26. Ideal
He Fang suddenly turned his head and asked, "Li He, what is your ideal?"
Li He looked at He Fang's serious face under the street lamp in the dark night, and suddenly fell silent, shaking his dizzy head a little stunned.
Li He has a dream, and the first thing he does after being reborn is to fill his stomach and stabilize his brothers and sisters. After entering the school, there was also a stage when I thought about waiting for the policy in peace, staying up for a few years, and then going to the business sea Bolang. I also thought about obeying the distribution, meeting old colleagues, accumulating capital and going to sea like in my previous life. But can the mentality of this life be the same as in the previous life, he is now more and more urgent, more and more feel that staying in school is torment, and more and more feel that time is not waiting.
Chen Chunxian's plasma society will emerge from Zhongguancun this year, and the thunderous enterprises such as Sitong, Xintong, Jinghai, and Kehai will not wait for a few years to be established.
As for going abroad, Li He will not consider it, taking a J-1 student visa to work as a black laborer, serving bowls and dishes, he can't arouse the slightest interest. In the 80s, many people who had some ideas, some conditions, wanted to change their way of life, did not want to accept their fate, and were extremely disappointed and restless with the organization chose to study abroad.
At that time, Li He basically went abroad in a class, and the rest were those who were at the bottom of the study like Li He, and they couldn't get grants and public scholarships at all.
Li He has never seen any kind of fancy world in his two lives, and the capitalist world is not attractive, whether he goes to the so-called entrepreneurship or brushing dishes, he is a black laborer, and he dies and then goes to the whole invention to make money, and he will be thrown down in a shuttle, and he will meet Marx in advance. Unless you are like Wang An or Bei Luming, Yang Zhenning, and Li Zhendao, you are willing to be a screw, work hard until you get a doctorate, and then pretend to hold back for more than ten years, and you have a deep relationship with a big tree, otherwise you can't turn over any waves.
Maybe it's too conspiracy theory, but it's true. If you look at the memoirs of international students in the 80s, they are full of self-reliance, usually brushing dishes until late at night and being scolded for this kind of struggle that touches them. At the end of the story, he graduated from school, got a green card, and began a counterattack in life, that is, an engineer and programmer became middle-class, with a house and a car, upstairs and downstairs electric lights and telephones. But it is also the return of a group of people who have made indelible contributions to the development of domestic science and technology.
He Fang saw that Li He didn't react, and kicked him, "You are a very smart person, why can't you work hard, every day." If you are serious, no matter whether you are assigned or go abroad in the future, your future will not be bad."
Li He knew that He Fang cared about him, so he asked rhetorically, "Do you want to go abroad?"
He Fang shook his head firmly, "My father is gone, and there is still an old lady and two younger brothers at home, if I leave, it will be messed up." My dream is to wait for me to settle down in a few years and bring my wife to support my old age. But I hope you go out, you are only 18 years old, you still have a bright future waiting for you, only our school and Huaqing University go out every year, if you work a little harder, there is no problem with the qualifications to go abroad"
This is in line with Li He's memory, this eldest sister graduated and was assigned to teach physics at the University of Technology next door, and then went all the way, and finally transferred to the Polytechnic University as the president, and waited for retirement.
Li He also shook his head firmly, "I won't go out, I will also be a second-class person when I go out, I believe that this country, this nation will get better and better, and everyone will have better opportunities"
He Fang may have suddenly shouted excitedly, "You don't understand, Li He, I used to think so." But what did I get in exchange for my youth, I am already 25 years old, I have been in the countryside for seven years, seven years, there are several seven years in a person's life, I have used the best youth, the most full of passion, to love everything. A group of 3 girls went, and I was the only one who came back, and I was the only one who came back. If I hadn't worked hard to get into college, I wouldn't have been able to come back for the rest of my life. “
How could Li He not know the absurdity of the past, so he had to comfort and said, "The past is gone, you have to open your eyes to the future and look forward"
"I'm sorry, I'm a little excited, I just think you're very spiritual, why don't you go out and have a look, why bother to live a lifeless life like me" In the silent night, only He Fang sighed muffledly.
"I also can't let go, I also have my attachment here, I believe everything will be fine" Li He took off his gloves, took out a cigarette, handed one to He Fang, and lit the cigarette with a squeak, and the cold air in his nasal cavity became even colder. Li He had to send He Fang back to the dormitory first, and then went back himself.
The next day, Li He didn't go to class, but he still got up early, bought a baked cake at the school gate, and went to the outer Chinese college while chewing it.
Li He inquired about the women's dormitory building of the Chinese College while going around, but as usual, there was no news of his daughter-in-law.
By noon, I was hungry, so I had to rush back to school to eat.
When I took a shortcut to the mouth of an alley, I heard a burst of shouting and scolding. Li He started to walk in the direction of the sound, a Humpty Dumpty man wearing a big felt hat leaned against the corner of the wall to smoke, and there were three people in the corner of the alley around a person lying on the ground scolding and beating. The man lying on the ground covered his ears and head with his hands, but he was still kicking and letting out a muffled cry of pain.
The fat man who smoked looked at Li He and waved his hand impatiently, "Hurry up, look at what to see, otherwise I will beat you together"
Li He was not very angry, but he didn't know how to be angry, seeing that these people were still on the pole to entertain themselves, how could he be happy, and he could still be afraid of these old rascals who went down the third road.
Li He didn't say a word, and he didn't care if it was right or wrong, he went up and kicked the fat man's belly, and with one back of his heart, he directly lay on the ground and covered his stomach. Although the fat man was wearing a thick cotton jacket, he couldn't stand Li He's big feet.
Before the other three people could react, Li He kicked directly towards the person on the left, and the other party was lying on his stomach. The remaining two people were as simple as that, leading one to avoid the other, or after kicking, their arms strangled the back of their necks, and there were no superfluous movements, and they were all put on the ground.
Li He looked at the young man lying on the ground, "Get up, what are you doing on the ground?"
The young man on the ground staggered to his feet, rubbed his nosebleed with snow balls, rubbed his swollen eyes, and said, "Thank you."
"Where are you kid, do you know the rules, do you know who I am" Before Li He could speak, the Humpty Dumpty man on the ground stood up with his stomach covered and scolded Li He.
"Zhu Fatty, your mother, I owe you 5 yuan, can you be so ruthless" The young man who had just stood up scolded Humpty Dumpty, and threw the snow ball that had just been stained with blood in front of Zhu Fatty, "Look at the blood flowing from my nose, when will it be replenished?"
Li He understood when he heard this, several people were mixed up and couldn't get into the table, and they were able to do it like this for a 5 yuan thing, and they had no tricks.
I remember that I later made a movie "Lao Paoer" about this kind of old hooligan, about a group of alley bastards, who are blind every day and don't do serious things, and they have been boasting all their lives. The movie of this kind of values is too bad.
The hooligan who added the feelings of Beijing Fan Er is actually still a hooligan, the former police station was called the Artillery Bureau, and the hooligans and gangsters who always entered the bureau were all called Lao Paoer. Appointments and group fights are the most unproductive, there is no blood there, no dead people, this is Jing Fan'er.
For this kind of person, Li He couldn't look down on him, and naturally he wasn't scared, so he didn't have anything to say, "What's the matter, you still have to compete, don't talk to me about any rules, and be stunned?"
Humpty Dumpty glanced at a few people, knowing that this kind of arithmetic practitioner couldn't please the group, so he had to say, "You have a kind, don't let me hold you next time, otherwise you won't be able to eat and walk around."
Li He didn't bother to take care of it, and watched a few people walk away with a smile. It's useless to talk harshly! Fantasy is like wishing you go to heaven after you die.