One hundred and fifteen, when the lungs hurt, the heart doesn't hurt so much
Updated: 2012-03-06
Walking along the way and following Xiao Luofan's footsteps downstairs, I only heard the sound of my shoes walking, and I didn't care how high the high heels I was wearing, so I ran downstairs in one breath.
Just after sending Xiaoli safely to the ambulance, Duoduo finally breathed a sigh of relief and wanted to follow the car to the hospital, but was pulled down by Haozi who suddenly appeared.
"I'll go!" he looked at Mando, with a determination in his eyes that no one else could see.
Haozi also came in a hurry, with a little sweat dropping on his forehead and panting at the edge of his mouth.
"Uh..."A lot of wooden answers, just like this watching Haozi get into the car, I don't know why, she couldn't find a rebuttal, Haozi was so anxious that she had never seen before.
"He...!" many people watched the car whine and leave, but couldn't say a word for a long time.
"Let him go!" Xiao Luofan replied, it seems that Haozi is interested in Xiaoli, and this is right, so that he may be able to untie the knot in his heart for many years.
He's going to meet one of her eventually.
It's like Xiao Luofan has already met a lot.
Many people are full of doubts, when did Haozi care about Xiaoli, aren't the two of them enemies? The incident last time Duoduo has been lingering, but seeing Haozi's anxious look, Xiaoli handed him over to take care of herself.
The people who watched the excitement finally dispersed, and many people turned their heads and looked at Xiao Luofan, staring at his eyes, her eyes did not leave his sight, she wanted to say thank you, but she never said it. If you say it, won't it be too foreign, and if you don't say it, you won't find any other topic.
"You're okay... That's it!" Xiao Luofan still spoke first, in addition to affectionate or affectionate in his eyes, his hot eyes made many people have nowhere to hide.
"Thank you!" Duoduo lowered his eyes, not knowing how to meet his gentle eyes, it turned out that he still cared about her so much in his heart, and she would only lose her temper and do some childish actions to become a burden to him, she was really not well-behaved.
Suddenly I hated myself a little, hated my own careful thinking, contrived. Everything should be bravely faced to solve the problem, and this moment can be regarded as understanding this truth.
"If you encounter any difficulties in the future, you will be the first to call me, do you know?" Xiao Luofan stroked her hair, like teaching a child, obviously with very gentle eyes, but he couldn't hide his blaming gaze.
"Hmm!" Duoduo replied gently, biting his lip, glancing at him, decisively dodging his hand, turning, and walking in the direction of the building.
Xiao Luofan smiled and didn't say anything, just quietly followed her, watched her walk into the hall, and then into the elevator, always maintaining a distance of two meters, and finally jumped in at the moment when the elevator was about to close.
There is still a distance, is it because of Huang Yuxin's matter that there is a mustard between the two? Xiao Luofan has never explained the matter between him and Xiaoyu, and many people have never asked, but this big problem has always existed, and everyone knows it.
"Are you busy today?" Xiao Luofan spoke, there were only two people in the elevator of Nuoda, and his voice naturally seemed a little empty.
"It's okay..."After saying these two words, many people paused, as if they wanted to say something, but they couldn't find a topic, and they couldn't find a topic that the two of them could talk about together.
"Hmm... Why did that Xiaoli faint in the toilet, you go back and help her ask for leave!" Xiao Luofan pulled the matter back to this matter, if you want to find a common topic, then this counts?
"She's just sick, I'll go see her in the afternoon. As soon as Duoduo thought of Xiaoli's expression of pretending to be casual, she felt very sad, obviously sad, and she didn't allow herself to cry.
"Let's go to dinner tonight, I'm waiting for you in memory, okay?" Xiao Luofan stood in front of Duoduo, looked at her, and spoke, his tone full of expectation. This is what he really wants to say, and after talking about it for so long, he finally got to the point.
"Memories". It's a place full of memories, and maybe everyone will love it.
"Okay!" said a lot.
There are some things that should be talked about face-to-face, this hard-won relationship, she doesn't want to give up, and she doesn't want to be a deserter.
"See you or leave!" Xiao Luofan finally smiled, showing two rows of white teeth, and smiled heartily and sunnyly.
Duoduo also smiled, but she was still a little bitter in her heart, and seemed to vaguely feel that things would not go so smoothly, what was she worried about?
When I returned to the office, I immediately called Haozi.
"Xiaoli is okay, right?" asked straight to the point, Duoduo was sorry that he couldn't take care of Xiaoli personally, and she was in such a bad mood today, I was really worried that something would happen to her.
"She woke up, and then she slept again, it's okay!" Haozi looked at Xiaoli, who was sleeping quietly on the bed, and answered many questions.
She closed her eyes tightly, let the strands of hair scatter in front of her forehead, her face was pale, without a little vitality, if it weren't for the breathing in her chest that could still rise and fall, she would have been like a dead person, a person who died peacefully.
"Well, then please take good care of her!" Duoduo finally felt a little less worried, and his tone was full of pleading.
"Definitely!" Haozi replied and hung up the phone immediately.
He looked at Xiao Li, and suddenly felt that his heart hurt as if he was entangled, and when he saw her frowning brows, he really wanted to bear all the pain for her, if he could.
As soon as she heard the news that Xiaoli had fainted in the toilet, she immediately rushed downstairs non-stop, just in time for a minute before the car drove away. Hearing that something happened to her, my heart immediately jumped like I couldn't help it, I just wanted to see her immediately, all the worries, anxieties, and uneasiness were mixed together in an instant, and the five flavors were intertwined, and my heart was very uncomfortable.
Now that she is finally asleep in bed, her entangled heart is gone. It was quiet in the bed, only a small window was open, and there was a little light spilling in, and there was a little cold wind. The sound of the potion dripping down could be heard very clearly, and it flowed down the needle, little by little, drop by drop, slowly into her arms, blood, and tendons.
She had only woken up once, glanced at him hurriedly, and perhaps had not yet seen who he was, and went on to fall asleep. She was very tired and tired, and she really wanted to sleep this night and never wake up, so that all her worries would disappear. She was very sleepy, so she slept very deeply, her eyes were as heavy as a thousand pounds, desperately trying to open her eyes and see who the person who was taking care of her next to her, but no matter how hard she tried, she found that it was just in vain, she was so hard, this bed was more comfortable than any big bed she had ever slept in, lying quietly on it, letting her body and mind relax freely, without thinking about anything, her mind was blank, blank, transparent as the sun's rays of the first sun, clean and immaculate.
Haozi left the ward lightly, explained a few words to the nurse next door, and then ran to the toilet and quickly lit a cigarette.
Slowly white smoke rose and shrouded his eyes like a light mist, making it impossible for him to see the place clearly. Take another hard breath, skillfully and gracefully, and spit out one more circle, two more circles, and inhale the cigarette into the lungs, because that is the closest place to the heart.
He always thought that he was a person who hurt his lungs but was not sad, but now, he was obviously sad. So I can only let the lungs hurt a little more, in contrast, when the lungs hurt, the heart doesn't hurt so much. Cigarettes are actually not easy to smoke, smoking is just a kind of loneliness, a kind of loneliness that only oneself can experience, many people, or close friends, some pain is said to be empathetic, but in fact, their own pain, always only they know, that is a kind of sadness that no one can understand.
But the level of grief is given by yourself, and you can decide whether you are sad or very sad.
Haozi, he's the kind of person who likes to drive himself into a dead end, and then he is entangled, messy and unwilling to come out, let whatever wind is blowing outside, everything has nothing to do with him. Indifference, or ice sculpture, this is just a disguise for him to protect himself, every strong person will have a story behind him that is not very strong, so he prefers to believe that everyone is a person with a story, but no one wants to tell it. Having said that, no one may want to listen, it's as simple as that.
Mo Zixi seems to have been very busy lately, and she finds it strange that he has called up Laimi's old customer information from the database more than once, which has always been highly confidential in the company, but he easily obtained these materials as the marketing director. I haven't heard of any industry market research lately, right?
Many of them stayed in their positions, but they were stunned for a long time, and this question has never been figured out. Could it be that Mo Zixi wants to sell the company?
No, the idea was vetoed right away. Mo Zixi began to work in the Japanese branch as soon as he graduated, and he has no credit for Laimi, and he has a strong sense of dedication, there will definitely be better development in Laimi, at present, there is no company in City A that can compete with Laimi, so if he wants to succeed, he will not be willing to go far.
If so, then what is his purpose? Duoduo is even more incomprehensible, she doesn't dare to guarantee that Mo Zixi is a good person now, the edification of society in the past two years, and the sinister business world, who dares to say that she has not changed?
It would be nice to keep an eye on it, as his assistant, Duoduo has almost all his whereabouts, and it is not easy to know where he goes and who he meets every day. flipped through the itinerary of the last few days, and found that he was very close to the people of the Mo Group, but this list was won with the consent of Xiao Jingqi's side, and he was just doing some aftermath work, so there shouldn't be much of a problem.