Chapter 44: You've Changed
The third floor of the company is very large, there are several dance studios, and the place where Chen Yu stays is the largest in the company, and the equipment is also very complete.
Li Nian looked at the huge mirror in front of her, and Chen Yuying's obsessive face in it, and sighed secretly, she really didn't want to hurt him, but it seemed that she had made him like this.
"Chen Yu, you were finally admitted to graduate school, and you have just been studying for half a year, why do you want to give up your studies so easily and enter the entertainment industry? The entertainment industry is mixed, it is not as simple as you think!" Although Li Nian has been with Deng Xichen for a short time, he has heard of the twists and turns. Is it really worth it to have to do things you don't like for the sake of a role, for some resources, or even to put down your principles and dignity, just for fame and fortune?
"Nian'er, you should know best what I entered the entertainment industry for, don't you? I have always liked you for so many years and have been confessing to you, but you either diverge from the conversation, or talk about him left and right. I thought that as long as I worked hard, you would look at me differently and agree to associate with me, but what I didn't expect was the appearance of Deng Xichen, isn't he a big star in China? Shouldn't it be far away from your life? Why, why did you meet him and fall in love with him, where am I not as good as him?" Chen Yu finally couldn't help it, he had waited for her for so many years, loved her for so many years, why was he not as good as someone who had only known her for a few months?
Li Nian knew Chen Yu's feelings for herself, she only regarded him as a friend, and never thought of liking him, because he was someone her good friend Shanshan liked, and she had been deliberately keeping a distance from him for so many years, just not wanting to break her friend's heart! She didn't know why it had developed like this.
"Chen Yu, you know that emotional things can't be forced, love is love, there is no reason!" Li Nian said categorically, but it also made Chen Yu even more sad.
"Is it because Deng Xichen is handsome and a big star? Since you like celebrities, then I can too! I entered the entertainment industry for you! I want to stand shoulder to shoulder with Deng Xichen through my own efforts and become a male god in everyone's mouth! When the time comes, can you look back at me again? Deng Xichen is not the only male god in the world!" Chen Yu thought that Li Nian, like those fans who ran after big stars, fell in love with Deng Xichen because of infatuation, but he didn't know that Li Nian's liking of him had nothing to do with the identity of a star at all.
"No, Chen Yu, you are mistaken, I am not with Deng Xichen what you think......" Li Nian wanted to explain but didn't know where to start.
"What's the difference? Deng Xichen just has a good-looking skin, except for filming a few TV series and appearing in a few variety shows, what achievements does he have? You like him so much, you are completely confused by him, Li Nian, wake up!" Chen Yu said in the end, rushed forward excitedly, grabbed Li Nian's arm, and shook it vigorously, trying to shake her awake.
Li Nian looked at the man who was getting stranger and stranger, as if he had completely lost the familiarity he had when he was in school, and had become a person he didn't know at all. There were bursts of pain in his arm, and Li Nian exhaled painfully: "Chen Yu, you, you scratched me, his......sed."
Chen Yu saw that Li Nian really looked very painful, and then he realized what he was doing, and hurriedly let go of the hand holding Li Nian's arm, grabbed his hair, and said, "I'm sorry." ”
Maybe Li Nian was stimulated by Li Nian's sudden departure from him, or maybe she was suddenly with Deng Xichen and he couldn't accept it, Chen Yu's nerves have been in a tense state for the past few days, so he made such an irrational behavior.
"Are you okay?" Li Nian has never seen such a grumpy Chen Yu, it seems that Chen Yu has changed since he entered the entertainment industry, the warm and playful atmosphere before no longer exists, impatience, anxiety, and confusion fill the whole body.
“...... I'm fine. Chen Yu rubbed his tight forehead, maybe it was because the training day and night in the past few days was too hard, and he didn't get enough rest to do this, Chen Yu didn't think there would be anything wrong with his body.
Li Nian saw that he seemed a little uncomfortable, but he didn't want to tell her anything, and his heart was a little hurt, but they looked at each other speechlessly.
In order to alleviate this embarrassment, he stretched out his slender fingers and unconsciously groped on the table in front of him, looking around, Li Nian pretended to be looking at things.
Chen Yu didn't stop her, his eyes were staring at her figure tightly, and he was reluctant to blink for a moment, for fear that the shadow in front of him would disappear at any time.
"Whoa!" something suddenly fell from the low table, and it seemed to be a pile of photographs, which were full of men's figures, standing, sitting, or sleeping, in various seductive poses, flamboyant hairstyles, and heavy makeup, similar to the look I saw in the studio that day.
That's right, these are all Chen Yu's portraits, which were selected by the assistant for him, used to post on his Weibo, and also used to sign autographs for fans.
Li Nian picked up one of the photos with his shoulders and navel exposed, posing in a flattering posture, and felt sad in his heart, Chen Yu shouldn't treat himself like this, he shouldn't fall in order to attract the attention of others.
He will always be that confident, sunny, hardworking friend in her eyes, not like now!
"Chen Yu, is this the life you want to live in the future? There are many ways to become a star, is it necessary for you to make yourself like this?" Li Nian was heartbroken and a little angry at the same time, angry at his self-willingness.
"You don't have to worry about that, I can do anything to achieve my goals. Chen Yu didn't dare to look at Li Nian's sad eyes, and said coldly.
"Chen Yu, you have changed, I don't even know you anymore!"
"People are inherently fickle, who can always maintain an innocent original heart? Some things are involuntary at all, if they don't change, they will be eliminated, and even the people they like will be thrown into the arms of others, I only regret that I didn't change earlier, otherwise, you wouldn't be with Deng Xichen!" Chen Yu's words were filled with endless sadness and remorse, and even Li Nian was moved by intense emotions.