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If a camel in the desert carries a weight of 200 catties, then it will not be crushed if it carries a weight of 200 catties. But if the calculation is really that accurate, just put another straw on its back, and it will be crushed in an instant.

Han Mingjin never makes excuses when he does things, and if he says something like that, then it proves that he really thinks so. Recently, I have indeed done a lot of ideological work for women, and at the same time, I have taken advantage of a lot of things that I didn't want to take advantage of or didn't dare to take advantage of before. And afterwards, he had a very guilty and self-reproachful expression and attitude, and was even laughed at by Taeyeon as hypocritical.

But this doesn't mean anything, and it's not that he wants to think about himself. Because he believes in one thing, if you really do something wrong, it is useless to explain and cover up. That will only make people laugh at you even more.

Everyone is like this, when they do something wrong, they subconsciously want to pass the buck. I want everyone to know that they didn't do anything wrong or that there are extenuating circumstances. But don't get me wrong, he's really shirking or denying anything, because he's just anesthetizing himself by doing so.

After taking a moment, Park Ji-yeon called Han Mingjin aside alone. Han Mingjin had just closed the door with his back of his hand, and his body had already stopped his waist and hugged himself and stuck it on his back. Han Mingjin was silent for a while, and then remembered the allusion to the straw on the camel's back.

“oppa。 Ernies have already told me about your search for President Kim Kwang-so. There are also recent changes in the CJ Group. I...... I didn't know because I was going to cause you so much trouble. I'm sorry, it's all because of my ......."

Han Mingjin sighed and turned around, gently wiping the tears dripping from Park Ji-yeon's trademark big eyes: "Ji-yeon, you're only seventeen years old this year, right?" Park Ji-yeon sobbed and nodded, but didn't speak.

Han Mingjin smiled and rubbed her hair: "You shouldn't say I'm sorry." I'm sorry for me. Hehe, I've always been like this, and I don't know if it's fate. Whoever it is, it's going to be painful to get involved with me. used to be Sister Yun'er, but later spread to the whole team when she was young. Now that they have been back in South Korea for a longer time, the people involved have not limited them anymore. ”

Park Zhiyan was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly looked up: "oppa! It's not like this......" Han Mingjin interrupted her with a smile: "You are only seventeen years old this year, and you are still a child." Children should grow up happily. I can't promise that I won't let you suffer any more because of me in the future, I can only promise that I will do my best not to implicate you again...... Actually, there are many things that I can't guarantee, because I'm just an ordinary person. ”

Park Ji-yeon didn't speak, leaning gently into his arms, but her arms were tightly wrapped around him. Han Mingjin patted her on the back: "Zhiyan, don't you regret knowing me later?" Park Zhiyan was stunned and looked up at Han Mingjin: "No." Full text without ads and no regrets for the rest of your life. ”

The two of them chuckled when they looked at each other for a while. Scratching Park Ji-yeon's nose, Han Mingjin suddenly frowned and shook his head: "How old is it for a lifetime? You will meet many people in the future, live well." It's the young age that is the most exciting. ”

Park Ji-yeon looked at Han Mingjin with a strange expression, and half-pouted and muttered, "Oppa, I feel like you are talking like an uncle." Aren't you only a year older than me?" Han Mingjin opened the door and dragged Park Ji-yeon out with a smile: "Uncle, uncle." But remember not to go out and watch goldfish with people in the future. ”

"Wait a minute!" Park Ji-yeon slammed the door shut, bit her lip to look at Han Mingjin, and suddenly leaned over to kiss him on the lips. Seeing Han Mingjin's surprised expression, Park Ji-yeon lowered her head and smiled: "Thank you, oppa." Later...... You're all my oppa. ”

Gently opening the door, Park Ji-yeon glanced at Han Mingjin and suddenly ran out. Han Mingjin was silent for a while, leaning against the wall and looking out the window. The hand subconsciously touched his chest, this time it was not because of pain...... It's because of the weight.

It's called oppa, it's called oppa, why do you want to kiss it? Why do you have to kiss it? Kiss your face? Touching the warmth at the corner of her mouth, Han Mingjin lowered her head and sat on the ground. Confusion. Unprecedented chaos. At this time, he had some emotions that he couldn't sort out.

Taking advantage is what he has been most passionate about since he was a child, and now he has taken the initiative to send it to the door, and it is getting hotter and hotter every time. He flinched. However, it is different.

It's good to touch your hand to the flame and retract it when you feel hot. The flame will not chase you and continue to burn. However, feelings are different, and people are not the same as flames. You provoke others, feel burdened and retreat. But because of your provocation, because you give people the illusion of unintentionality, the other party will chase you and ask you for the debt.

Han Mingjin is confident that among all the girls around him, every one of them is kind. So even if they chase after them, they won't push themselves too much. However, one is nothing, but one is piled up one by one, and the added weight has made Han Mingjin realize how many sins he has done.

Seeing Han Mingjin sitting silently beside him, Lin Yun'er teased with a chuckle: "You're really busy." However, Han Mingjin didn't speak, just pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, and took Lin Yun'er's hand: "Sister Yun'er, I want to go back first...... Will you stay with me?"

Lin Yun'er was stunned for a moment, looked at the crowd around her that had just become lively, and frowned at him: "You have always been the center." If they leave, how boring will they be?" Xu Xian sat on his right hand, looking at Han Mingjin's state as if something was wrong, he reached out and touched his head: "What's wrong Mingjin, is it uncomfortable?"

Han Mingjin smiled and didn't speak, and turned his head to look at Lin Yun'er: "Sister Yun'er, please." Lin Yun'er couldn't cry or laugh: "What a big deal, I still beg for ...... Fame. Han Mingjin's face was ugly, but it was not an emotional expression, but a physical one.

Lin Yun'er hurriedly helped him, and Han Mingjin gently hugged her shoulder. However, it seems to be intimate, but only Lin Yun'er knows that a large part of his weight is pressed on himself. Waving his hand to interrupt Lin Yun'er's worried inquiry, Han Mingjin smiled and said loudly, "Everyone." I've got a little bit of something to do, so I'll go first. You guys play slowly. ”

Everyone was stunned, and shouted dissatisfiedly: "What? You just started leaving, it's too disappointing, right?" "Go to the world with Yun'er again?" Han Mingjin was stunned and did not respond. When he was young, the girls sent him out of the door with a worried face, and watched the two get into the car and leave the villa.

Krystal looked puzzled and ran over to ask Jessica, "Ernie, how did Mingjin go? Jessica stared at the vanishing taillights and was silent for a while, and Ffany and Taeyeon looked at each other, both of them silent. Yuri, on the other hand, stood there until Suyoung called her a few times before returning to her seat with her.

In the car. Han Mingjin leaned on Lin Yun'er's shoulder and closed his eyes to recuperate. Tie Zhan drove quietly there, as if it didn't exist. Lin Yun'er rubbed his cheek, turned her head and greeted softly: "Tie Zhan oppa, go to the hospital." ”

"No, I don't. Han Mingjin adjusted his position and hugged her with his hands: "Go to the apartment...... Go to the apartment. Lin Yun'er paused, biting her lip and looking at him: "Are you tired?" Han Mingjin was silent for a while, and shook his head: "Go back and talk about it." ”

Lin Yun'er didn't speak again, just hesitated and turned her head to look out the window. The car was driving on the road, and the street lights shone through the windows, showing a dim yellow halo.

From beginning to end, Han Mingjin never left Lin Yun'er. It wasn't until he entered the apartment bedroom that Han Mingjin slammed himself on the bed. The chest rises and falls unusually well. Lin Yun'er sat on the edge of the bed with her arms crossed, leaning over to look at Han Mingjin: "Do you want to eat something?"

Han Mingjin shook his head and opened his eyes: "Help me pour a glass of milk." Lin Yun'er got up and walked out of the bedroom, and walked in with a glass of milk after a while. Han Mingjin sat up with some difficulty, drank half of it, and suddenly broke the cup away and ran quickly to the bathroom.

Lin Yun'er hurriedly followed, only to see Han Mingjin lying on the toilet and spitting up. Lin Yun'er patted him on the back and helped him calm his breath. However, looking at his embarrassed appearance, his eyes slowly became rosy.

He didn't drink a drop of alcohol today, why did this happen? Maybe others won't understand how he behaved so abnormally before and after. But Lin Yun'er, the sister who grew up with him and had so many ties, knew it.

The force of patting him on the back became heavier and heavier, and the tears in his eyes became more and more uncontrollable and flowed down his cheeks: "Badass...... Why the hell are you like this? It's not enough to carry nine on your back, how much do you have to bear?"

Han Mingjin finally finished vomiting, sat on the ground and sat against the wall in a daze. Lin Yun'er wiped the corners of her eyes and washed the filth he spit out with water. Wrung a towel to wipe his face. Han Mingjin's face turned a little pale, but he still pulled the corners of his mouth and grabbed her hand with a chuckle: "Sister Yun'er, help me." Say you're going to be jealous, with your status in association with me. Ordered me not to be involved with any more women. Otherwise...... I can't handle it. ”

Lin Yun'er looked at Han Mingjin's appearance, biting her lip, but tears flowed down again. Han Mingjin looked up at the chandelier on the ceiling, his eyes fell into a hollow: "I know that you are clearly aware of my nonsense with them, but you have not stopped it." I just don't want you to put too much pressure on me. Feelings are not for play, that is just for playing with yourself. Love debts are also debts, and if you provoke one more, you will have to bear one more responsibility. I don't know how long I can recite it......"

Han Mingjin looked at Lin Yun'er: "So I need you to help me." Like when I was a child, whenever I have difficulties, you will definitely help me. Stop indulging me in their feelings, spanking me and slapping me. Hard, beat my resolve out. After the swearing and resentment, I recite it myself. ”

Lin Yun'er looked at Han Mingjin distractedly, watched the expectation in his eyes disappear little by little, and lowered her head silently. Han Mingjin gasped for a while, and suddenly stood up with a shout: "Are you still a woman? Aren't you jealous? I have done everything but sleep with them? Don't you still want to stop it? Just because they also grew up with me? Just because you sisters have a deep relationship with me? You really want me to solve all the problems alone? How capable am I? How capable am I? Why is everyone so sure that I will definitely find that perfect ending?"

Lin Yun'er finally broke out: "Then what do you want me to do? Will it work if I let you do this? If you can't solve it yourself, what can I do? Can you get away with it by pushing it on me?"

The two looked at each other breathlessly, and suddenly laughed together. Han Mingjin weakly stepped forward to hug Lin Yun'er, Lin Yun'er buried her head in his shoulder, but kept rubbing his hair: "I'm sorry...... I laugh the loudest, I have the most strength, my mouth opens the most. But when it comes to these things, I'm also the most cowardly and overwhelmed. I know...... None of them can be easily parted. If we hadn't all grown up together, maybe you wouldn't have to say anything or blame me, and you would have solved the problem easily. I've been yelling at you and teaching you a lesson to this day. But when I needed help, I was the most useless one. You let me blame you, but I'm not qualified. Each of them gives so much for you. Now I endure my own feelings and don't snatch you away. No one is wrong, the fault is wrong, all of them, too seriously. ”

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