Chapter 13 I can't go back after a long time

The rehearsal venue for the temporary band was temporarily set at D-Fly, and in order to stagger everyone's working hours, the group rehearsal time was scheduled from 9:30 to 12 pm. After the rehearsal, it was a small snack, everyone ate and drank enough to go home and sleep, and the next day to repeat the previous day.

Liu Jingxin's life was arranged all of a sudden, he slept until almost noon every day, and after lunch, he rushed to the D-Fly piano store in Xinjiekou to cooperate with Fang Zhichao with double guitars, and adjusted the arrangement of the whole song over and over again, and was busy until the end of more than four o'clock in the afternoon, and ate takeout as dinner at the piano store, chatted with Fang Zhichao for a while, bragged, and almost rushed to the café to work. He worked at the café from six to nine, and then he rushed to D-Fly to rehearse with everyone......

As for Tong Wenxuan's guitar teaching, there is no arrangement this week, after all, learning a musical instrument is not achieved overnight, and learners need to practice by themselves for a long time, which is the so-called "master leads the door to practice by himself".

Everyone in the band attaches great importance to this song, and they are all working hard to adjust the arrangement to perfection, the tone of the guitar has gone through three rounds of major adjustments, five rounds of small adjustments to pass, the timbre of the MIDI keyboard is even more one in a hundred, in order to make such a relatively plain melody can appear layered, the drummer and bass player have worked hard, and added different playing techniques according to the degree of emotional progression in several connecting places......

In short, after the whole song was drastically changed by everyone, except for the part of the lead singer, the whole completed the most gorgeous transformation.

Everyone's goal is very consistent, they all want to make this song the most perfect, because none of them knows when and if they will work together for the same thing next time, so they cherish this reunion very much.

Tian Zheng had been busy arranging the venue and many details of the proposal ceremony in the past few days, so he did not participate in the rehearsal, and it was not until Friday night that he arrived at D-Fly for the first time to rehearse with the whole band.

When he put the whole song together for the first time, Tian Zheng's eyes were red, and he was so excited that he was about to cry.

That's right! That's how he wants to feel!

Before coming to participate in the rehearsal, Tian Zheng felt very uncertain about this band, he had not rehearsed with the band, and he was not sure whether the band Liu Jingxin was looking for was reliable or not. And after the first rehearsal, although he was still full of worries, it was not because of the band, but because he was afraid that his other arrangements would hold the band back.

After listening to the band's complete song, she couldn't help jumping up excitedly, putting her hands to her mouth and screaming joyfully, she looked like a little fan girl chasing stars.

Bassist Jiang Li pushed Liu Jingxin next to him, and whispered: "Brother Jingxin, sister-in-law is really cheering!"

Liu Jingxin hurriedly explained: "You misunderstood, we don't have that relationship, she learned guitar from me." ”

"Pretend to be you. Jiang Li didn't stop Liu Jingxin to explain at all, he high-fived the keyboard handbag with a smile, and looked at Da Yang, who was sitting behind the drum kit, as if he wanted to mobilize everyone to sit down on the "love affair" between Liu Jingxin and Tong Wenxuan.

Da Yang only glanced at Jiang Li lightly, too lazy to join in the fun.

As in previous days, after the band's rehearsals, everyone ran out for supper and discussed some details of tomorrow's live scene.

Considering that tomorrow was the time to "go to the battlefield" for the final test, everyone did not eat and drink until late, and in order to recuperate, they dispersed at one o'clock in the morning.

Liu Jingxin thought that it was not safe for Tong Wenxuan to be alone outside so late, so he offered to send Tong Wenxuan home, but Tong Wenxuan was not polite, and nodded again and again and said "Okay", which attracted Jiang Li and Bao Yi's "Oh Oh" coaxing, and he didn't care at all.

After saying goodbye to the others, Liu Jingxin and Tong Wenxuan came to the side of the road to wait for the bus.

Under the dim street lamp, the night breeze naughtily stirred Tong Wenxuan's hair. Tong Wenxuan raised his hand and brushed a strand of hair behind his ear, looked at Liu Jingxin with big almond-like eyes and said, "It turns out that you are playing in a band!"

Liu Jingxin smiled bitterly, shook his head and said, "That was before, and now I don't play." ”

Tong Wenxuan asked suspiciously, "Why don't you play now?"

Many things can't be explained clearly in a few words, Liu Jingxin didn't answer, turned his head to look at both sides of the street, and pretended to see if the online car-hailing had arrived.

Tong Wenxuan stared at Liu Jingxin for a while, and said softly: "I really like the way you look today." ”

These words sounded a little ambiguous, and Liu Jingxin was stunned when he heard it.

Tong Wenxuan sighed and continued: "I have to say that when you perform in the café, you are really very charming. But it always feels like you're wearing a mask all the time, and every movement and expression doesn't come from the heart. I thought you had never dared to show your truest side, but you were used to protecting yourself in this way. When I saw you when you were together today, I realized that you had lost something that was important to you. ”

Liu Jingxin looked back at Tong Wenxuan, and asked in a slightly dry voice, "What?"

Tong Wenxuan stared at Liu Jingxin's eyes and said, "You lost yourself." Without the band, you are not the real you. ”

Liu Jingxin was a little angry: "Why do you say that? We have only known each other for a few days, do you think you really know me?"

Tong Wenxuan said: "It really doesn't matter if I understand you or not, but you really can't lie to yourself all the time." Some things should be found quickly if they are lost, and after a long time, they may not be able to find them back. ”

Her words, like a heavy hammer, smashed into Liu Jingxin's heart, making Liu Jingxin's chest so tight that he almost forgot how to breathe.

Liu Jingxin took out a cigarette case, popped out a cigarette, lowered his head and lit it, and then leaned on the billboard on the side of the road and smoked one after another.

He's been thinking a lot lately about getting through this difficult period and getting through it when he's strong enough to regroup Friday. But how long that day will take, he really doesn't know at all. If that day is a long time away, and everyone else is used to the new trajectory of life, will they still want to go back?

Maybe Tong Wenxuan is right, after a long time, he may not be able to go back!

The two waited for the online car-hailing car in relative silence, Liu Jingxin sat in the co-pilot, Tong Wenxuan sat in the back seat, and the two did not speak all the way, only listening to the driver's chatter on the side.

After sending Tong Wenxuan to the gate of the community, seeing that Tong Wenxuan was about to walk into the community, Liu Jingxin rolled down the car window and shouted: "Hey!"

Tong Wenxuan stopped and slowly turned around to look at Liu Jingxin.

Liu Jingxin said in a sincere tone: "I should ...... Thank you!"

Tong Wenxuan raised the corners of his mouth happily: "You're welcome!"

Along the way, Liu Jingxin has already figured it out. If you can't go back after a long time, then don't leave, go back now!