Since that phone call, Mr. Tang has not seen Ms. Liu again. He knew she wasn't dead, he knew she was alive and well. It's just that he feels that something is forever dead in his heart.

He speculated that she should also get married and have children now, but these were just his speculations. He no longer knew exactly what she had heard. For example, after graduating from high school, what university did she go to and in which city? Another example is who his boyfriend is and what he looks like. Another example is which city she lives in, when she got married, whether she gave birth to a boy or a girl, and how she lives now.

After all these years, is she still happy?

When she cries, there should be someone by her side, right?

If it was the current Townsend back then, he would have returned to the "West Gate" desperately and walked under the mushroom pavilion. Even if he walks on two legs at night, he will not stop walking towards her. He would also tell her, "You wait for me, I'm coming." ”

If, alas, there is no if.

Yes.

If, alas, there is no if.

If there is an if, then how can there be Peng Yao?

Peng Yao, Peng Yao is Xinyi's mother. Xinyi is the daughter of Townese. A few months ago, Peng Yao proposed to break up with Tang Sen.

She followed him back to this small county town, but it didn't take long for her to kill the fetus in her womb for more than forty days with his consent, and go to a metropolis that he was no longer familiar with. It's just that he doesn't know which metropolis this metropolis is and what it's called.

She left, and she said to Townsend with rain: "Town, we're done." I'm leaving. I'll take the time to come back and see my heart. ”

"Good. Townsend looked at her, feeling that this scene was familiar to He Zeng, and he said to her, "Take care of yourself." ”

That kind of thing like a sixth sense, "popped", Tang Sen knew that it was over between him and Peng Yao. There is no going back to the past.

The present is not the past, but Townsend feels how powerless the present is. He wanted to use his life to save it, but unfortunately, his strength was like holding sand, and he sprinkled it as soon as he held it.

Then let her fly away!

He couldn't love it, and he was heartbroken. If he has no power to love, he is better off than dead.

But he had to live.

"哕 (yue)——", at the same time, thinking of the two women leaving him, Tang Sen did not control his emotions for a while. A mouthful of blood poured out of his chest, and Townsend quickly covered it with his hand and pulled it over the garbage basket.

He knew he was "an avalanche" again.

He and Peng Yao lived together, and the two entered the stage of "pear dew". But not long after the first "pear dew", he had this "avalanche". Whenever he couldn't control his emotions, he would dry up and vomit and bleed. After many times, Townsend gave him a name for vomiting blood, which was called "Avalanche".

The first time Tang Sen came to the "avalanche", Peng Yao was scared to death. Hurry up and take Townsend to the hospital for an examination. It's okay. Go to the big hospital, it's fine.

Tang Sen came to the "avalanche" for the second time, and Peng Yao was half scared to death. Hurry up to a big hospital for a comprehensive examination, it's fine.

Tang Sen came to the "avalanche" for the third time, and Peng Yao was stunned. Go to a big hospital for a full check-up, it's fine.

The doctor said that it may be an overreaction caused by excessive emotions. Out of the way. Isn't the person so angry that he vomits blood, and his Tang Sen's overreaction is the same. He also said, young man, be open-minded. Don't be so angry that you vomit blood for some trivial things. The little couple lives a life, how can there be trivial things that don't stumble. It's good to be content.

Tang Sen came to the "avalanche" for the fourth time, and Peng Yao cried. Tang Sen smiled and said, "Just wipe it with a paper towel." ”

Later, when Tang Sen came to the "avalanche" again, Peng Yao didn't know.

Townsen, he couldn't see her tears.

He and she are alumni and pen pals. In the Higher Experimental High School, the same grade, different classes.

In the first year of high school, the arts and sciences were divided, and the world was peaceful. After the new class, Tang Sen became friends with a handsome guy named Han Shiling. Of course, there are three tables in a row, and there is a carefree brother who has seen through everything, named Li Aoran.

At that time, many girls wrote love letters to Han Shiling. So, he recognized a few "dry" and "sisters". He didn't think about dating them, he just thought of them as his sister. Because the girl he likes is in No. 1 Middle School, they are elementary school classmates, and they are still in a family home.

After the evening self-study, he had to block her at the door of No. 1 Middle School, follow her all the way, and be a messenger to protect flowers. Occasionally, he would have to relieve her, and then, he had a bicycle and she a bicycle, and they went home together.

She was admitted to S University, and in S Metropolis, she lived in a dormitory in S University.

He didn't go to college because of family changes, he went to S metropolis. Lives in a basement near S University.

She went to college and made friends.

He did sales, made friends, and learned correspondence.

She would occasionally come to see him and not go into the basement.

He would occasionally visit her, but he didn't make it to the campus of S University.

She would occasionally come to see him with her male classmates, and he would have cans of beer with her male classmates.

Occasionally, he would come to see her with the sun and bring her some local souvenirs. She left him in the cafeteria to eat, and he said, okay, next time. He invited her.

There were luxury cars blocking her, and she said that she had a boyfriend.

There was a luxury car blocking him, and he said that he had a girlfriend.

Now they live in S metropolis, just bought a house, and have a daughter.

Tang Sen and Han Shiling are buddies. Han Shiling asked Tang Sen if he wanted to find a pen pal. Townsend didn't have a pen pal, so he said yes.

Han Shiling told his little sisters, and then found Peng Yao.

As soon as the pen pal made a friend, it was three years, and after three years, they went their separate ways.

Peng Yao didn't go to college and went out to work. After a year of repeating classes, Tang Sen gave up his parents' arrangement and ran away to work.

Seeing that there was no intersection between the two people, when Tang Sen logged in to QQ, they were connected again. He added a strange girl, and that girl turned out to be Peng Yao.

Peng Yao has been out for more than a year, and Tang Sen has just entered the society.

Peng Yao came from one city and went to another city where Townsend was located to find him. She bought him a change of clothes, jeans, panties and socks, as well as fruit and drinks. Peng Yao gave the gift she bought from that city to Tang Sen, and hurried to catch the train back.

Peng Yao told Tang Sen to work hard.

Tang Sen opened the gift that Peng Yao had brought to him from another city, which was a relatively expensive black belt.

Townsend wiped his mouth and hands with a tissue, and after cleaning them, he was ready to throw away the garbage in the garbage basket. He looked at the blood-stained "prenuptial agreement" and smiled bitterly. He pulled off the sealing ring on the garbage basket to seal the garbage bag, tied the bloody garbage and the contract together, carried the garbage basket, and headed towards the garbage dumping place on the same floor.

He smiled as he walked through the storefronts and threw away the garbage bags. Holding the garbage basket, I washed my hands in the washroom, rinsed my mouth, washed my face, shook my hands clean, and went into the toilet.

When he pulled out the belt head, he found that the belt that Peng Yao gave him was already old.