323 years like water
He Wan'er was startled, and pinched Lu Hanzhang's forearm in a hurry: "Lilia, what's wrong with you?"
There was some lightness in her hands, and Lu Hanzhang almost screamed in pain, but this interruption made Lu Hanzhang stop crying.
It's just that Lu Hanzhang's voice is still a little choked.
"I don't have much, don't worry," she said with slightly red eyes, "Sister, I just think that you and I feel like it." ”
After she finished speaking, she sighed, took a small sip of whiskey in her mouth, and slowly tasted it.
The effect of the liquor warmed her hands that had always been cold, and a cloud of heat gradually rose in her chest and abdomen.
The heat seemed to give her courage to speak out.
Lu Hanzhang played with the wine glass in one hand and said, "Sister, are you curious, why am I so obsessed with Chen Yuanze?" In fact, it is very simple, he once saved me, but he has forgotten it. ”
He Wan'er was stunned when he heard this: "What? When did I save you?"
"Have you forgotten? I graduated from the same school as him. Lu Hanzhang replied, his eyes staring out the window, and the beautiful lights along the river reflected in his eyes.
He Wan'er's mind was a little unturned. Of course, she remembered that Lu Hanzhang and Chen Yuanze were in the same school, but Chen Yuanze had already graduated when Lu Hanzhang entered the school.
He was a popular host at that time, his every move was in the spotlight, his work schedule was so busy that he was flying, and with his high-profile and flamboyant personality, how could he do good deeds without leaving a name?
Therefore, Chen Yuanze and Lu Hanzhang should not have an intersection.
He Wan'er couldn't figure it out, but no matter how much she wanted to know, Lu Hanzhang didn't mention it, but she still told He Wan'er something about Chen Yuanze's lawsuit after all.
In short, Chen Yuanze's lawsuit for the right to reputation, winning is winning, but winning is very disgraceful.
Lu Hanzhang, as Chen Yuanze's agent ad litem, worked hard outside the lawsuit.
She went around several times, and finally caught the other party's father several dishonest transactions, bribery, false transactions and other behaviors a few years ago, and she had a handle in her hand, so she had a bargaining chip to negotiate with the other party.
In the end, considering the significant loss of economic benefits, the other party chose to settle.
Chen Yuanze's career will inevitably be affected, but he has decided to keep a low profile and keep a low profile during this time.
When the limelight passes, presumably he will continue to fly until the waves fly.
Speaking of this result, Lu Hanzhang smiled bitterly: "When I was a child, the world was black and white, and now I find that in fact, I have also become gray." In other words, because that person is him, I am willing to turn gray, even if I know that there is no result, it does not prevent me from being stupid all the time. ”
He Wan'er only felt that this topic was unusually heavy, and he didn't know how to explain her, so he had to say: "Although Chen Yuanze has spent a little, he is talented, capable, and flamboyant, and his personality is not a shortcoming that cannot be changed, and it may not be that rotten wood cannot be carved." You've seen the worst of him, and the rest is all good, how do you know that there is no result?"
She sighed and continued: "You are not me, there are so many unsolved problems, I really deserve to be alone." ”
It was Lu Hanzhang who comforted her just now, but now she has fallen one by one.
When Lu Hanzhang heard the latter sentence, he turned his face and looked at He Wan'er very seriously, and pointed to his eyes again: "Sister, isn't my problem serious enough?"
He Wan'er was startled, and then looked at her in a daze, only to realize that the cloudiness in her eyes seemed to be a little heavier.
She covered her mouth and asked with difficulty, "Could it be that your illness ......?"
Lu Hanzhang nodded lightly: "The last follow-up visit, the doctor said that the treatment was sure that there was no effect, so I had less than five years left." ”
This is the second time that Lu Hanzhang has talked to He Guaner about her condition in these years, but the last time she said that the most effective medicine for the condition had to be stopped because of too many side effects, and this time the result was obviously worse. Even though he had already planned for the worst of Lu Hanzhang's condition, when the untreatable outcome was really in front of him, He Wan'er was still dizzy for a long time.
In the past, there was always hope, but now the doctor has made it clear that there is no hope. Although this result will not affect her life, in another five years, Lu Hanzhang will no longer be visible.
From then on, there will be nothing but darkness in her world. The talent she once prided herself on and the hard work she had earned so far would be in vain.
The more He Wan'er thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, and his tears broke down again, and he lowered his head and sobbed.
Lu Hanzhang had already prepared tissues, handed them to her one by one, and persuaded softly: "Sister, haven't you and I already been mentally prepared? Besides, there are still five years, I want to take advantage of these five years to see the beautiful scenery of the world, and when I really can't see it, I still remember the scenery I once saw." ”
She paused, looked at He Guan'er and couldn't stop crying, and simply recalled the days when the two were dependent on each other when they were girls, talking about the situation in high school, and talking about their threesome with Feng Xi back then.
Her voice was already sweet and sweet, but when she slowed down and softened, it sounded as if it had come from a long distance, with a calming magic.
He Wan'er gradually stopped sobbing, and began to recall that time when he could never go back.
Lu Hanzhang happened to talk about the three of them's favorite thing at that time to watch the chess game of the retired masters after school, and when it came to the interesting place, He Waner couldn't help but smile, and there were tears in the laughter.
Her eyes, which had just been moistened by tears, were black and bright, her skin was smooth as jade, the bridge of her nose was straight, her nose was small and straight, and her cheeks were slightly pink because of the wine, and her lips were delicate.
Lu Hanzhang looked at He Wan'er, and felt for a while: "I really want to see you more, and I have to remember how beautiful my sister is when I am blind in the future." ”
That He Wan'er has always reminded herself to avoid saying the word "blind", but at this time, like an extremely sharp steel needle, it pierced her heart in an instant, bringing suffocating distress.
He Wan'er held his breath and bit his lip to endure not to cry again.
After a while, she said with difficulty: "If, in case you haven't found the right person by that day, then I'll raise you, okay?"
"Hmm!" Lu Hanzhang nodded heavily, smiling like a flower.
Then, she kept staring at He Wan'er for a long time before asking, "What about you? You and him, there is really no turning back?"
Hearing her mention Mo Chunshan again, He Guan'er cheered up and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Anyway, you also know my problem, so it's good to experience a wedding like this." By the way, do you want to be a bridesmaid, even if it's fake, it's just once in my life. What's more, his wedding pomp will not be small, and it should be worth watching. ”
Since he has no intention, he can also take this opportunity to cut off that little bit of extravagant hope.
Lu Hanzhang still had questions to ask, but he also felt that now was not the time, so he had to say one word softly: "Okay." ”
He Wan'er avoided eye contact with her, picked up the wine glass to his lips, and drank it all.
She endured the pungency and pain in her throat, holding her breath until the fire slid down her esophagus and began to torment her bowels and stomach.