"Mommy apologizes to me?" I looked at the baby in surprise, and then looked at Nanxi with a frown.

"Why do you tell the baby everything, this is our adult business, why do you want to pull the baby in?" I said angrily as I looked at Nanxi.

"No, once the baby asked me why you ignored him, so I told the baby that my mother made your Aunt Shizuko angry............" Nanxi said with an embarrassed face.

After I glared at Nanxi, I looked down at the baby with a gentle face and said, "Auntie didn't ignore the baby, Auntie is getting married, so there will be a lot of things recently, and Auntie still likes the baby very much." ”

After I said this, I gently stopped my baby's forehead.

When the baby heard that I still liked him, he smiled at me with a happy face.

"That Shizuko, are you really going to marry Gu Shengnan?" asked Nanxi looking at me nervously.

When I saw her nervousness, I couldn't help but feel a little suspicious in my heart, why was she so nervous when I got married?

"Yes, next month! I won't invite you because we have a special relationship. I looked at Nanxi and said lightly.

"Shizuko, marriage is the biggest thing in a woman's life, and I hope you can seriously consider it. Nanxi's body leaned forward, her body next to the table in front of her.

"Thank you for your concern, I am well thought out and I don't want to miss out on my happiness because of someone anymore. I replied mercilessly.

"Shizuko, my marriage with Zhang Bei is in name only! The baby is not his, we got married to help me!" Nanxi saw that my attitude was so resolute, and she explained the matter between her and Zhang Bei in one go.

"What did you say? you say it again?" I asked, looking at Nanxi in disbelief.

"It's true, I fell in love with a man when I was younger, and it didn't take long for me to live with that man, and then it didn't take long for me to get pregnant, and then I offered to marry him, but he refused and said he never wanted to marry me,

When I heard his words, I was like five thunderbolts, and we had a big fight, and by the time I returned to the place where we had lived together, he was gone, and he had gone completely, and he had taken all his things with him, leaving nothing behind.

I was in despair, I went to the hospital to get rid of the baby in my belly, but when I heard the baby's heartbeat, I suddenly hesitated.

Later, when I went to the hospital for a prenatal checkup, I met Zhang Bei in the corridor of the hospital, he was wearing a patient's clothes, if he hadn't called me, I wouldn't have recognized him at all, he was much thinner than in high school. Nanxi looked sad and recalled the past.

"Baby......" I asked with a worried look on my face as I interrupted her.

The baby was lying on my stomach at this time, listening carefully to my conversation with Nanxi.

"You don't have to worry, the baby knows that he knows that Zhang Bei is not his father, so you don't have to worry. Nanxi said with a slight smile at me.

"Then you and Zhang Bei will ............ later," I looked at Nanxi and continued to ask.

"The day I met Zhang Bei in the hospital, Zhang Bei was preparing for surgery. ”

Zhang Bei ...... He...... What the hell is wrong with him?" I asked, nervously.

"He had esophageal cancer, which he found out when he came home for the Spring Festival that year. ”

"No wonder he lost so much weight when he came back after the Spring Festival that year...... No wonder he didn't eat a single bite of the ravioli when he ate it!" Tears had completely blurred my vision at this point.

The baby sensibly wiped the tears on my face with his hand, I lowered my head and gently kissed the baby's hand, Nanxi saw that I was so uncomfortable, she handed me a tissue.

I took the tissue, looked at her with teary eyes, and said, "Thank you." ”

Nanxi looked at me and continued to tell me the story of Zhang Bei and her, "The day I met him, he had just finished radiotherapy and was about to prepare for surgery, after he saw me in the corridor, he looked at my stomach and congratulated me, but I was not happy at all, my parents didn't know about the arrival of the baby, my parents were very old-fashioned people.

If they had known about the baby's existence, they would have killed me, but I was too desperate to kill the baby. After Zhang Bei knew my difficulties, he looked at me and said with a smile on his face, if he can get off the operating table alive, he will marry me, let the baby be born justifiably, let him have a complete home, and let me not be troubled by gossip.

I'm very grateful to him, really I am very grateful to him, when I see his smile, I feel like I see hope again, he has been in a coma for a while after the operation, and it was your letter that supported him to come over. ”

"Letter, you mean the email I sent to Zhang Bei?"

"Yes, I inadvertently logged in to his QQ mailbox at that time, and then I saw those emails you sent him, I read them to him one by one, he never realized that he slowly became conscious, this is all your credit Shizuko, when everyone did not give any hope, it was you, it was you who saved him.

Later, he slowly woke up, and I asked him about you, and he told me a lot of stories about you, and when he mentioned you, his whole person was radiant, and he was so energetic, and I envied you, because there was a man who loved you so much. Nanxi's eyes were full of tenderness and endless envy.

"Did you send me those photos?" I asked, looking at Nanxi.

"Yes, I saw the email you sent him again, so I took the initiative to send those photos to you, because Zhang Bei has complained to me for a long time about this matter. Nanxi smiled lightly and couldn't help but shake her head.

"Do you know how much my heart hurts when I get those pictures? I thought he didn't get those emails, and he looked at me and ignored his thoughts, I hated him! I hated him!" I cried.

"Shizuko No, he loves you, you have to believe in the love between you. Nanxi looked at me and said excitedly.

"He loves me? Why does he love me without saying goodbye, why doesn't he tell him about his illness? Who does he think of me? A girlfriend who can only talk about love? and not a lover who shares weal and woe?" I cried out.

"Shizuko, no, he didn't tell you, because he didn't want to drag you down, you were all so young at the time, his disease was an incurable disease, the rest of his life was destined to be spent in constant chemotherapy and radiotherapy, he loved you because he loved you,

That's why I don't want you to live with such a heavy burden on your back. Nanxi hurriedly walked up to me and sat on the chair next to me, took my hand and said excitedly.

"He's just looking down on me! In his eyes, he always treats me like a child, am I so incapable of taking responsibility?

I hate him! I hate him! Why should I break up if I break up! He won't even give me a chance to appeal! He's so selfish!" I sat in my chair and sobbed up and down.

Nanxi stretched out her hand and patted me lightly on the shoulder, she looked at me and continued, "The day you were sick and discharged from the hospital, he actually went to see you, and he was also very sad, he has been living in self-blame for the past few years, I can see the light in his house every night until late, I know that he was thinking about you at that time." ”