Rong Xi's eyes were red, he hadn't slept for a day and a night, he looked at the teary-eyed Jian Chi with a splitting headache, and had to harden his heart and say: "I thought about it for a day and a night, since you can't accept the idea of temporary separation, then ...... Let's just break up!"

"I don't! I don't! I don't. don't ......"

Jian Chi roared loudly, and the tears that he thought had been dried up poured out again

She didn't know what to say to make Rong Xi change her mind, and she didn't know what to do to make her feel less upset

She just kept backing until her back was against the wall, and then she slid down the wall, shrinking at the foot of the wall, holding her bent knees with both hands, and muttering, "Don't break up, I don't want to break up......"

Rong Xi closed his eyes and wanted to hug her immediately, telling her that he didn't want to be separated from her at all, he still loved her very much, but he couldn't give her a good life

Don't people say that if you love someone, you have to learn to let go, if Jian Chi follows him, he can only live in this small and damp rental house, and he has to wash his hands and make soup for him, then he would rather be separated from her and let her live back to the life of the original daughter

Originally, he thought that if they met less, the relationship should gradually fade, and then he would talk to her about breaking up

But his deliberate evasion made Jian Chi feel sorry for him, she thought that he really saw her because he had to work overtime, and even asked for leave to accommodate his time

As everyone knows, he actually just wants to avoid her

The neighbor aunt next to her heard the movement, opened the door and came out to check, and was startled by Jian Chi, who was huddled in the corner and crying sadly

She said to Rong Xi a little helplessly: "Young man, hurry up and help your girlfriend to the house, if you have something to say, don't quarrel, boys must know how to let girls ......"

"Got it, thank you for your concern, sorry to bother you"

Rong Xi wiped his eyes, bent down to pull Jian Chi's arm, trying to pull her up

Jian Chi raised his head and looked at Rong Xi's bloodshot eyes, as well as the tiredness on his face, distressed and scared, distressed for his tiredness, afraid that he would say more ruthless words

She didn't take the initiative to grab his hand for the first time, but stood up by herself against the wall, wiped her tears, and whispered: "You're tired too, hurry up and go in and rest, I'll go back first, what do you have to say tomorrow...... We'll talk about it in a few days."

After speaking, he didn't dare to look at Rong Xi's expression anymore, and he didn't look back, and ran down the stairs quickly

Rong Xi looked at her back as if she had fled from the wilderness, clenched her right hand into a fist, and slammed the wall a few times, her head against her clenched fist, tears sliding from the corners of her eyes

Jian Chi didn't want to accept the fact that Rong Xi broke up with her, and every day when she went to and from work, she would send him a message to talk about what happened today and what she ate

Since that day, Rong Xi has never replied to her text messages, nor has he ever called her again, and even Jian Chi couldn't help but run to the place where he lived, and he never showed up again, as if he was iron-hearted, and he really planned to break up with her

Jian Chi was still hopeful, thinking that Rong Xi would come to her and stand in front of her and tell her that the so-called breakup was just an impulse

It's a pity that two months have passed, and Rong Xi still hasn't been heard from, as if she has really disappeared completely from her world

Jian Chi couldn't sit still anymore, and ran to the place where Rong Xi lived and banged on the door vigorously, but what came out was a strange young girl

Looking at Jian Chi with a wary face, the girl asked, "Who are you looking for?"

"I'm looking for my boyfriend, where's Rong Xi? you call him out!"

The moment Jian Chi saw the girl, he thought that Rong Xi had changed his mind, and his tone was very bad

The girl replied very unhappily: "I don't know who your boyfriend is, this is my newly rented house, you have to find a boyfriend elsewhere!"

After saying that, he slammed the door shut

Last time, the neighbor's aunt opened the door, and the probe came out to take a look, and when she was about to close the door, Jian Chi stopped

"Auntie, I was ...... last time The girl who is having an awkward relationship with my boyfriend here, may I ask, has my boyfriend moved away? or, ...... Still is...... Did he bring another girl back?"

The neighbor's aunt said with pity: "Not long after your quarrel, he and another tall boy moved all their things, and they never came back......

Jian Chi suddenly let go of the hand holding the door as if he had been struck by lightning, and left the small stairwell step by step in a daze

Walking downstairs, I looked at the street in front of me blankly, some people were laughing, some were crying, and more were indifferent faces, hurriedly walking from this side of the street, and leaving from the other side of the street

All of this could not arouse the slightest attention from Jian Chi

I'm the most pathetic person on this street!

The mother who loves me the most is gone, so my father doesn't want me anymore, and Beibei, who has been with me, has been with her in the rain, suffered from illness, and then left me

Now, it was Rong Xi, who used to say that she loved her very much, and disappeared from her side neatly and without a sound

Is it because my life is not good, so God wants to take everything from me?

Is it because I owe too much debt in my last life, and I am destined to not get what I want in this life?

Whether it is the dearest parents, or the favorite pet, or even the beloved, in the end, it can only become a memory, let her live in these painful memories?

Jian Chi went crazy and ran to Rong Xi's food company, but was told that Rong Xi had left a month and a half ago

When I ran to the school, I remembered that all the people I knew had already graduated, and there were no more people I knew in the school

In desperation, she remembered the squad leader who was in the same township as Rongxi, and after confirming his rural address with him on the phone, she didn't even want to work, and took the bus for more than ten hours, and sat on the tattered bus for more than an hour, and finally saw Cheng Nuo who came to pick her up at the bus stop in a small town

Cheng Nuo looked at the emaciated Jian Chi in surprise, and asked without waiting for her to speak, "What's wrong with you? Why did you lose so much weight?" What about Rong Xi? Why didn't he accompany you?"

Jian Chi, who came in the dust, collapsed as soon as he heard his words: "Rongxi...... I can't find him......"

"What's going on, how can it be gone? Don't cry yet, let's go back and talk about it slowly......

Cheng Nuo saw Jian Chi crying profusely, didn't dare to ask too many questions, and hurriedly led the person back to the wooden house by his fish pond

Why don't you take her home? Just kidding, crying like this, if he takes it home, his parents probably beat him up first indiscriminately, so that his girlfriend misunderstood?

When he and Rong Xi were in school, because they were fellow villagers, they had a good relationship, and they also knew that he and Jian Chi had a good relationship, and they didn't even have a word of quarrel, but now Jian Chi suddenly cried and found him, saying that Rong Xi was gone, which made him feel incredible

Jian Chi stood at the door of the house, crying intermittently for half an hour, and his mouth was full of one sentence over and over again: "Squad leader, don't you really know where Rong Xi is?"

Cheng Nuo patiently replied over and over again: "I really don't know"

Then Jian Chi cried again, crying Cheng Nuo one head and two big

In the end, Jian Chi asked him, "Then do you know where Rong Xi's family is?"

He replied in a cold sweat: "This, I don't know ...... either"

"Then what kind of fellow countryman are you, you usually play so well, you don't even know where his house is......"

Jian Chi cried a little irrationally, and actually opened his mouth to complain

Cheng Nuo thought to himself, you are still his girlfriend for more than two years, you don't even know where his home is, I don't know it's normal

Unexpectedly, Jian Chi opened his mouth and scolded himself again: "I have been in love with him for so long, and I never ask him where his home address is, for fear that he will say that I am in a hurry to see my parents, but now I think about it, I am really stupid, and I can't find anyone if I want to......"

Cheng Nuo kept wiping his sweat, he shouldn't have answered her phone, looking at her appearance, he didn't know when he would cry, he took an ancestor back

Jian Chi stopped crying unexpectedly again, apologized to him very politely, and after a few polite words, he insisted on getting on the bus back

After returning that day, Jian Chi never looked for Rong Xi again

After quitting his job at the clinic, Jian Chi returned to S City, hugged Lan Xinyan and cried, locked Rong Xi in the corner of his heart, and then entered a large chain pet hospital, serious and focused on learning to become a professional pet doctor

What Jian Chi didn't know was that the day after she left, Rong Xi took the initiative to find Cheng Nuo

Knowing that Jian Chi had looked for Cheng Nuo the day before, he cried so much that Rong Xi was silent

Cheng Nuo couldn't help but ask Rong Xi: "What do you have that you can't make clear to her face?" A good girl, she ran all the places she knew to find you, and it didn't matter if she cried in front of me, I was most afraid that if she couldn't think about it, would you be worthy of your conscience?......

Cheng Nuo persuaded Rong Xi bitterly for most of the day, but Rong Xi was still unmoved, originally he was also afraid that Jian Chi would force Cheng Nuo to go to his house, he came to give him a preventive injection first, since Cheng Nuo ruthlessly told Jian Chi that he didn't know where his home was, he had nothing to say

Cheng Nuo naturally knows where Rong Xi's family is, but he doesn't dare to do much as an outsider, if he brings Jian Chi to Rong Xi's house, there may be some trouble, he only hopes that Rong Xi can solve it by himself

It's a pity that Rong Xi is hard-hearted and no longer sees Jian Chi, and knows that if Jian Chi doesn't even have any hope of finding him in the end, he will naturally slowly die, and he doesn't need to appear in front of her anymore

People often do this, stubbornly choosing what they think is right, but forgetting to think from the other party's point of view, whether this choice is what the other party wants?

Rong Xi never asked Jian Chi if following him meant that she was not doing well, nor did she ask Jian Chi if she was willing to live a completely different life than before

If you don't want to, why do you have to accompany him through the past two years?

The young boy didn't understand the young girl's mind at this moment, and he didn't know how much influence his persistence had on Jian Chi