Chapter 261: The Tablet of the Child's Room
Zigui is silent, she also misses him, but she can't let go of many things in her heart, the things between her and He Ziheng these days are getting clearer and clearer, the more she wants to forget it, the more she will remember it, she doesn't know how to face Jiang Beichen.
"Ah Huang, have you eaten enough? We're leaving. After Zigui finished speaking, the puppy ran towards the door.
"Aren't you waiting for her?" the little boss was a little worried: "After coming out, seeing that you are no more, she will make trouble." ”
"No, it won't. Zigui said: "What she wants is your explanation." ”
"It's a big night, Chenxi, you go to send the son back. The little boss said.
"Good. ”
"No need. Zigui immediately said, "I'll go back by myself." ”
Beichen chased him out directly.
"Aunt and uncle are not worried that you will leave alone. ”
Zigui refused very firmly: "Thank you, I really don't need it." ”
“…… Okay, I'll see you on Monday. ”
Zigui nodded and didn't say anything more, just watched Qiao Chenxi leave on a bicycle.
Twenty minutes later, the son returned home.
Around the corner she looked at the figure standing in the doorway, the back was so familiar, she looked at him in a daze.
The person at the door had long been aware that someone was watching him in the distance, and for a long time this feeling was not only not lessened, but also heavier.
He turned around and saw Zigui standing around the corner, looking at him.
"How did you know I lived here?" he laughed.
Zigui was unexpected, how could this Qiao Chenxi be, especially at the first glance she saw just now, she actually had the illusion that Beichen came to her: "You live here?"
"That's right!" Qiao Chenxi said with a smile, "Are you here to find me?"
"It's not. Zigui wondered in his heart, could it be the person Grandma said: "Came here this morning?"
"Yes. Qiao Chenxi said.
"Didn't Grandma give you a spare key?" Zigui asked with a flat face.
"Yes, but when I came out today, I forgot it in my room. ”
"Remember to bring it with you later. ”
Okay, he looked at Zigui with a smile: "Do you also live here?"
Zigui didn't speak, took out the key and opened the door: "Do you understand going to Master Jin's tea house?"
"Don't go. Zigui opened the courtyard door and walked to the door of his room: "I'm going to rest, you are free, if you don't go out again, lock the courtyard door." ”
"Good. ”
Zi returned to the room, locked the door, she didn't turn on the light, and sat on the sofa stunned.
The light was turned on in the opposite room, Zigui looked at it, the figure was too similar to him, and he suddenly hooked up the thoughts in his heart.
I don't know how long Zigui sat like this, until she realized that she was in tears.
She pulled out her phone and looked at the phone number that had called in many times but never answered.
Dialed out......
Soon the other party connected.
"Zigui. ”
"Did you sleep?" Zigui heard clearly, the most familiar voice in his memory, with a smile and joy.
"No, are you okay where you are?"
"Very good. ”
"What about work, will it be tiring? ”
"Not tired, I like it. Zigui said: "Today, I met a person who looks like you on the back. ”
Listening to the content of her words, there was a thick smile on his lips, and he knew that Zigui must be thinking about himself: "When will you come back, I miss you." ”
The light in the opposite room was turned off, and he could see through the window that there was a faint light in Zigui's room, which was the light of a mobile phone.
Zigui listened to his words, and his ears were slightly hot.
Yes, how could he not hear the meaning of the words, Zigui thought for a while: "Maybe, after a while." ”
"Don't take too long. Beichen said: "I'm going to get lovesickness." ”
"......" Zigui raised a smile on her lips, and seemed to go back to many years ago, when her Mr. Beichen would always say love words to her: "Sleep, I'm going to rest too." ”
She hung up the phone in a hurry without waiting for him to speak, she was afraid that he would say something that would make her miss it constantly.
Beichen's ears were the sound of hanging up, and the people in the opposite room in front of him seemed to be right in front of him, although he couldn't see them.
She missed him, but she couldn't get past that level in her heart.
I didn't feel sleepy at all, and even after drinking so much alcohol, I seemed to be more and more awake the more I drank.
Zigui took two bottles of wine, put them in his pocket, and went out of the room.
Ten minutes later, Beichen was about to rest, and saw that in the opposite room, the lights were turned on five minutes later, and Zigui went out and turned off the lights.
Beichen was unexpected, only to see Zigui waving his hand at Ah Huang on the ground, and walking to the escalator in the corner, Ah Huang followed.
Just like that, one man and one dog went up to the roof.
Beichen looked carefully, she actually sat on the roof with her dog and drank......
His heart trembled, and he was about to fall off if he accidentally did not.
Most of the night, she drank and looked at the stars, thinking about her thoughts.
He was scared, and he watched Zigui well, and he didn't blink.
For two hours, Zigui always moved one movement, motionless.
Uneasy in her heart, Beichen was worried that she would fall, so she quietly went up to take a look, but she didn't expect that she fell asleep.
Ah Huang on the side was already asleep.
His eyes were full of spoiling, his lips were helpless, and he picked up his son.
Just moved slightly, and she opened her eyes in her arms.
Broken!
Jiang Beichen was stunned and stiff, you must know that when he was about to rest, he took off the layer of skin on his face that was disguised, and now it was Jiang Beichen's original face.
Zigui, frowned, and looked curious: "You came to my dream?"
Still awake?
She reported him and got into his arms: "In reality, I miss you and dare not say it." Then all the things I want to say, I will tell you in my dreams whether it is good or not. ”
“…… Good. One word, it actually revealed laughter and pet.
Full of pets.
"Well, I just miss you, I want to stick to you, I want to see you every day, I want you to hug ......"
He smiled and watched.
She...... Fell asleep again.
Beichen smiled helplessly, shook his head, and jumped off the roof with Zigui in his arms.
She slept very deeply, because she had drunk alcohol before bed.
Beichen carried her back to the room and covered it.
He was worried that when she woke up at night, she would bump into it in a daze, so he turned down the dimming of a small orange lamp in the room.
Turning to leave, he suddenly saw two tablets on a small square table in the corner.
Mother, Qiu Xinya.
Beloved daughter, Jiang Sheng.
Beichen's eyes were slightly red, it turned out that she named her daughter, called Sheng, Jiang Sheng.
He understands that only in such a place where no one knows can she put her daughter's tablet out without burden.
That pain, that kind of loss, is a pain that can't be mentioned.
Only by forgetting, only by accepting, only when she accepts that she is relieved and no longer confronts the voice in her heart, will she live freely.
The more resistant something is, the more it will stick to it. For example, the more you want to forget, the more you can't forget.
In the end, it can only be the parties who suffer.
Jiang Beichen pondered, did he really want to let He Ziheng pay for his life?
If one day Zigui knew the truth of the year, would he blame himself for He Ziheng's early result.
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