Chapter 67: Messed Up
Qin Zhi looked at Jian Chi, who was pale and crumbling, after all, he still couldn't bear to continue this conversation, and after getting up to check out, he came back and picked up her coat and bag, and stood quietly beside him, waiting for Jian Chi to get up
As if he had lost his soul, Jian Chi stood up numbly and walked outside numbly
Qin Zhi's car stopped at the door of the restaurant, and seeing him open the co-pilot's door, Jian Chi still climbed up numbly, fastened his seat belt, and then stared blankly ahead
Qin Zhi did not send Jian Chi back, but drove the car to the river, opened the passenger door and said to Jian Chi, "Come down"
Jian Chi's body trembled, and he looked at Qin Zhi with pleading eyes: "I don't want to get out of the car, I want to go home, can you send me home?"
Qin Zhi's heart was like a knife, and he still said ruthlessly: "I still haven't finished speaking, you listen to me first and then go back."
"Then I'll sit here and we'll leave when you're done."
"Jian Chi, when are you going to escape?"
Qin Zhi stared at Jian Chi's eyes, those eyes as beautiful as the stars, what kind of past made it stained with that gray despair?
Jian Chi turned his face and whispered, "I didn't run away, I'm tired and want to go back to rest"
"Jian Chi, don't hold on, do you know how I learned about Rong Xi?"
Jian Chi's body stiffened for a moment, and he couldn't escape Qin Zhi's eyes that had been staring at her, and his heart softened all of a sudden: "It's the night of your birthday, in addition to constantly calling your parents, Rong Xi is the name you call the most."
Jian Chi covered his face with his hands and said in a muffled voice: "Don't say it, I don't want to hear it"
"Jian Chi, I don't know what Rong Xi has done before, even if you break up, you still miss him, I only know that your heart has always stayed in the past and has not gone any further, Jian Chi, is Rong Xi really that good? Or is it just your wishful thinking......"
"I'll tell you to stop talking!"
Jian Chi raised his head suddenly, his eyes were red and he looked at Qin Zhi, his face was full of tears: "Don't say it, I beg you, don't say it anymore?......"
Qin Zhi was stunned, gritted his teeth, closed the car door without saying a word, walked back to the cab, and drove straight away, never saying a word on the road
It's just that after arriving at the community, he couldn't help but grab Jian Chi, who was about to get out of the car, and apologized to her: "I'm sorry, Jian Chi, just now, I was too impulsive"
Jian Chi didn't look at him, just lowered his head and replied: "It's okay"
"It's my fault, Jian Chi, if you're unhappy, scold me, hit me, don't get along with yourself, you're still sick, don't ....."
"I see, you can go back"
Jian Chi interrupted Qin Zhi's words, took his hand away, and got out of the car neatly, Qin Zhi looked at her back as she walked away, and suddenly clenched his fist and slammed it on the chair
Qin Zhi, what the hell are you doing? Obviously, you have been refraining, reminding yourself that you can't mention that name in front of her, but what have you done now?
I'm about to go crazy with jealousy! Qin Zhi leaned weakly on the back of his chair, closed his eyes, and was full of frustration for the first time
"Sister Jian Chi?"
Chu Yan, who was packing up her things and preparing to leave, just closed the door and saw Jian Chi walking out of the elevator in despair
Han Zien tugged at her sleeve, motioned for her to speak, and said by himself: "Jian Chi, let's go"
Jian Chi replied with a blank face: "Okay"
Chu Yan looked at Jian Chi a little worriedly, but Han Zien didn't give her a chance to speak again, pulled her sleeve and pulled her into the elevator, then pressed the first floor, and the elevator door slowly closed
Chu Yan said with a worried face: "Sister Jian Chi's expression is wrong, her face is so pale, I'm a little worried about her."
Han Zien was not worried: "Qin Zhi lives upstairs from her, he won't let her have anything to do."
"But ....." "Huh?"
Chu Yan turned her head and was about to refute him, but Han Zien, who was standing behind her, just lowered her head, and her lips almost touched the corner of her forehead
Chu Yan was like being electrocuted, her whole body was numb, and she was stunned all of a sudden
Han Zien took a step back a little uncomfortably, scratched his neck and said, "You just put a hundred hearts, with my understanding of Qin Zhi, he will definitely not let Jian Chi have anything to do."
"Oh, too, Qin Zhi likes Sister Jian Chi so much, I'm afraid I regard her as more important than anything, I don't have to worry about it....."
Chu Yan turned her head in a panic, looked at the rapidly beating floor numbers of the elevator, and pretended that nothing had happened
There was an inexplicable atmosphere in the elevator, Han Zien secretly complained, God forbid, it was really just an accident just now, don't let this girl misunderstand because of this
It's a pity that he doesn't know, no matter whether there is this misunderstanding or not, the little girl in front of him has long been tempted by him
The two of them, who were strangely silent, breathed a sigh of relief with the "ding" sound of the elevator reaching the first floor
The elevator door opened, and Qin Zhi's worried face appeared in front of the two
Han Zien teased: "You shouldn't mess things up, right?"
Qin Zhi glanced at him, obviously didn't want to talk, but just instructed him: "Remember to help me send Xiaoyan home safely"
"Aren't you back?
Han Zien replied to him, and the meaning of the prevarication in his words made Chu Yan feel a little sullen and unhappy
A trace of exhaustion flashed across Qin Zhi's face: "No, I have to go up and see Jian Chi"
"Okay, I can't say anything about your reason, but I have to remind you" Han Zien stepped out of the elevator and stopped when he passed Qin Zhi
"Jian Chi's personality is very stubborn, you have to take your time"
Qin Zhi rubbed his eyebrows: "I know"
Chu Yan frowned, looked at Qin Zhi, and just wanted to speak, but she just looked at Brother Zhi, who had always been calm and unhurried, and now she couldn't say a word with a sense of powerlessness exuding from her whole body
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People say that what you can't get is the best, but Jian Chi feels that even if you get it, you will always lose it, so it's better not to have extravagant hopes at the beginning
She rejected Qin Zhi, not because she didn't have a good impression of him, on the contrary, because she found that she had unconsciously moved her heart for Qin Zhi
The more people who are greedy for warmth, the more afraid of the cold winter, the better Qin Zhi treats her now, the more scared she feels
Just like she and Rong Xi at the beginning, acquaintance and love are the same as idol dramas, so sweet that it can't be done, but in the end?
Rong Xi disappeared in the most cruel way, as if the world had evaporated
In retrospect, she would rather he like someone else, and then openly propose to her to break up, even if it is to tear her skin and never get along, than to wait and look for her in panic
Jian Chi buried her face in her knees, unwilling to think back to that experience, the early morning sun shone on her windowsill, and a trace of cold wind blew in the unclosed window, which stimulated her who had not slept all night
When the doorbell rang, Jian Chi was still immersed in his thoughts and did not react
Until Qin Zhi, who was outside the door, banged on the door of her house vigorously and uneasily, and shouted loudly: "Jian Chi, I know you are inside, open the door quickly..... Jian Chi, if you don't open the door again, I'm going to bang on the door!"
She woke up from her memories and quickly jumped out of bed, and when it was dark in front of her, she leaned against the wall and walked out slowly
When Qin Zhi was about to bang on the door and enter, the door opened from the inside: "Come in"
Jian Chi had a miserable white face and turned sideways to make way for him
Putting the thermos pot in his hand on the dining table, Qin Zhi glanced at Jian Chi, who was not even wearing shoes and was thinly dressed, swallowed the words when he came to his mouth, turned around and went into the room to get a coat, picked up the slippers again, put the coat on Jian Chi, put the slippers in front of her, and said softly: "Go wash up, after breakfast, I will send you to work"
Jian Chi raised his eyes to look at him: "I remember that I have already rejected you"
Qin Zhi was unmoved: "I also remember, I clearly told you that I would not give up"
"You don't have to be like this, Qin Zhi, there are more girls in this world who are better than me, you can have a better choice"
Qin Zhi stared at her eyes tightly, Jian Chi lowered his head, avoiding his burning gaze, and Qin Zhi's deep voice came from above his head
"But Jian Chi, my heart has no choice but you!"
Here it is again, Jian Chi closed her eyes, Qin Zhi always told her so firmly that she had to do it, which made her already hesitant heart begin to soften again
"Okay, you're not feeling well now, let's not discuss this, hurry up and wash up, do you know, your face is as white as a ghost now, if you go to work like this, those cats and dogs will be afraid when they see you, do you want to be a doctor?"
Qin Zhi pretended to joke lightly and pushed Jian Chi into the bathroom
Jian Chi looked at himself in the mirror, with a pale face, dull eyes, and messy hair
"Ahhhh
Even if she rejects him, she can't appear in front of him like this, right?
Jian Chi sighed, and immediately cheered up, trying to save the self in the mirror who looked like he was too bad
"Well, why does it taste a little different? Didn't you go to the last breakfast shop and buy porridge?"
Jian Chi took a sip of the porridge that Qin Zhi handed over, and asked a little puzzled
Qin Zhi picked up the bowl unhurriedly, began to scoop his second bowl of porridge, and replied casually: "It's not good to always eat what I bought outside, I got up early today and boiled it myself."
"Uh...."Jian Chi paused, remembering what Qin Feng said during the last meal: ".... I drank my brother's porridge, pulled it for a day and a night, and happily went to the hospital...."
She looked at the porridge in the bowl hesitantly, she just took a sip, she should be fine, right? It's just how powerful is this porridge? With her weak body that is sick now, I don't know if she can hold it?
When she was thinking nonsense, Qin Zhi spoke faintly: "My level of porridge is not what it was during the National Day, and my dad has been online on the phone this morning, you can eat with confidence"
"Hahahaha, look at what you said, I just thought the taste of this porridge was a little familiar, listening to you say this, it turned out to be similar to what my uncle cooked last time, I'm relieved, very relieved..."
Jian Chi laughed awkwardly, not daring to look at Qin Zhi's expression, and drank the porridge stubbornly