Chapter 776: The Most Helpless Thing
Maybe he did these things wrong at the beginning, but now he also realizes his mistakes and wants to make up for them.
But there are some things that can't be made up, and he really feels a little sorry for Zhang Qiangrose's incident.
"You go to see Zhang Qiang Rose first, I don't know when she will wake up. The captain said to Lu Yan helplessly, after all, Zhang Qiangrose was the person he liked, and seeing Zhang Qiangrose lying on the hospital bed dying, and he didn't even know when he would wake up, which made him particularly worried.
If he could, he really hoped that Zhang Qiangrose would not be so painful, and when he saw Zhang Qiangrose like this, he couldn't help it.
These things can obviously be avoided, but Lu Yan chose to ignore this matter, and he doesn't know what Lu Yan thinks in his heart, why do he do things so desperately, can't give hope to others, why give hope to others?
Lu Yan nodded, he didn't pay attention to the captain anymore, but walked directly into Zhang Qiangrose's room, and when he walked into the room, he smelled a pungent smell of disinfectant water, he frowned, he didn't know these things at all in this short period of time, if he didn't come to see Zhang Qiangrose today, would the captain have always chosen to hide this matter?
"If I don't come to see him, will you choose to hide this matter?" Lu Yan asked the captain calmly with a calm face, he knew that he didn't have any qualifications to question the captain now, but he just wanted to hear what the captain had to say to him.
These things were already a very serious matter for him, and he didn't want to see Zhang Qiangrose like this at all, but now, he felt that this matter had given him enough headaches.
I thought that these things would be solved very well, and he would be able to send Zhang Qiangrose home today, but he found that this is a particularly difficult thing now.
Yang Hexuan's matter, Zhang Qiangrose's things are all piled together, which makes him feel particularly helpless, it seems that it is impossible to leave the public security department now.
He couldn't explain it to Zhang Qiangrose's father, and it was also related to him, he couldn't just leave, he looked at Chen Xue apologetically, but Chen Xue smiled indifferently.
"You don't have to say sorry to me, I can understand how I feel at the moment, and I can do whatever I want. Chen Xue said indifferently, she can't stop these things, even if she blocks them, what's the use?
After all, this is a very serious matter, if nothing like this happened, she and Lu Yan would naturally be able to leave, but after such a big incident, the two of them could not leave the Public Security Department at all, so they could only settle these things before leaving.
If she could, she really hoped that the two of them would not set foot in the Public Security Department from the beginning, and so many things would not happen, but at that time, they could only be forced to accept it in that kind of forced situation.
Lu Yan smiled at Chen Xue, maybe only Chen Xue could understand his mood at the moment.
"Thank you. Thousands of words are only gathered into a thank you, I don't know what to say to Chen Xue, in short, I am very grateful to Chen Xue for these things for him, even if these things are incomprehensible in the eyes of others, but Chen Xue can support him.
Chen Xue shook her head calmly, she knew that Lu Yan had a lot of suffering in her heart, but Lu Yan, as a man, was not willing to share these sufferings, he also needed to deal with these things, these things were a very tricky matter, and she didn't want to let Lu Yan be inefficient because of her temper.
These things sound particularly troublesome and tricky to solve, but no matter what, she hopes that Lu Yan can solve them seriously and solve this matter well.
"You don't have to thank me, this is what you should do, you go see Zhang Qiangrose. Chen Xue said this indifferently, she knew the hardships in Lu Yan's heart, and she also knew that they couldn't leave the Public Security Department in this situation, and the matter of leaving the Public Security Department was in vain.
How could they leave when something so big had happened? Surely not, the thought of these things gave him a special headache, but they had to solve it anyway.
Every time he thinks of these things, he is particularly helpless, these things can actually be solved at the earliest, but they did not solve them, but dragged things all the way back to the present, in the final analysis, they caused themselves.
Lu Yan nodded, his footsteps walked towards Zhang Qiangrose's hospital bed, and saw Zhang Qiangrose lying on the bed, her face was as pale as a piece of white paper, without a trace of blood at all, if it weren't for the electrocardiogram next to him, he suspected that Zhang Qiangrose would have fallen asleep forever.
"I'm sorry, I didn't come to see you all the time, which caused this to happen now, I also realized my mistake, if I can hope that you can also wake up as soon as possible, I also said that I will send you home, when you wake up, I will send you home. He walked to Zhang Qiangrose's bedside and spoke softly to Zhang Qiangrose.
This incident brought him a great impact, he didn't expect Zhang Qiangrose to be such a ruthless person, he actually did this kind of thing to himself, he didn't want to see this kind of thing happen, but this kind of thing has happened, which also makes him feel particularly helpless.
Maybe if I came to see Zhang Qiang Rose two days ago, then this incident would not have happened, but it is too late to say too much now, there is no regret medicine in the world, so what's the use of saying too much?
Rather than this, it is better to let Zhang Qiangrose wake up as soon as possible, but it is also a very tricky thing to let Zhang Qiangrose wake up, and it can only rely on her will, he said a lot in Zhang Qiangrose's ear, Chen Xue saw this situation, she felt very uncomfortable, and chose to walk out directly.
"You also see Zhang Qiangrose's current situation, it's quite worrying. The captain let out a long sigh and said helplessly, he didn't want to see such a situation happen, but it had happened, and there was nothing to undo.
Chen Xue crossed her hands on the railing, she smiled helplessly: "Yes, it's quite worrying, we originally planned to leave the Public Security Department tonight and send Zhang Qiangrose home first before leaving, but now all this is impossible, if we don't solve this matter, we can't leave with peace of mind." ”
She told Lu Yan very clearly before that she could refuse these women as much as possible, and don't choose not to refuse them because of her own gentleman or can't bear it, in fact, refusing is also a good courtesy.
But Lu Yan didn't do this at all, but continued to have an ambiguous relationship with these women, which also made her feel a special headache, and now she knows that retribution is coming.
But she won't blame Lu Yan, she just hopes that Lu Yan can pay attention to this matter and stop making mistakes.
The corners of the captain's mouth spread bitterness, and he couldn't do anything when he saw his beloved woman lying on the hospital bed.
"Do you know what is the most frustrating thing, watching someone you like fall in front of you and probably never wake up......"
At this moment, he didn't know what words to use to express his current mood, in short, he was very irritable, and he also had some resentment towards Lu Yan.
But he also knew very well that resentment was useless, if Lu Yan could make Zhang Qiangrose wake up, he wouldn't mind Lu Yan doing this, but this thing wouldn't work.
Chen Xue looked at the captain apologetically: "I know that you must be in a very sad mood now, I can only say sorry here for this matter, if I can, I really hope that Zhang Qiangrose can wake up as soon as possible." ”
For Zhang Qiangrose, she didn't have such a big hostility at all, not to mention what was there to hate someone, and Zhang Qiangrose had someone like the captain around her who liked her, why didn't Zhang Qiangrose choose the captain? Knowing that liking Lu Yan was fruitless, Zhang Qiangrose just bumped into it and refused to turn back.
Even if she hit the south wall, she would break her head and refuse to let go, so she wanted to ask Zhang Qiangrose, is this really meaningful? Will she really be happy?
"Actually, Mr. Lu is really a very good man, but there are some defects in dealing with feelings, and you, as a woman, also know that feelings are actually a very complicated existence for you women, and even sometimes I resent him, but I don't complain after I think things through, because Zhang Qiangrose is wishful thinking. ”
He smiled helplessly, things were already so cruel, even if he blamed Lu Yan too much, what was the use? Zhang Qiangrose still wouldn't wake up.
It's really tiring to hate someone, and he doesn't want to resent Lu Yan, Lu Yan has always refused to refuse these women, also because he has some careful thoughts in his heart, but he doesn't want Lu Yan to put this little thing very big, some things should be broken, don't tie your future because of some things.
Chen Xue spread her hands helplessly, she turned her head and looked at the captain with indifferent eyes: "Isn't it now that you're struggling with who is right and who is wrong?" What we have to focus on now is when Zhang Qiangrose will wake up, you also know that something has happened in the Public Security Department recently, Yang Hexuan's eyeing Han Bingbing is also very tricky, if we don't come to see Zhang Qiangrose today, we don't know about this matter at all, I hope you will report to the above as soon as possible if there is anything in the future." ”
She didn't want the captain to stop reporting because of her selfishness, if she could report it earlier, something could be solved as soon as possible, but the captain chose to hide this matter.
Concealing it is a very bad behavior, and she doesn't want such a thing to happen again in the future, which is unfair to Zhang Qiangrose, and it is also an extremely unfavorable thing for the captain.
The captain frowned, he looked at Chen Xue with cold eyes, he also knew that Chen Xue was for his good, but hearing Chen Xue say this still made him very angry, his affairs did not need other people to control, not to mention that he was just using his own strength to protect Zhang Qiangrose.
also blamed himself for not being able to protect Zhang Qiangrose well during this time, which also had his reasons, no matter what, he hoped that Chen Xue could wake up as soon as possible.
"Of course I know what you're talking about, but do you know what it's like to see someone I care about lying unconscious on the ground? It's the heart-rending feeling that I feel powerless, and you may never experience it. ”
The captain's lips curled into a self-deprecating smile, sarcastically saying that he didn't want to make things so clear.