Chapter 17: I Miss You So Much

"Mr. Fu, it's here. She called him twice, but he ignored him. Asleep?Nanfeng frowned, stretched out his hand to push him, and Fu Xijing finally woke up slowly.

"It's here. Nanfeng repeated, pulled the key off, and handed it to him: "Then you have a good rest, I'll go first." ”

Fu Xijing didn't answer, rubbed his eyebrows, and said in pain: "I'm dizzy, you help me up." ”

“……”

He must have done it on purpose!

"Don't want to?" he lowered his hand and looked at her.

Nanfeng bit his lip and said, "It's part of the job?"

He said solemnly, "Naturally." ”

Nanfeng got out of the car, went around to the co-pilot, opened the door, gritted his teeth and said, "Mr. Fu, please get out of the car." ”

Fu Xijing lowered his head, hooked the corners of his mouth out of her sight, and then, reached out to hold her hand, and came out with strength.

Nanfeng wanted to shake off his hand, but it was useless, he held it tighter, as if he was really drunk, grabbed her hand, shook his body twice, and she hurriedly supported him. He was very close to her, and she could smell the wine on him, and his face was a little pale, as if he was really drunk. She sighed inwardly and carried him to the elevator.

From F1 to the 29th floor, they had walked countless times, but not once, Nanfeng felt that the short two minutes were so slow. There was only her and him in the elevator, his body leaning against the inner wall of the elevator, his eyes closed, but his fingers always held her wrist, no matter how she struggled, it was useless.

"Ding", finally arrived, and the south wind exhaled. Fu Xijing still didn't plan to let go of her, opened the door with the password, didn't allow her to say more, took advantage of the situation to pull her into the house, and then raised his foot and kicked the door back to let her go.

The moment the light was turned on, Nanfeng looked at the room and was stunned.

It was as if time had gone backwards, and it was as if it had never gone far, and everything in this room was exactly the same as it was five years ago.

In the shoe cabinet, the lake blue women's cotton slippers lie quietly there, with the cuff facing outward, as if waiting for the owner's kiss. The ceramic vase on the dining table was still in the distance, as if it had not moved a single cent, and it was the only masterpiece she had been to the pottery class for ten days. In the corner of the living room, a dirty painting clip leans against the wall, lonely.

She closed her eyes, opened them, and turned her gaze to the pair of checked pillows on the sofa, one was held in Fu Xijing's arms at the moment, and the other was lying beside him. It was a weekend when they went to the mall together, and under her coquettish tricks, he accompanied her to a couple's event and won a prize. The pillows were slightly old in the light, not the traces of time, but the fact that they had been held in his arms too many times, because they were the things she liked to hold in her arms the most when she was nestled on the couch. He used to be very childish in competing with the pair of pillows.

Nanfeng felt that he was about to lose his breath, and turned around to escape, but heard Fu Xijing, who was lying on the sofa, muttering: "Water." ”

As if involuntarily, he automatically went in the direction of the kitchen, tiptoed to take out a cup from the closet, the water dispenser was next to the refrigerator, hot and cold, and took out honey from the closet, a glass of water, and two spoonfuls of honey, which was a necessary match when he was slightly drunk.

Nanfeng's movements suddenly paused, and he was shocked to realize how familiar he was with these things, just like before. The years between them seem to have never existed.

Her hand shook, and the cup almost fell to the ground.

Biting her lip, she walked over to the couch with her cup in hand. She told herself that when he finished drinking the water, she would leave!

Fu Xijing opened his eyes slightly, took the water, and poured a big mouthful.

"I'm leaving. Nanfeng got up and was about to leave, but his arm was suddenly grabbed by him, she was caught off guard, and the whole person fell on the sofa with his strength and fell on top of him. Before she could react, he leaned sideways and hugged her in his arms, tightly, as if he was afraid that she would suddenly disappear.

"Little ......" his voice sounded in her ears, hoarse, his hot breath mixed with the smell of wine, and the breath that belonged to him, sprayed in her neck socket, crispy and numb. "I miss you so much. ”

The voice is so soft and beautiful, like a whisper in a dream, it is sad and intoxicating.

Nanfeng seemed to be cursed, so he let him hold him stupidly, his heart was beating hard, and he knew that he should push him away, but he seemed to lose all his strength, and he was weak and weak.

He rubbed his head against her neck, breathed deeply, sniffed her breath, and sighed contentedly.

She shuddered, snapped her eyes open, and pushed him away violently.

All her strength, her reason, and the soul that flew out of her body, at that moment, all returned to their places.

She fell to the ground.

Fu Xijing opened his eyes and looked at her in confusion. In his dark eyes, there are various emotions, both drunk, incomprehensible, and unfading.

Nanfeng got up in a panic and stumbled out.

Fu Xijing sat on the sofa and was stunned for a long time, and then, he lay down on the sofa in despair, his fingers covering his eyes, and the feeling of powerlessness and emptiness in his heart came again, almost drowning him.

After returning from Liancheng, Nanfeng received several calls to apply for nursing care, and she made an appointment to meet on Saturday, at the hospital.

There were three interviews, all of whom were young girls who were about to graduate from nursing school, but unfortunately none of them were successful. One offered a salary that Nanfeng couldn't afford, a girl from the city, who thought that the hospital was too far away from her home, and immediately retreated when she heard that she needed to live in the ward, and another, as soon as she saw Ji's mother's condition, she chatted and left.

This is the third batch of interviews, Nanfeng felt frustrated, Linlin comforted her and said, "Don't worry, there is still time, let's find it slowly." Linlin's wedding date has been set, and her family asked her to return to her hometown a month early to prepare for the wedding, but she delayed the time by half a month, giving Nanfeng enough time to find new care.

Nanfeng left the ward and saw the head nurse in the lobby on the first floor, and hurriedly stepped forward to stop her: "Head nurse, what is the matter with me?"

The head nurse said: "It's hard to find professional full-time nursing now, don't worry, Xiao Ji, I'll continue to help you ask." ”

"Okay, thank you. ”

turned around and found that Lu Jiangchuan was standing not far away, looking at her.

"Dr. Lu. She walked over.

Lu Jiangchuan asked, "Are you looking for nursing?"

Nanfeng nodded: "Now this nurse is going back to his hometown to get married, and the time is very urgent, and I haven't found a suitable person." ”

Lu Jiangchuan took out his mobile phone from his white coat and handed it to Nanfeng: "You lost the phone to me." ”

The south wind raised his eyebrows in surprise.

Lu Jiangchuan smiled: "I'll also help you ask, if there is a suitable candidate, I must have a way to contact you." ”

Nanfeng's eyes lit up, great, he was a doctor, maybe he could really help. Quickly enter your mobile phone number into his phone book.

"Thank you. ”

Lu Jiangchuan said: "Are there any requirements for age?"

Nanfeng thought for a moment and said, "It's okay to be a little older, the main thing is to be patient and careful, and also, not too delicate." You know, my mom couldn't take care of herself and needed close care, bathing, massage. ”

Lu Jiangchuan nodded: "I see." ”

I didn't expect Lu Jiangchuan to be so efficient, so he called her the next afternoon, saying that he had found someone and asked her to go to the hospital for a face-to-face conversation.

The other party was a woman in her early forties, surnamed Ning, dressed plainly but neatly, not tall, and very thin. Sister Ning briefly introduced her situation, although she did not study nursing, but her husband was paralyzed due to an accident, and she took care of him for ten years and had rich experience.

Sister Ning looked at Zhao Yun who was lifeless on the hospital bed, perhaps it was a similar situation that reminded her of her deceased husband, her eyes were slightly wet, and she sighed and murmured: "If she can't move like this, how uncomfortable she should be!"

Nanfeng saw the look of pity on her face, and made a decision in his heart, no matter what, he must keep her.

Speaking of salary, Nanfeng deliberately added a little more on the basis of her original plan, and from a simple conversation, she learned that Sister Ning's financial situation was not very good, her husband's illness had almost spent all the family's savings, and there was a daughter who was in high school, and the burden was very heavy.

"What do you think?" Nanfeng asked, a little apprehensive, after all, the salary of the full escort nursing is relatively high, and what she prescribes is indeed not advantageous.

Sister Ning was silent.

Nanfeng was afraid that she would refuse, so he hurriedly said, "If you are not satisfied......"

Sister Ning shook her head: "I can accept the salary." I heard what Dr. Lu said about your situation," she looked at Nanfeng's eyes and became very soft, "You are not a few years older than my daughter, but you have such a heavy burden, it is not easy to be a girl." Moreover, you are a friend of Dr. Lu, and he specially asked me to do this no matter how much money I have. ”

This is a promise, and Nanfeng said thank you gratefully.

"However, there is one thing that I can only work half a day on each weekend and have to go home on Saturday night. My daughter attends a boarding high school and only comes home on weekends, so I want to accompany her and cook something delicious for her. When it came to her daughter, Sister Ning had a gentle look on her face. "Does it matter?"

Nanfeng expressed understanding, "It's okay. I came to spend time with my mom on Saturday night. ”

Nanfeng wants to sign a labor agreement with Sister Ning, but she says she doesn't need to. "You're a friend of Dr. Lu, and I believe in you. She said so.

Nanfeng couldn't help but be curious: "Who are you and Doctor Lu?"

She didn't elaborate, but said, "He is the great benefactor of our family." ”

I see.

Nanfeng didn't ask again, he was very grateful to Lu Jiangchuan in his heart, and he was all stained with his light. After sending Sister Ning away, she went back to Lu Jiangchuan's office, and he was still in the operating room and did not come out. She wrote a sticky note and pasted it on his computer and left the hospital.

Received a call from Lu Jiangchuan in the evening.

"Are you still satisfied with Sister Ning?" probably just came out of the operating room, and his voice sounded a little tired.

"It fits perfectly. Thank you!" said Nanfeng.

He smiled: "You have to say thank you a few more times, the gratitude is strong enough." ”

I wrote a note, and later sent a text message thanking me, and I was really grateful.

Nanfeng said, "You have done me a great favor, you should." I wanted to treat you to dinner, but unfortunately you are in the operating room. ”

Lu Jiangchuan said: "It will be a long time coming. ”

"Huh?" Nanfeng didn't react for a moment.