Chapter 168: Is it okay to be wronged?

"Aunt Gu. Zigui emphasized again: "Don't you feel that you have reached a dead end at this time, all your assumptions have never happened."

It's just assumptions, and I can't answer your question.

Moreover, I have never doubted that Brother Ziheng cares and cares about me.

It's my own problem, I don't have love for Brother Ziheng.

Or does Aunt Gu want me to stay by Brother Ziheng's side, and I still think about other men in my heart?"

"......" Gu Yutong didn't know how to say: "I, I think you should have misunderstood me." ”

Zigui was silent.

Gu Yutong's words were messy: "I, I just feel sorry for Ziheng." I wanted to do something for him, but I didn't know what to do. ”

Zigui sighed: "In my heart, except for my mother." The person I care about the most is Brother Ziheng, what he gave me is irreplaceable by everyone.

I want Brother Ziheng to be happy and smooth more than anyone else.

But only love, I really can't do it, Brother Ziheng is family affection, which is deep-rooted. You want Brother Ziheng to be happy, I understand it very well. ”

"In that case. Gu Yutong's eyes lit up instantly: "You just be a little wronged and try to love Ziheng." ”

The sentence "!!" was something Zigui never thought of, because of this sentence, Zigui completely alienated Gu Yutong for the rest of his life.

"You've known Beichen for a short time. Gu Yutong said: "I will definitely not love you to the point where it is difficult to give up, but Ziheng is to the point where it is difficult to give up on you."

Zigui, you don't know that when I close my eyes every night, what comes to my mind is that Ziheng is drunk and smoking with a painful face.

And Qianyun's fleshy little face smiled at me, wanting me to hug me, but before I could reach out to her, she was already lying in front of me covered in blood, and I didn't even see her last face, so she was gone. ”

Zigui felt uncomfortable and couldn't breathe, she couldn't say anything, the only thing she could do was to watch Gu Yutong cry and listen to what Gu Yutong said.

Gu Yutong wiped away the tears on his face and continued: "At the beginning, I went to admit the fact that Ji Qianyun died, and I went to persuade Ziheng to give up on you.

Because you don't love Ziheng, but then I found out that I was wrong. In order to make you happy, Ziheng can only grieve himself.

I... I can't accept that he wronged myself, and I can't make myself feel at ease, especially when I see you and Jiang Beichen appearing together, I will think of my daughter, think of my daughter's cold corpse, and I will also think of Ziheng's painful appearance. ”

Zigui was as calm as possible: "If I live with Zihenghe, he loves me and can tolerate everything for me."

But you can guarantee that I will not get tired of him when I don't love him, and I will not quarrel and hurt each other every day because of this boredom. ”

"No, it won't. Gu Yutong affirmed: "You should only be a return of kindness, and you should only be a life of returning Qianyun." As long as you think like this all the time, you won't quarrel with Ziheng. Ziheng has taken care of your mother for so many years, shouldn't you give anything in return?"

"Calm down. Zigui felt that he couldn't talk to Gu Yutong, so he got up: "I'll go see Qingqing." ”

"You'd better not go, she doesn't know how to face you. Gu Yutong's voice was cold, and the hatred in his eyes was obvious, looking at Zigui's back: "Qingqing drank too much, when you and Ziheng didn't come back just now, do you know what she said?"

Zigui didn't want to face Gu Yutong, so he raised his feet and left.

But Gu Yutong didn't vomit or be unhappy.

Qingqing cried and said that Ziheng slept with her yesterday because of the drug.

However, from start to finish...... Ziheng is self-paralyzed, what he has been thinking about is you, and he is fantasizing about you.

He didn't even open his eyes to look at Qingqing, why do you think Qingqing didn't want to talk to you at this time, why did you think Qingqing suddenly ran to the bar. ”

Zigui endured the nausea in his heart and pretended to be calm.

Walked towards Qingqing's room: "Qingqing, can I go in?"

Gu Yutong followed and whispered: "If you can be a little wronged, Ziheng will be happy, Qingqing will not be as painful as now, of course, you will not be wronged, because Ziheng must regard you as a treasure in his heart."

and the deceased Qianyun will be more at ease, after all, you are not with Jiang Beichen, and your Uncle He's wish is that you can marry Ziheng, and he can also feel at ease. ”

The words fell, and Gu Yutong left directly.

Zigui closed her eyes and opened them again, looking at the door that was still closed, she ignored all Gu Yutong's words as much as possible.

She didn't believe that Ziheng would treat Qingqing like that.

She prefers to believe that Ziheng is kind and distressed.

The door still didn't open for five minutes, Zigui thought that maybe Qingqing was asleep, and subconsciously she didn't want to believe it, Qingqing didn't want to see herself.

Turn away.

Suddenly, the door opened.

Qingqing's face was expressionless: "Come in, I need someone to talk to." ”

"Good. Zigui's heart was beating fast, and at this moment she actually had an urge to escape.

In the room, Qingqing curled up at the head of the bed, distanced from Zigui.

According to psychology, this is a manifestation of alienating distrust.

Zigui took a deep breath, and the corners of his lips raised: "Is it better?" ”

"The head is much more comfortable. Qingqing lowered her head and didn't look at Zigui: "It's just uncomfortable." ”

Zigui didn't know how to open the topic, and Gu Yutong's words disgusted her.

She also wanted to find out the truth, but she didn't dare to ......

"Are you not knowing what to say to me because of Brother Ziheng?" Luo Qingqing looked directly at Zigui.

"Sort of. Zigui nodded, a friend for so many years, it can be said that he grew up in a bed, and no one knows anyone.

"Don't worry. Qingqing smiled, without a trace of blood on her face: "That's just me and him, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

"But you're not happy. Zigui felt sorry for Qingqing from the bottom of his heart: "I don't know what to advise you." ”

"You can't persuade anything. Qingqing covered his face with his hands: "Because the person in his heart is you." I thought that this love was possible, I thought that his feelings for you slowly became shallower over time, and even if they did not become shallow, I thought that he would change something about me. But, I figured it out. ”

Qingqing put down his hand and looked directly at Zigui: "In my relationship with him, I am chasing him and running, especially since he has never been willing to stop and look back at me, or walk slower." These were things he had never thought about. ”

"Then what is he thinking?" Zigui's voice was soft, as if there was a kind of demagogy that could make people easily let down their guard.

She reached out and hugged Qingqing into her arms: "The words of comfort are actually useless, but I still want to say it to you."

Brother Ziheng has me in his heart, you know, I know.

Even if Mr. Beichen and I are in love and living together, Brother Ziheng's attitude towards me is to let go of helplessness, rather than accepting it.

You and I both understand this, so when you choose to accept Ziheng's girlfriend's identity......"