81. It turned out that they were all stand-ins
I bit my lip, my whole body was shaking and chilling, and I couldn't believe that something like this had ever happened to me.
Why don't I remember anything? I don't even remember anything.
If it weren't for my curiosity about what happened between Su Mo and Mu Sunan, would I never know that such a thing happened to me, it turns out that Mu Sunan is not good to me because I like it, but because of the heart in my chest.
When did I close my eyes, when did the heart in my chest no longer be mine?
I remembered what Su Mo said to Mu Sunan last time in the hospital, he said, "Mu Sunan, Cheng Yu is dead! It's been dead for many years! Have you forgotten that her heart has been beating in another body for many years!"
It turned out that the person he was talking about was me.
I finally understood why Mu Sunan looked at me with a distracted gaze that day, why there was sadness in his eyes that could not be concealed, as if he was looking at me but not like he was looking at me, because of this heart, so at that time, he was looking at Cheng Yu through me!
I finally understood why Mu Sunan didn't join the Su family's company, but stayed in the Ye family's small temple for several years.
My eyes fell on a photo, Cheng Yu and Su Mo in the photo looked at each other and smiled, Cheng Yu's eyes were full of deep and unrepentant feelings, Su Mo's light smile was so gentle, gentle and moving.
I looked at it stiffly, and a chill ran from the soles of my feet to the top of my head, and I finally understood why Su Mo cared so much about Cheng Shan, because she looked the same as Cheng Yu, because she was actually just a stand-in.
What about me? What am I to him? Does he know about my change of heart? Or does he actually know it, because I don't have that kind of face, so he didn't hesitate to abandon me as a stand-in.
Because I have Cheng Yu's heart, he said that he was unwilling to let me go, is this the reason why he imprisoned me in the name of marriage?
Because the person he wants to marry the most is no longer there, and Cheng Shan happens to have such a face, so he doesn't want to disclose our relationship at all.
Everything suddenly opened up in my heart, but there were some things that made me a little confused, messed up my heart and my thoughts, made me unable to think, and my head began to swell.
Cheng Yu's heart is in my body, does Su Mo know about this?
I remembered our unexpected wedding, and I thought he probably didn't know about it.
But thinking of his stubbornness in not letting go of me, I overturned that idea again, he should have known, otherwise how could he do that to me?
I closed my eyes in despair and smiled bitterly, Cheng Shan and I were just stand-ins, so he forcibly occupied them, and neither of them was willing to let go.
It turns out that Mu Sunan is good to me, but he also has ulterior motives......
I continued to look down and learned that Cheng Yu died in an earth-shattering kidnapping case five years ago, and as for the specific reason, the information did not clearly state.
The kidnapping was also five years ago?
I suddenly remembered the kidnapping that happened to me five years ago, I lost the ability to dance, I lost my dreams, and when I woke up, I accidentally found an extra wound on my chest, and then I had surgery to lighten the scar.
I always thought it was caused by the explosion, but now that I think about it, no, because I had heart swap surgery!
After all these years, why hasn't anyone told me what this is all about?
Why did you want to replace my heart? Why didn't anyone say it to me?
My mind was chaotic, but I still thought about the things between Su Mo and me back and forth, and I remembered what Jian Zi had said to me......
"Because of you, Si Yu was forced to run away from the marriage, and had no choice but to leave, seeing you marry the man she loved, do you know how painful her heart is? Now I see you uncomfortable because of another woman, do you know how happy my heart is? I really want Si Yu to see the joy of this moment with my own eyes, but it's a pity...... She couldn't see it with her own eyes. ”
Because of you, Si Yu was forced to run away from the marriage and had no choice but to leave......
Tasting this sentence, my heart was flustered and at a loss, what does Jian Zi mean?
I thought about those things again from beginning to end, and finally I took out my mobile phone and called Xu Siyan.
"Why did the little girl remember me? The phone was quickly connected, and Xu Siyan's teasing voice came from inside.
"Xu Siyan, let me ask you a question, can you answer me seriously?"
"Tell me, I must know everything about it. ”
"Su Mo told me, it wasn't a coincidence that you arrested me to marry him that day, is what he said true?" I asked tentatively.
Xu Siyan paused for a moment, and then said: "Su Mo is too uninteresting, obviously it was his arrangement, he said this because he wanted to splash dirty water on me, right? Let me tell you, Chu Chu, this is all Su Mo's conspiracy, and it has nothing to do with me." ”
As if he was afraid that I would settle accounts with him, he explained: "I also acted according to the script he gave me, it was really none of my business, I was still wondering at the time, how could he ask you to marry him." ”
"Isn't it because I'm Sue's girlfriend that he wants to revenge?" At that time, Su Mo showed that the reason was because Su, because he wanted to take revenge on him, so he robbed me of Su and married me.
"I think this reason is a bit far-fetched, although he and Su Bar are not on the same page, it doesn't seem to be to the point of revenge, and Su Mo is a restrained and indifferent person, how can he do something to retaliate because of a little contradiction and friction when he was a child?"
My hand holding my phone trembled in silence.
"Girl Chu, he shouldn't like you, right?" Xu Siyan teased.
I coldly reminded: "Don't forget, he had a girlfriend at the time!"
"What do you say? Tell you the truth, when the two of them are together, I don't think they're in love at all, but I think she's Su Mo's personal maid, really. ”
I already know everything I should know, I was too lazy to listen to Xu Siyan about Su Mo's ex-girlfriend, and said coldly: "Goodbye!"
"Hey, hey!" Xu Siyan stopped me: "Don't you know the reason, Chu girl?"
I frowned, was he asking Su Mo why he had to calculate the reason for marrying me?
I curled my eyelashes and said coldly, "I don't know." ”
Xu Siyan continued: "Girl Chu, if you know, you must tell me, I haven't figured out what medicine is sold in Su Mo's stomach until now, I always think he likes you......"
Like me? Heh, it's just because of the heart in my heart!
I don't want to listen to Xu Siyan say these words anymore, he doesn't know how uncomfortable his words are in my heart, when all the truth is unraveled, when these cruel realities "chiluo" are naked in front of my eyes, I am so desolate and sad.
"Goodbye!"
The bottom of my heart has been completely wounded by these truths, like a sharp arrow piercing my heart, piercing a deep hole, gushing out bright red blood, so painful, so painful, never painful.
This truth is more hurtful than Su Mo not loving me.
It turned out that everything was a drama from the beginning, and he was already operating and calculating from the beginning, and from the beginning, I was just a stand-in.
No wonder he asked me to stay away from Mu Sunan, because he was afraid that I would know more! He didn't want me to know the truth! Because once the truth was revealed, everything would be different!
So that day, was the matter of Su and Lin Qiaowei also in his calculations? So everything is not a coincidence!
I took out my mobile phone and called Tong Yue and asked her to come and pick me up and take me to the hospital, I decided to kill this child, I want to cut off all my contact with Su Mo!
"Have you really figured it out?" Tong Yue asked me uncertainly before getting out of the car.
"Don't you want me to kill this kid too, why do you ask me that. I coldly opened the door and got out of the car.
Tong Yue caught up and grabbed me: "Chu Chu, although I also hope that you will defeat him, I don't want you to regret it in the future." ”
"There is nothing to regret. "I walked into the hospital without looking back.
But when I was about to enter the operating room, I was cowardly, my hands and feet were cold, my body trembled, and I was panicked.
Tong Yue sighed and said to the doctor, "We won't do it." ”
Her words made me a little happy, but she didn't want to bow her head, stubborn and unwilling: "No!
I'm a little lacking in confidence, so my voice is not high, weak.