Chapter 118: Are You Going to Go to the Sweet Department?(1) (Restore Update)
Sometimes, Ye Feifei will feel that this S City looks mediocre, with endless traffic and a sea of people, but it is very lonely!
Like an island adrift on the sea, even with its flowery packaging and dazzling light, it can't hide the emptiness and loneliness buried in the deepest depths!
- I am alone in this enchanted, or dark corridor, invisible thorns never mean that there are none, the soul wanders like catkins with the wind, dissipating in the sky, I have seen the glitz of the world, but I have also seen through the exaggeration of the world, but I can't see the harbor of return!
Ye Feifei sat in front of the mirror with a cold face, and let the city's top hairdressing director cut off her beautiful Qi bangs and turn them into Korean-style oblique side bangs, and then straightened all the big wavy curls!
Yu Xiaowan sat behind her in a daze, looking at Ye Feifei in a daze, and didn't say a word!
It's as if her best friend in front of her has been yelling and screaming, making her unable to interject!
She thought, maybe she had learned something, the "what" she didn't want to and didn't want to understand!
At this moment, a burst of ethereal and soothing music suddenly came from the hairdresser, so sad that it sang:
"A quarrel, a knot, accumulate change. The inner estrangement is enough to kill in seconds, how strong the appearance is! only to find out that love does not mean everything, no matter how sincere it is, it will be blocked, and there is a thunderstorm in this world every day, and it will burst at any time...... I still can't learn, I am less romantic, and I think hard about things, which may not bring moving or thanks! I still can't learn it, explain my injury, I am the most tired! I die of pain, I don't want to blame ......anyone" (Lin Junjie, "Can't Learn")
Ye Feifei in the mirror suddenly smiled!
- We always think that we will never learn to be tactful and compromised, but it turns out that life will eventually teach us how to get along with fate!
Ye Feifei has always been in a hurry since she was born, she is an upright girl, she likes to laugh and make trouble, when she is angry, she will stomp her feet and throw pillows, and she will pull her hair messily, but she has never laughed so reservedly and subtlely as at this moment, as if there are sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, and salty mixed together!
She looked at herself in the mirror who had changed her hairstyle, and no longer looked like a "tsundere rose" that was full of thorns and rushed up to fight wits and courage with people at every turn, at this moment, the youth engraved on her face became more radiant, sweet with a little playfulness, without the grandeur of coldness and disdain, only the residual elegance!
However, what has faded is yesterday's rampage and blind self-confidence, and it is the spirit that was once desperate in ignorance, so the remaining clean and cool is armed, armed with the edges and corners that have been rounded by the big waves of society!
- We, now that we have grown up, we should learn to put on a beautiful mask to face the storms of life!
On the way home, the two little girls are still inseparable, walking side by side, just like countless days and nights from this familiar and unfamiliar city, but unfortunately, the past chase and fight have been replaced by terrible silence!
Ye Feifei's gaze was sloppy and unfocused, just looking ahead numbly, her face was as indifferent as deathly silence, as if a porcelain doll had become a clay sculpture!
And Yu Xiaowan looked at the car on the side of the road for a while, Ye Feifei's face for a while, and her fingers for a while, it seemed that she was more entangled and confused than Ye Feifei!
In the distance, behind them, where they couldn't see, the Ferrari who followed all the way looked extremely tired!
Bei Lingfeng wore black sunglasses, locked his brows, sat in the driver's seat full of melancholy, opened the hood above his head, let the cold wind penetrate his heart, looked at the two girls walking slowly in front of him, looked at Yu Xiaowan's uneasiness and helplessness, and also watched a silly girl disappear into a big wave!
All the labels that are attached to the three words "Ye Feifei" - Qi bangs, big wavy rolls, radiant battles and cold arrogance, seem to have disappeared together!
That kind of good feeling, as if the atrium has been suddenly hollowed out, is probably difficult to describe in words!
In this world, even if some feelings have not been discovered, they still tear our nerves, just like the subconscious mind can't see clearly and can't realize it, but it still "unscrupulously" controls our decisions and behaviors!
I don't know how long he followed this way, he suddenly stepped on the brakes and suddenly stopped!
- Silly girl, you cut off ...... Is it the self-confidence you once had?
- What I'm afraid of is that someone will never see you standing at the top of S City again
He thought it was the perfect excuse, and then left with a wry smile!
- If one day, when I stand in a corner of this city and look up at the sky, I will never see you again!
The night is still coming as scheduled, and it seems that this day is not too difficult, in fact, it is also dark very quickly!
Ye Feifei didn't have any appetite, almost didn't eat anything, even the water was just a casual two sips, the night breeze passed through the window faintly, Ye Feifei sat quietly in her bedroom, looking at the plain face in the mirror, although there was no makeup, it was better than nature!
That look is a little unfamiliar, I am used to seeing myself with Qi bangs, and I am really not used to this moment!
Yu Xiaowan didn't know when she came in, and she didn't know how long she had been standing behind her, to be honest, every time Ye Feifei didn't cry or make trouble, it was when she was most scared!
Just like at this moment, what will come to her mind is the news that "a certain female star suffered from severe depression because she couldn't bear the pressure of public opinion, and finally ended the rest of her life alone in the apartment"!
People she has studied, who like to take great joy and are overly emotional, can easily suffer from depression once they are severely and greatly stimulated!
Her best friend Ye Feifei happens to be like this!
At this moment, she felt that her head was full of mush, and her thinking was very slow, and she asked a little timidly: "Feifei, are you...... Can you tell me honestly...... Yesterday, the handsome guy I saw in the scarecrow, is it someone you like?"
She was so sad that she wanted to cry, her heart ached like a knife, she felt that her eyes were moist, this was what she was most worried about, she was afraid to ask what was true, but secretly prayed that it was not true!
- If you could only choose one of love and friendship, what choice would you make? Endure love for eternal friendship, or say goodbye to friendship for the sake of lifelong moths to the fire?
So, she was really scared of the answer!
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