Chapter 634: Figured it out
Soon, under Song Qianqian's gobbling up, a bowl of porridge bottomed out early.
"Lai Ting, is there anything else?"
Song Qian licked his tongue lightly, and his face was still unfinished.
"Yes, yes, but you can't eat anymore, the doctor said you can't eat too much at the first meal, after all, you have such a big operation, you have to take your time. When your body recovers, you can eat whatever you want. But for now, you'd better listen to the doctor first!"
Lai Ting snatched the bowl from Song Qianqian's hand, poured out the millet porridge in the thermos pot, and drank it all in two or three sips.
"And said I ate too fast, and I don't think you're much better than me. ”
Song Qianqian pursed her lips and watched with envy as Lai Ting drank the millet porridge in the thermos bucket.
"Even if you express your dissatisfaction, it's useless, in my Lai Ting, your protests are all invalid. ”
After speaking, Lai Ting walked towards the bathroom with a clean bowl and a thermos pot.
After a while, there was the sound of washing the dishes.
Song Qianqian sat on the bed and looked at the children who were playing on the table.
Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, the children are almost six years old.
"Shallow, let me tell you something. ”
Lai Ting wiped her hands with a towel, and a large piece of the clothes on her body were also splashed.
"What's the matter?"
Song Qianqian said softly, his eyes still staring at the children who were drawing.
"Mother Song has been buried. ”
"I know. ”
Song Qianqian withdrew his eyes and lowered his eyes.
Lai Ting pulled over the chair and sat beside Song Qianqian, looking at the sadness in her eyes, Lai Ting sighed deeply.
"I think you misunderstood Lu Zihao! Do you know? He was afraid that you would be sad, so he asked Wang Hao and I to send Song's mother back to her hometown to be buried with Song's father. You don't know that when you were having surgery at the time, because of heavy bleeding, the blood bank in the hospital was in an emergency, and Lu Zihao donated 1,000 ml of blood alone. What does this mean? This means that Lu Zihao almost didn't even want his life for you, a person only has 4,000 milliliters of blood in his body, but he disregarded the doctor's dissuasion, and took 1,000 milliliters at once. I'll admit that I didn't see him very well before, because he always hurt you. And through this incident, I understand that he really loves you, and in his life, he would rather not have himself than you. ”
Looking at Song Qianqian, who was speechless, Lai Ting continued: "The doctor said that after this operation, your body is very weak, and he is worried that you will not be able to stand it after you wake up, so I asked Wang Hao and Wang Hao to deal with the funeral of Mother Song, you can rest assured, in my heart, Mother Song is like my biological mother, I did the funeral according to the customs and habits of your hometown, I replaced you, as a daughter, and did everything that should be done, what else do you have to worry about." ”
"Lai Ting, even if you replace me, but you are not me after all, I ......"
"Shallow, I understand what you mean, do you think that if Mother Song is alive, she wants to see you so sad and sad? I know, no one can understand the pain in your heart, even if we can't deeply understand it, but Lu Zihao will, he loves you so much, he helps you arrange everything. Isn't it for you?
Lai Ting sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out her hand to hold Song Qianqian's hand, and said distressedly: "No one thought of everything that happened now. If you want to blame, you can only blame those who are ruthless and have bad intentions. If you keep complaining like this and ignore Lu Zihao's words, wouldn't you just fall for someone else's trick?"
Song Qianqian didn't speak, but her erratic eyes proved that she had been moved by Lai Ting's words.
She didn't really blame Lu Zihao, but when she was sad and sad, but she had nowhere to vent, she could only find the closest and most dependent person to vent.
Only then did she realize that she only cared about venting her emotions and completely ignored Lu Zihao's mood.
She was wrong, very wrong.
"Lai Ting, in fact, I don't really have a grudge against Lu Zihao in my heart. You know what? My mom is gone, I'll never see her again, and it's been less than half a year since my dad died, and I promised him to take good care of her, but not only did I fail to take care of her, but I put her in danger again and again. And this time my mother had an accident, only because she heard that I was pregnant with a dragon and phoenix fetus and wanted to make food for everyone, so she went out to buy vegetables, and then was caught by those bad people and thrown into the river. Speaking of this, Song Qianqian's face was already full of tears, "Lai Ting, do you know? My mother can't swim, and she is tied hand and foot, how painful you said she should have been at that time." As her daughter, I can't wait to find those people right now and tear them to pieces. ”
Song said so much in one breath, her chest rose and fell, and even her body kept trembling.
"Shallow, I understand, I can understand what you said, I know that you are sad now, in fact, like you, I also want to break those bad people into pieces. Lai Ting hurriedly got up, reached out and hugged her in her arms, and gently stroked her back with both hands, making her trembling body relax.
"Shallow, don't get excited, listen to me, that's why we have to raise our bodies well, if we don't have a good body, what do you do to find those people to take revenge? What do you use to compete with those bad scumbags!"
"Listen to me, shallow, let's not cry, from now on, you have to become strong, now for you, the most important thing is to take care of your body, don't forget that you still have your son Sihao, and your husband Lu Zihao, who loves you and puts you first from beginning to end. You have to be strong and survive this difficulty, you have to let those bad guys see, even if you Song Qianqian is gnawed up by someone, you still have bones, we have to be a hard-boned person, even if they want to gnaw, they can't gnaw it!"
Lai Ting's words are sonorous and powerful, at this time she is like a man, with great power.
Song Qianqian nodded, leaned into her arms, and held back the tears in her eyes.
Yes, she has to be strong, and since it has happened, she has to learn to face it bravely.
Mom is gone, and my mother won't come back to life when she lives in tears all day. The child in her womb is gone, and this incident is already considered a punishment for her.
I remember when my father died, my mother hugged her and lay on the bed and said something like this: "Shallow, life has long and short, since we have come to this world, we must learn to adapt to the living environment of this world." I know that the living are always more painful than the dead. That's because of this, those who survive must learn to be strong. Because of the dead, he doesn't want to see the living feel sad for him. People have their own lives, and many things in this life are predestined, so as long as you are happy when you are alive, these are enough. No matter what you encounter, you must learn to be strong, because you have to remember that being a mother is strong, you still have children, and you must be a good example for your children. Even if your mother can't accompany you in the future, don't be sad, because when people live, there will always be a day when they die. As long as you remember, Mom and Dad love you, as long as you can be happy and happy, even if Mom and Dad can't accompany you, they will be happy for you, even if you go, you can go with confidence. Don't be sad, child, because Mom and Dad want to see you laugh and you be happy, which is the pursuit of Mom and Dad in this life. ”
Song Qianqian leaned on Lai Ting's arms, silently looking at her son who was sitting on the sofa and drawing, yes, now she can understand what her mother meant by those words.
If you are a mother, you are strong.
When my father died, my mother never shed tears in front of her eyes. She only now understands that her mother is afraid that she will be worried, afraid that she will be sad.
As a mother, she seems to be really unqualified!
Looking at her son's smiling face, Song Qianqian's heart was sour, yes, she only cared about herself being sad and sad in the past few days, and she had never asked about her son.
The second she came to her senses after the operation, she even had thoughts of suicide.
Looking at her son's immature smiling face, Song Qianqian's heart was full of remorse, she was so selfish, and as a mother, she was far worse than her mother.
She only thought about being sad about herself, and never thought about her family and friends around her.
If she did something stupid and others didn't tell her, what would her son do?
She watched her son grow up day by day, and if she was suddenly gone, wouldn't her son's sad appearance be the same as the way she had just lost his mother.
Thinking of this, Song Qianqian's heart was both self-blaming and remorseful, she was really selfish, only caring about herself and not considering the feelings of her children.
"Lai Ting, thank you, what you said, these words completely woke me up, and now I know that I was so stupid a few days ago. I only thought about myself, and I forgot all my most important family and friends, I was so stupid, I was so stupid. ”
Lai Ting sighed deeply, a relaxed expression appeared on her face, she put her arms around Song Qianqian's shoulders, her eyes were full of admiration: "Qianqian, you are not stupid, nor are you selfish, if you are anyone, if you experience such a painful thing, you will definitely be the same as you." It's just that you have figured it out now and know what you are doing is the right thing to do, and that alone makes me admire. ”
Lai Ting helped Song Qianqian, the distance between the two was slightly widened, looking at Song Qianqian's extremely haggard face, she reached out and stroked her cheek, "Qianqian, you have suffered during this time, but you have to remember that these pains are inflicted on us by Cui Lao, we must learn to be strong, and we must learn to be brave." We're going to show them that we're not easy to bully. In this world, there will always be many good people, Cui Lao, he is just a grasshopper after the autumn, and he can't jump for a few days. We are to live our lives well and watch the day when he goes to his perdition. ”