Chapter 9 Feel self-knowledge

Han Mingjin, as always, did not participate in the rehearsal, nor did he go to the Shaoshi lounge as always. However, when he officially performed at a young age, .m's idol group was best known for the iconic Qi Dance. Of course, it's not that other groups dance unneatly, but just that after reaching the standard, they will rise in height again.

The tacit understanding is still the same, and the facial expressions and singing lyrics are impeccable. made Han Mingjin suddenly feel that the girlhood on the stage was still the whole that fascinated Asia. But Han Mingjin knew that it was no longer the same. By himself, the person who claims to protect them, he will slowly distance the connection between them with his own hands, and he will break it off at some point.

Whether you want it or not, it doesn't matter what the motive is. What's the use of considering the reasons for the fact that you can't even change it? After all, I'm going to Japan soon, and it won't take me until I see them for two or three months or more. All the fans burst into the biggest cheers, which can be regarded as a send-off for their ascent to the top of Asia and the footsteps of the world.

They walked to the stage, and Han Mingjin walked towards the stage. Passed by, no one spoke. However, the other idols who had already finished performing at this time also involuntarily stepped forward and watched Han Mingjin's performance. said that the reception was not comprehensive, and the fans were not very friendly to each other, because they didn't know the truth.

No matter who it is in the entertainment industry, except for a few seniors, who is not trembling in front of him, saying that jealousy means fighting in the dark, they can't even think about it. It's not qualified and it's not weighty. Those who are familiar hope to be more familiar, and those who are not familiar also hope not to provoke him. So I can stand here and watch him perform with all kinds of expressions and emotions, but I don't have to worry about why I came here. However, curiosity and sincerity also make up a large part.

No one knows the identity of Han Mingjin, so his talent is undoubted in the eyes of everyone. There are endless good works, but many good works come from the hands of one person, which has little to do with the excellence of the works. Just like psychological suggestion, whether it is fans or idols, whenever he has a new work, he is looking forward to listening to and appreciating it, and seeing what kind of impact this adult will leave on their respective minds.

Sitting in front of the piano, Han Mingjin turned Mike down. However, people who are familiar with Han Mingjin's singing style, whether it is an idol or a fan, are stunned. A slightly sad piano solo sounded. This is followed by a low rap that doesn't say anything to bring anyone into the song's story. Lin Yun'er stood in front and hugged her shoulders and watched, listening to the piano and rap, and slowly became distracted.

And when I was young, many idols were just puzzled, and after the screams of the younger brother group stopped, I enjoyed this title song that I wasn't sure if it was or not. It's just that no one saw it, standing in a hidden place on the second floor, Bai Haoxian was also watching his performance. And Li Zhengmin, who was beside him, looked at Bai Haoxian's expression, and wanted to say something but paused, and half-loudly turned his gaze to the person in front of the piano on the stage.

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My heart is broken like a wave

My heart shakes like the wind

My love that disappeared like a light smoke

Like a tattoo, it can't be erased

A long sigh

My heart is covered with dust (saygoodbye)

I thought I wouldn't be able to live a day without you

I didn't expect that a person could barely survive

Even when you shout to see you, you don't respond

Even with hopeless expectations that don't help now

Who is that person next to you

Maybe it won't make you cry anymore

I don't know if you still have me in your eyes

Whether it's long forgotten or not

I was so worried that I didn't dare to approach, I didn't dare to speak, and I was anxious

Staying up alone all night to erase memories about you countless times

Please do not look back when you leave

Don't look for me again when you live

Because I love you without a trace of remorse

So please leave with good memories

Barely bearable

I can barely hold on

You have to live happily, even if I do

Day by day, I gradually lost my feelings

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youremyall

saygoodbye

Even on the road, we met by chance

Please also pretend that you don't see it and continue to walk your way

If there are always memories of the past that come to mind

Maybe I'll look for you again regardless of it

You have to be happy with him all the time

Can't give me a glimmer of expectation

Can't let me have a trace of nostalgia

You have to live a good life, and show me a good life

You will always be like the sky, like the white clouds that float

Keep that smile all the time

Pretend to be nothing

Please do not look back when you leave

Don't look for me again when you live

Because I love you without a trace of remorse

So please leave with good memories

Barely bearable

I can barely hold on

You have to live happily, even if I do

Day by day, I gradually lost my feelings

Hope is gone after leaving me

Your heart will be at peace

Please forget me to live

Those tears will disappear one day

Day by day

If we hadn't met, maybe there would have been less pain

The promise to be together forever

I hope you can bury it in the memories baby

Pray for you

Please do not look back when you leave

Don't look for me again when you live

Because I love you without a trace of remorse

So please leave with good memories

Barely bearable

I can barely hold on

You have to live happily, even if I do

Day by day, I gradually lost my feelings

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icrycry

youremyall

saygoodbyebye

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"One Day at a Time" is another hit song by BIGBANG after "Lies". Launched in 08, it once again swept the Korean music scene. Han Mingjin didn't think about what to choose, but when he happened to see this piece that he had plagiarized, he even had the urge to return it to BIGBANG. However, after crying in the club last time, he also finalized this song as the title song of this album.

As for the reason why this song was chosen as the title song, the members of the younger brother group don't need to understand it so clearly. All they knew was that although their brother was singing the song calmly on the piano from beginning to end, they had an inexplicable sadness and an urge to cry.

As for the idols at the scene, seeing Lin Yun'er biting her lip and hearing half of it, she turned around and left in a daze, and seemed to understand something. Kim Taeyeon subconsciously wanted to chase after Lim Yoona, but Ffany looked at Han Mingjin on the stage in a daze, biting her lip, and a trace of pain flashed in her eyes.

Sunny looked at Han Mingjin on the stage, and then looked at the back of Lin Yun'er slowly leaving. I looked down and remembered what he said to himself on the phone yesterday. This song is not only for her, but also for herself. The reason why it suits you is that you can feel at ease. And the reason for her is to show his determination.

Regardless of any performance, the highest level is to stop people to think of it as a performance. And the lyrics, rhythm, and music are no longer his literal meaning. It's just a way to express myself, and I want to use it to make everyone unconsciously infect my emotions. Whether it's joy or sorrow.

Not surprisingly, the title song of Han Mingjin's new album was recognized again. Although OBS has long stated that this performance is not a dance music version. It's just that because it was a temporary decision to hit the list, the vote was not counted. After Han Mingjin finished singing, he did not appear again. Lin Yuna did not return to the lounge again. Instead, we will meet again in Japan as agreed in advance.

When Lin Yun'er turned to leave, Bai Haoxian's eyes changed, and he once again cast his eyes on Han Mingjin, who sang "One Day at a Time" in Korean affectionately on the stage: "Regardless of physical or mental damage, this elder seems to be a god-level person." Li Zhengmin was stunned and did not speak.

Bai Haoxian pursed the corners of his mouth and turned to leave the studio hall. Lee Jung-min followed Baek Ho-hyun to the president's office, saw him sitting on a chair and looking out the window, and said softly: "Now that it has been officially sung in Korean, should we focus on the report?" Baek Ho-hyun didn't speak as if he hadn't heard.

It wasn't until Li Zhengmin bowed down and walked towards the door that Bai Haoxian's voice reached his ears: "Normal broadcasting, don't let OBS do the comments." Leave it to netizens and fans to interact independently. Li Zhengmin nodded: "I understand." Then do you want to inform Minister Li......" Bai Haoxian turned his head to look at him: "You go first, and then talk about the rest." Li Zhengmin bowed and left. Bai Haoxian was silent for a moment, stood up and walked out of the president's office, and walked towards Lin Yun'er's workroom.

Sitting in the nanny's car, the women fell silent for a while. Song Ki-beom, who sometimes works part-time as a driver, saw this scene and casually erected the soundproof glass in the car. As if they were awakened, the women looked at Song Ki-beom's actions and wanted to say something, don't let down their Ki-beom's empathy. Just, what else can be said?

"It's our fault, isn't it?" asked Tiffany as she coughed lightly. No one answered, but it was not that they did not admit it. Kim Taeyeon looked left and right, and was suddenly stunned: "What about Sunny?" The girls shook their heads, and Jessica looked out the window and said, "Let's go first." Said not to come back in the evening. Kim Taeyeon paused, grabbed Seo Hyun's hand and shook it: "Is it still useful to say right or wrong? ”

Yuri frowned: "Why is he like this every time, so ruthless to us." It's okay to ...... Yun'er" Jessica suddenly turned her head: "Then you support the two of them to reunite?" Yuri had a cold face: "Don't you support it?" Jessica chuckled: "With us, the reunion will only hurt deeper." ”

Yuri opened her mouth to say something, but fell silent in the middle of the sound. Jessica looked at the roof of the car and said, "Don't blame Sunny. Even if the incident of Sunny is concealed this time, as long as we are still here in the future, there is a possibility that other similar things will happen again if we break off our friendship three times or four times. Not only can I guarantee you, but so can you. ”

Xu Xian looked at the many Ernnies and asked softly, "Could it be that Mingjin and Yun'er Ernie are really ...... Is that the only way to go?" the women did not speak, but this atmosphere of silence was obviously the answer. Suddenly, Xiuying clapped her hands and called, and the women looked at her, only to see that she was fiddling with the iPad, and looked up with a shocked expression: "There is a comment." ”

Yuri frowned: "What comment?" Yuri suddenly sat down beside her: "Is it a comment about Mingjin singing in Korean?" The women took out their iPads one after another and searched the Internet. After a while, they put it down blankly and looked at each other: "Why are the comments all praised? It's not like Mingjin himself is worried, right?"

Tiffany swiped the page and looked up at the women: "Don't forget, he's Chinese." The attitudes of Chinese fans and netizens are still unknown. A Chinese takes the initiative to sing Korean songs, and negative factors other than entertainment will not find fame. ”

Jessica looked up: "I'm a little worried about this very small number of contempt, as if some want to define fame as admiring Korean culture and turning their backs on their homeland." Hyoyeon said blankly: "As for the English songs, we are all singing English songs, and no one has said anything, will singing Korean songs be involved in the country?"

Xiuying hugged Xiaoyuan: "How can it be the same? After all, English is a language that has been used for a long time. The Chinese language that has always been used in Korea has never been used in an orthodox way, even if there is a written language. What's more, it has just been implemented. Xu Xian hesitated and spoke: "I always feel like someone has bad intentions towards Mingjin...... Am I thinking wrong?"

The women fell silent again, and said nothing. The car drove slowly on the road, and the destination was still the usual company practice room. It's just that their mood along the way will not be able to calm down. The first time they came into contact with a little bit of the pressure that that stinky boy had to face, they were a little overwhelmed, whether it was because of their lack of experience or whatever.

At this time, they couldn't help but think of how the smiling eyes could maintain the same stinky boy image under such pressure and complexity...... In front of them.