428 Nameless Fire
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After Jonathan announced that today's work was over, everyone was bustling with discussions, and there were many people who responded to the bar for a drink and relax in the evening.
However, Lan Li is not one of them.
He felt a little heavy all over his body. Although the afternoon shooting went very smoothly, his performance was still excellent, and he did not show any more symptoms of vomiting, but there was a lingering feeling of exhaustion all over his body, which made people unable to lift his energy, and his dull head did not help. He needs to go back early and get some rest.
After saying hello to Seth, Jonathan and the others, Lan Li and Nathan went back first.
On the way back from the hospital to his residence, Nathan kept looking through the rearview mirror, carefully looking at Lan Li. Lan Li's physical condition is not good, anyone with a discerning eye can see it, and he doesn't even need makeup when he is on the camera, his pale face is flushed with tiredness and sickness, and the whole person is faintly emaciated, which is even more worrying.
Nathan wants to help, but doesn't know how to get started. He could only keep his mouth shut tightly and keep the silence in the carriage so that Lan Li could enjoy a moment of peace.
It's about a thirty-minute drive, and it's not as far as expected. Nathan parked the car in the parking space on the side of the road, and before he could speak, he saw Lan Li open the car door and go straight to the door of the apartment.
The tired steps seemed a little heavy, the cold wind outlined the weak lines of the shoulders, the dark blue jacket seemed to be unable to resist the cold of Seattle at all, and the gray on the sky seemed to swallow up the lonely back at any time, which made the tip of Nathan's tongue run with bitterness.
Isn't "Fighting Cancer" a comedy movie, and why is Lan Li's filming so difficult, as if he is burning with his vitality to complete his daily work?
Nathan turned off the car, and then quickly followed Lan Li's footsteps, his eyes full of worry. Nathan took the initiative to step forward, took out the key to open the door, and only then pushed the door open, he saw Andy Rogers sitting in the hall, and before he had time to say hello, Nathan just nodded and gestured, and then gave way so that Lan Li could come in.
Lan Li walked into the hall, and immediately saw Andy, he took his jaw, but didn't say anything, walked straight towards the sofa, slowly walked to the sofa, sat down, raised his legs, lay on the sofa, closed his eyes, and began to rest.
The light movements seemed cautious, as if they were afraid of alarming the dust floating in the air, meticulous, one by one, not too hard, not too much, no sound could be heard, as if performing a mime, and the faint loneliness leaked out between gestures.
The corners of Andy's mouth paused slightly, and there was a hint of doubt in his eyes, and he raised his head to look at Nathan, asking with his eyes. Nathan shook his head slightly, the melancholy between his eyebrows clearly conveyed, expressing his concern.
Andy's heart sank, and the situation was worse than he had imagined.
Recently, Lan Li's physical condition has not been very good, and Nathan has been reporting the situation to him as soon as possible, which is really worrying, which is why he made a special trip to Seattle. Otherwise, now is the time for the Oscar sprint, and Andy can't take time out of the busiest stage of the year.
But now it seems that Andy understands that the language is too pale to describe Lan Li's condition.
"Lan Li, are you okay?" Andy asked worriedly, looking at Lan Li, considering his tone.
Lan Li didn't open his eyes, but he could see that the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, "Someone asked me this question in the afternoon. Lan Li said that the filming content of "I am fighting cancer", Adam and Catherine's psychological counseling, "I really want to give a positive answer, but I guess it is more difficult." ”
There is a hint of humor in the self-ridicule, a typical Lanli style. However, after a little joke, his smile narrowed slightly, "I have a headache right now." If you can, can you let me rest for a while?"
Polite and gentlemanly words, but there is a trace of firmness that cannot be refused, and you can faintly smell his tiredness and impatience.
Such a blue ceremony, familiar, but unfamiliar, Andy raised his head again and looked at Nathan, only to see Nathan shrug his shoulders, as if he was no longer surprised.
Andy hesitated for a moment, but said with concern, "Lan Li, what's going on? Are you feeling unwell? Do you need to take a break for a while? Or do you need to do a full check-up?"
The corners of Lan Li's mouth twitched slightly, "Yes, I need to rest, but you're still talking." The sharp words, less of the usual ridicule and banter, became gentle, but in the ears, it made people feel very uncomfortable, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.
Andy adjusted his sitting position, a little hesitant. If it was usual, then Andy would have turned around and left, so that Lan Li could have a good rest, because under normal circumstances, Lan Li would not make unreasonable demands, but the current situation is very special, such a Lan Li is really unpredictable, Andy is very worried, really worried.
"Lan Li, you know what I mean. The smile on Andy's lips was still hanging, but his expression became sincere, "I mean, I can talk to the crew and let you rest for a while." Your physical health is more important than shooting. ”
"Huh. A light smile appeared on the corner of Lan Li's mouth, but instead of joy and joy, mockery and disdain, "It's not like you, Andy." For agents, the most important thing is the artist, but the more important thing is the benefit. Suddenly so kind and benevolent, the agent's demeanor is gone. ”
Andy's expression stiffened slightly, but he didn't get angry, years of cultivation allowed him to maintain enough calm and composure, not to mention, he knew that Lan Li's current state was really bad, and he could be called full fire. On the contrary, a trace of bitterness flashed in Andy's eyes, and it seemed that he also needed to experience the firepower that reporters had endured before.
"Lan Li, we're just worried about you. Nathan's cultivation skills are not yet at home, and he said with some urgency.
"Are you worried about my state, or are you worried that my state is too bad to be able to attend the Oscars?" Lan Li's harsh words mercilessly gave Nathan a heavy punch, Nathan was directly stunned in place, unable to react for a while, and even Andy showed a surprised expression.
Such a blue gift is not only unfamiliar, but even unrecognizable.
The usual Lan Li is always a gentleman and decent, not only in his behavior, but also in his style and way of speaking, but the Lan Li in front of him has an uncontrollable anger, and under the calm surface, people can clearly feel the raging anger in his chest.
Even somewhat cynical.
This is not the Lan Li that Andy knows, but it is also the first time Andy has seen Lan Li lose control. Could it be that this is the true face of Lan Li? Before the idea could come to mind, Andy shook his head and denied it, there must be other reasons. Immediately, Andy's idea was confirmed.
"I'm sorry. Lan Li's voice came, and the faint words were full of frustration, exuding a thick sense of frustration all over his body.
Lan Li rubbed his temples with a faint pain, and the twitching sensation of the green tendons jumped one after another, as if the nerves in his body became tense, and there was a nameless fire in his heart, scurrying wildly, unable to control it at all, such a self, even Lan Li felt uncomfortable.
In the previous life, after he really realized that he was paralyzed in a high position, during that period of time, he went through such a stage, that inexplicable anger dominated his brain, anything, anyone, any small detail, even if it was just an action, could easily provoke him, he vented his anger on everyone regardless of it, even if the kindness and friendliness of others seemed to him to be just sympathy.
But that feeling of being out of control has been too long. Unexpectedly, he felt this angry emotion again.
He knew that this time, not as Chu Jiashu, but as Adam, he finally truly experienced the impact of cancer. The side effects of chemotherapy are on the one hand, the body that begins to lose control on the other, and fear and irritability begin to gradually break the original routine of life, and at the same time, the original emotional balance is broken.
"I'm sorry. Again, he emphasized, "I shouldn't have said that. The words just now are really too bastard. Please forgive me for losing control. His hands rubbed his temples gently, but the sharp and burning pain could not be removed, as if the whole person was being roasted on a flame.
Andy and Nathan looked at each other, both of them were just ordinary people, not doctors, not psychotherapists, and they had absolutely no idea how to deal with the current situation.
In the end, Andy could only tentatively speak, "What's going on? You seem to be in trouble, what's going on??, is it an emotional problem?" Although Lan Li had never mentioned that he was dating someone now, this was the most reliable guess in Andy's mind, "Lan Li, talk to me, tell me, only I know, I can help, if you continue to be silent, then the matter will never be resolved." ”
"I need to rest, and that's the root of the problem. Lan Li's tone became impatient again, "You didn't come to Seattle specifically for my personal problems, did you? If it's an Oscar ceremony, then I can tell you that I'm not going to attend. ”
"What?" Andy was directly stunned, he didn't expect things to go this way, even after a lot of battles, he was a little confused now.