After work, Mr. Qi originally wanted to come into my office to tell me something, but he hesitated at the door of my office for a long time and finally didn't come in. I came out of the office and happened to see the back of Mr. Qi far away, the lonely back.

When I got home, I didn't drive, but walked quietly on the road by myself. I thought back to what Mr. Qi said to me during the day over and over again, when I walked to Quanshun Square, a boy happened to be proposing to his beloved girl, the girl was surrounded by a group of pink balloons, the boy was dancing in front of her and dancing carefully prepared for her, everyone was beating the beat for this happy pair, and the sweet taste surrounded all the people around.

The girl looked at the boy in front of her with a happy face, and after a dance, the boy didn't know where to conjure a bouquet of roses, he held the roses in his left hand, and walked towards the girl with an engagement ring in his right hand, and the girl covered her face with a shy face and looked happily at the boy who walked towards her.

The boy knelt down on one knee and raised the ring, looked at the beloved girl in front of him, and said affectionately, " Siyue, I am very lucky to meet you in this life, my life is a dark before I met you, it is you, it is you who have brought a light to my life, that is, this light leads me to a better and better self, the 2 years and 2 months with you is my happiest time, thank you for your encouragement and support when I fail, you asked me what I like about you, I can tell you today, I like your laughter, I like your little willfulness, I like your kindness, I like you as a person, so, Siyue is willing to be my brideLet me guard you for a lifetime, let me spoil you for a lifetime. ”

The girl burst into tears after listening to the boy's confession, and everyone around her shouted "Marry him, marry him, marry him.................."

At this time, the girl was too excited to speak, she nodded to the boy with tears, and the boy got up from the ground excitedly, hugged the girl into his arms, and kissed him warmly.

The people around me kept applauding the two newcomers in front of me, and I smiled and applauded to send my blessings to the couple.

To say that I don't envy that is false, I have fantasized over and over again the scene of Zhang Bei proposing to me, I fantasize about wearing the ring he put on my ring finger, I raised my hand and saw the bracelet on my right wrist.

I stroked the bracelet and the tears flowed uncontrollably, will you come back? Where are you now? They are all urging me to start a new life, I can't hold on anymore, you know? Do you want to come back? Do you really want our relationship? I ..... Do you really want it?

I was walking aimlessly on the road alone, my whole person was empty, my mind was always reminiscing about Zhang Bei, so I didn't notice that there was a car behind me slowly following me.

He happened to be passing by that road, and while waiting for the traffic light, he saw me in a daze on the road. He didn't get out of the car, but asked the driver to follow me quietly.

It wasn't until he was sure I was back home safely that he let the driver take him away again.

When I got home, I was so tired that I didn't have the strength to take a shower, so I slowly walked to the second floor to the tatami mat, sat on it, leaned my head against the glass window, and quietly looked at the night sky, I shed tears as I watched.

The thought that Zhang Bei is going to completely disappear from my life makes me uncomfortable, I can't forget Zhang Bei, and missing him may have become my hobby for so many years.

I leaned against the glass window, looked out at the night, and wept vigorously. I have repeatedly cried out my grievances for so many years, since I can't go to the end, then why meet and love each other?

I cried all night that day, and when I went to wash up in the morning, I looked at my swollen walnut-like eyes, and quickly took out an ice pack from the refrigerator and applied it to my eyes.

After about half an hour, I saw that my eyes were not swollen, because I didn't want to explain anything to them in the company, so I sent a message to Lulu saying that I would not go to the company today, and if Mr. Qi asked, he said that I would go to the customer's company to do training.

After about 10 minutes, Lulu sent me a short message: Okay, Sister Jing!

After I saw it, I threw my phone aside, I changed my clothes back into pajamas, the training of the client's company was at 11 o'clock, and now it is only 7:30, and it is up to 40 minutes to take a taxi from my home to the client's company, so I can still catch up on some sleep.

I set the alarm clock on my phone and the alarm clock on my desk to 10 o'clock and the other to 9:40 o'clock. Then I was relieved to catch up on my sleep.

Today I was busy outside the company, Mr. Qi didn't call me, looking at the quiet phone call I was a little lucky, maybe I haven't thought about whether to help Mr. Qi now, if Mr. Qi calls at this time, I really don't know what to say.

"Manager Liang, I didn't expect your company to send you here today! Your training today is really great, I see that our colleagues in our company are also listening to it with relish, I don't know if we can invite you to come to next month's training?"

Mo Li, Mr. Mo, a 35-year-old strong woman, started her business at the age of 30 and independently managed the 70-person technology company.

When I heard Mr. Mo's words, I immediately took my eyes and thoughts back from the phone, I smiled and looked at Mr. Mo and replied, "I'm afraid it won't work next month!

"Why, why can't you come?" Mr. Mo looked at me with a puzzled expression and continued to ask.

"Because I may have left next month, I can't come to your company to do training work. I looked at Mr. Mo and said bluntly.

"What, are you leaving?" Mr. Mo asked in surprise, she may be particularly interested in my resignation, she grabbed my hand and kept asking me why I wanted to leave, whether I was unhappy in the company so I left.

I smiled helplessly at Mr. Mo and said, "There's nothing unhappy, I just want to go to some new fields to see if there is any room for development." ”

"Then since that's the case, why don't you come to our company? Our company is now short of a position as a personnel director, I think you are particularly suitable, you see that you can take six modules, I believe that you will be very popular in our company, today's training is a good example, the salary is as you like, you think how much is appropriate, I will give you dividends at the end of the year, what do you think?"

Mr. Mo's conditions are very tempting, but in the face of Mr. Mo's olive branch, I still can't take it, I leave the company just to leave here, want to have a new beginning, if I don't want to go back to school to take the postgraduate examination, I think I don't even think I will go to Beijing again, after all, there are also memories of me and Zhang Bei.