704 Happiness Is Built on Pain

Chen Xue's ghost made a god close her eyes, this is a very magical thing, it turns out that Lu Yan can also have such a great charm, let her obediently close her eyes.

Lu Yan kissed very lightly, like a goose feather brushing water, Chen Xue's heart was rippling, he could clearly hear Lu Yan's heartbeat, and the beating was particularly powerful.

There was a smile in her eyes, and her heart was as sweet as honey.

Only Lu Yan can give her happiness and joy, and she has never regretted meeting Lu Yan.

The wind blew gently, blowing Chen Xue's hair, playfully beating on the faces of the two of them, the picture was so beautiful, but some people were sad.

Han Bingbing looked at their loving appearance, her heart was dripping blood, like a knife cutting at her heart, stabbing her one after another.

Why did you let her see this scene? If you don't see her, won't your heart hurt? Presumably she will, but she can't forget the kind of eyes that Lu Yan doted on Chen Xue, she also longed for it, but she also knew that it would never be possible.

If she thought that these were normal things before, but after she found out, she had to envy Chen Xue, envy Chen Xue for having such care and love from Lu Yan, which was something that none of them could enjoy, even if it was just Lu Yan's slightest care.

The corners of her mouth spread with helpless bitterness, which spread to the bottom of her heart, no one can understand her current mood, her current mood is very bad, and she doesn't know how to sort out this mood, in short, it is very bad.

She didn't want to see herself like this, but every time she closed her eyes, the picture of Lu Yan and Chen Xue kissing just now would appear in her mind, she could clearly hear the sound of her heart breaking, and she could also hear that there was always a thought in her head shouting, tell her not to fall in love with Lu Yan, don't get close to him, she will be hurt.

Knowing that she would be hurt, she still loved Lu Yan without hesitation, if she could give up, she would have given up a long time ago, she clenched her fists, she would not give up on Lu Yan, Lu Yan was the first man she fell in love with, and the person she cared about the most, how could she give up?

Since she has tried to give up, knowing that she can't give up, then she will definitely not back down, as for Chen Xue, she will also compete with her fairly, after all, the two of them are not married yet, then she has a chance, even if this is a little despicable in the eyes of outsiders, but what can this be? She is just pursuing her own happiness.

Is it also a mistake to pursue one's own happiness?

She doesn't want to spend the rest of her life with regrets, she just wants to pursue Lu Yan once, even if it won't succeed, but what can she do, at least she has worked hard, although the possibility of Lu Yan rejecting her is very high.

Chen Xue opened her eyes, and at a glance she found Han Bingbing standing not far away, her eyes were full of disbelief, she didn't understand what Han Bingbing was doing here, how long had she been standing here?

"What's wrong?" Lu Yan opened his eyes and saw Chen Xue's stunned face, he was a little confused, he didn't know why Chen Xue showed such a look, could it be because of himself?

But wasn't it good before? Why Chen Xue suddenly showed such a look really made him feel very strange.

Lu Yan followed Chen Xue's gaze, he turned his head to look at Han Bingbing who was standing around the corner, he was also surprised, how long had Han Bingbing been standing here, or had she been standing here and witnessing the whole process?

He put his arm around Chen Xue's shoulders and motioned to her not to worry so much about it first, he would ask Han Bingbing for an understanding.

He hugged Chen Xue and walked towards Han Bingbing without hurrying, Han Bingbing stood in place, looking at them with a dull expression, and a self-deprecating smile hooked up at the corner of his mouth, which made Lu Yan feel very guilty, seeing Han Bingbing like this, it really made him very sorry.

But he can't respond to Han Bingbing's love, and he can't respond to Han Bingbing's love, after all, he only has Chen Xue in his heart and can't fit other people, if he can make up for it, he hopes to make up for it in other ways.

"I just happened to be passing by here, and I disturbed you, so go ahead, I'm still a little ahead of schedule. Han Bingbing said very embarrassedly, she didn't know how to describe herself at the moment, she was always very embarrassed, she didn't want to see such a thing, but every time she thought of these things, her heart would hurt very much.

She also knew that she shouldn't leave, once she left, then she would lose the right to fight for Lu Yan, but she really didn't know what to say to Lu Yan now, as if it was so difficult to say a word more, and the words she said were particularly pale.

Lu Yan saw that Han Bingbing was about to flee in the wilderness, he pursed his lips and continued, "Han Bingbing, can I say a few words to you?"

He won't delay Han Bingbing too much time Just wanted to say something to Han Bingbing, Han Bingbing's feet froze in place, she turned her head and glanced at Lu Yan blankly, not knowing what Lu Yan wanted to say to her.

Vaguely she felt that this was bad news, and she wanted to run away, but she nodded his head in a ghostly way, which also surprised her.

knew that this was bad news, but she still couldn't help her curiosity, she wanted to know what Lu Yan said, even if it was bad news, she was not afraid, her heart had been broken like this, what else could hurt her again?

"You say, I'm listening, and if you don't have anything important, I'll leave first. The corners of Han Bingbing's mouth barely squeezed out a stiff smile, laughing was more ugly than crying, at this moment she didn't know what adjectives to use to describe the pain in her heart, this pain was very complicated, and it also made her particularly entangled.

Her eyes looked at Lu Yan's hand, and saw that his hand was naturally on Chen Xue's waist, she opened her mouth and didn't say anything, this was normal, what could she say?

The relationship between the two of them was originally a couple's relationship, could it be that she still had to intervene? It was impossible for her to break them up head-on, and she also needed to compete fairly with Chen Xue, instead of secretly doing some unseemly things, so that not only would she be disgusted with herself, but others would also spurn her.

Lu Yan nodded, his eyes looked at Chen Xue, and then at Han Bingbing and said slowly: "Han Bingbing, I am good friends with you." ”

Han Bingbing raised her head and looked at Lu Yan in disbelief, she didn't expect Lu Yan to ask her about this matter at all, and she didn't know how to answer whether he wanted to answer yes or no, which made her difficult, why Lu Yan asked like this, it really made her a little puzzled.

When she saw the expectation in Lu Yan's eyes, she nodded by default and said heartily: "Yes, we are friends, didn't we make it very clear in the library last time? Could it be that you don't want to be friends with me, and you plan to be strangers with me?"

There was an embarrassed wry smile on the corner of her mouth, maybe this is what Lu Yan thought in his heart, for Chen Xue, he could do anything, even if he abandoned them, Lu Yan was willing.

But did Lu Yan not think that after abandoning them, how much pain their hearts would have that could not be healed, and it would take a long time to heal their heartaches.

Lu Yan glanced at Chen Xue, and a smile rippled between his eyebrows: "I explained to you before, I am friends with Han Bingbing, now you should believe it, and this time she admitted it herself, I didn't force her to admit it." ”

Chen Xue glanced at Lu Yan embarrassedly, didn't he notice that Han Bingbing's face had become very abnormal? Lu Yan just wanted to use Han Bingbing to say this to her, and she didn't say that she didn't believe Lu Yan, but Lu Yan did this and really hurt Han Bingbing's heart.

And she hurt Han Bingbing's heart in front of her, and I don't know what Han Bingbing will think, but it doesn't matter, and this is a matter between the two of them, and it is inconvenient for her to get involved too much.

Chen Xue nodded, her lips opened and she wanted to speak, but she found that she couldn't speak, or she didn't know what to say.

This embarrassing scene made her very embarrassed, and it also made her want to escape, but she knew that she couldn't leave, and once she left, she didn't know what would happen.

"Lu Yan, did you want me to stay just to tell me about this?" Han Bingbing asked in disbelief, she still didn't believe that this was Lu Yan's ultimate goal, which made her heart very uncomfortable and painful.

Does he know that he is doing this to build his own happiness on the pain of others, is it really good to peel off her scar like this? She can clearly feel that this scar has been uncovered, and it is so shocking to be bleeding, but Lu Yan did not notice her change at all, and only felt that what he did was very correct.

She really wanted to ask Lu Yan's heart what he did? Why did it become like this? If it was something else, she could understand it, but in front of Chen Xue, she asked her to say that they were friends in this relationship, what else could she say?

Although this is true, but so what, she wants to recover Lu Yan, she doesn't want to keep a friend relationship with Lu Yan all the time, which also makes her feel particularly irritable.

Lu Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at Han Bingbing with a confused gaze, seeing Han Bingbing's resentful expression, he said puzzledly: "What's wrong? I just want you to admit that we are friends in this relationship, are you angry?"

"We've already said well in the library, we can be friends, and it's good to be friends, at least we can help each other, isn't that good?" Lu Yan said with a harmless face, seeing that Han Bingbing was particularly angry, he was also very helpless.

A wry smile spread on the corner of Han Bingbing's mouth, she didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment, in short, she was very irritable, she didn't expect Lu Yan to treat her with this attitude at all.

She smiled indifferently, and said lightly: "Yes, the relationship between us is friends, you are satisfied with this answer, I believe Chen Xue is also very happy and excited to hear my answer, after all, there is one less competitive opponent." ”

She didn't want to explain too much, Lu Yan had already decided that their relationship was a friendship, so what was the use of explaining too much?

It's better to take this opportunity to leave a good impression in Lu Yan's heart, and prepare for the follow-up, even if this preparation makes her a little at a loss, but so what, as long as she can get Lu Yan, she can do it slowly.