Chapter 439: It's impossible to go back

Cheng Yun was a little afraid to look at Tang Qingyan.

Even Tang Qingyan's gaze fell on him, and he felt very uncomfortable and hot.

So he thought about it, but still didn't answer directly, but said: "I'm from Yizhou, you are from Jizhou, I won't leave Jinguan, and you don't want to stay, isn't it a common thing for a couple like us to break up after graduation?"

Yes, couples from different provinces who fall in love in college, I'm afraid that nine out of ten couples will regard college graduation season as a breakup season, and the rest will also suffer a lot.

The pain of being away from home is hard to overcome.

Cheng Yun is not the protagonist of the domineering side, and there are even many machismos in real life, but he is not. He's not going to say, 'Because you're a girl, if we want to keep going, you have to stay in my city,' he's not that kind of character. Tang Qingyan is not the kind of girl who will settle for a man, she has her own ideas, she has her own hometown, and she has her own life that she wants to live.

This is a very common thing to graduate from college, especially in an institution like Yizhou University, which is full of people from other provinces, and many couples face such a choice every graduation season.

'True Love is Invincible' is too idealistic.

What's more, the gap between the two personalities and ideas is quite large, and it is difficult to go on if one of them is not willing to compromise or make changes - once both of them realized this, and in the end, their different choices about the future only exposed this point.

But at this time, Tang Qingyan asked rhetorically: "What if I had chosen to stay?"

Hearing this, Cheng Yun couldn't help but be stunned.

After a while, he took a deep look at Tang Qingyan: "You have changed a lot during this time!"

"People always have to change. Tang Qingyan said.

"yes. Cheng Yun was silent for a while, holding the little Lori with both hands and kneading unconsciously, and it took a long time for him to exhale a long breath and sigh, "How can there be ifs in this world......

"Why can't there be?"

"It's like us, after we separated, we went farther and farther apart, each with our own experiences, and the difference was already too big for us to go back. Cheng Yun said helplessly. If there was no space-time node, now that he was facing such a Tang Qingyan, he was not sure if he would want to regain his old feelings, but the space-time node seemed to have turned him into another species, a monster who was almost immortal, even after so long, he hadn't thought about how he should fall in love, marry or even white-headed with a mortal woman.

"Are you going farther and farther......" Tang Qingyan looked at his expression and fell silent.

She withdrew her gaze on Cheng Yun's face, and when she heard a few horns behind her, she moved the car and drove from the side of the road to the parking strip of the hotel, and she seemed to be very calm during the whole process.

Then she continued to look ahead, silent, not knowing what she was thinking.

She put one hand down from the steering wheel, inserted it into her coat pocket and fumbled around it, like a man touching a cigarette, took out a lollipop from her pocket, tore open the package and put it in her mouth.

Inhale deeply and exhale again......

After a while, she looked at Cheng Yun, a smile appeared on her good-looking face, and said, "You have changed a lot!"

Cheng Yun nodded, but did not speak.

seemed to feel that the atmosphere in the car was too awkward at this time, he pursed his lips, and just wanted to say, 'I should go', but Tang Qingyan suddenly said loudly: "Tang Qingying, that girl didn't cause you trouble on your side, right?"

Cheng Yun glanced at her, pulled the corners of his mouth and said, "What do you say......"

Tang Qingyan smiled: "I think so!"

"What?"

"Her brain circuits are not normal, it must be a headache for you, right?"

"Fortunately, she is normal in our hotel. Cheng Yun glanced down at Little Lori, and said, "And at least Cheng Yan can suppress her, but it didn't give me much of a headache, but it added a lot of happiness to us." ”

"Can Cheng Yan suppress her?" Tang Qingyan seemed surprised.

"yes, often clean her up. ”

"Tsk, it seems that girl is really good at learning, I thought she came back for the New Year to pretend!"

"She'll grow up too!"

"It's time for you to go. Tang Qingyan raised his chin at the hotel building, "Let me be quiet." ”

"It's fine. Cheng Yun nodded, opened the car door and hesitated, then turned around and said-

"I'm sorry. ”

"Hah!" Tang Qingyan waved her hand indifferently, she yawned lazily before saying, "It's nothing, no matter how big the difference is now, can it still be as big as when we first met?"

"Forehead ......"

Cheng Yun realized that she had misunderstood, and she felt bad, but at this time, Tang Qingyan waved his hand again: "Don't say it, go back and have a good rest, I will go back too." ”

"Okay, be careful on the road. Cheng Yun got out of the car with little Lori in his arms and closed the door.

Tang Qingyan smiled, pressed a button, and with a rustling sound, the co-pilot's window slowly closed, and she could no longer see her sitting in the car in the dark environment.

Cheng Yun hesitated, waved his hand again, and walked towards the door of the hotel with Xiao Lori.

Tang Qingyan's car did not move.

Until he went upstairs and returned to the room, he put down the cat bag and said to little Lori: "Go take a bath yourself and wash off the smell of grilled fish on your body." ”

Little Lori looked down at herself and glanced at him blankly, but she also obediently went to take a bath.

Cheng Yun walked to the window and opened the window, wanting to see if Tang Qingyan was gone from above, but the window in the room was facing the other direction, and he couldn't see it.

After taking a bath, Xiao Lori waited in the bathroom for a while without waiting for Cheng Yun to dry its hair, so she had to use a spell by herself, so that the hair on her body immediately became dry and fluffy.

When he walked out with his bow tie and small clothes in his mouth, he saw Cheng Yun opening the suitcase and taking things out of the same way from the inside.

This human seems to be a little absent-minded?

It circled around to Cheng Yun and stared at him with its head tilted.

Cheng Yun touched its head, took the toiletries and walked to the bathroom, without saying a word.

Counting that he has only graduated for a year this summer, no, maybe it shouldn't be counted as summer, it should be counted as the end of April, right? And now there are still a few hours to go until April, and he and Tang Qingyan broke up in the middle of their senior year, more than a year. And they have been related to each other for more than two years from their sophomore year to their senior year, so time flies so fast!

Thinking of his junior year of high school, he suddenly woke up to the fact that when he struggled to get into a good school and listened attentively, he didn't expect that he had graduated from Yizhou University in the blink of an eye.

I met a lot of people in college, I received a lot of textbooks, missed a lot of classes, did a lot of things, and had a very beautiful love, but when I looked back, I realized that the four years of college I had longed for were over in a blink of an eye!

That's four years!

It's so fast!

For Tang Qingyan, Cheng Yun can let go, neither of them is the kind of person who wants to die or live because of love - isn't that a common plot on TV? It's cruel, but the fact is that in reality, even if most people have a deep relationship, when they come to the end, even if they are reluctant and unwilling, they can let go with a relatively stable attitude.

But when the memories are recalled, it has only been more than a year, and it is normal for the heart to become very chaotic because of this, right?

Cheng Yun comforted himself, feeling the feeling of the slightly hot water jet washing over his skin.

After taking a shower, coming out of the bathroom, and seeing a protrusion in the originally flat quilt, Cheng Yun shook his head, sat on the bed, took out a red envelope from the suitcase, and then took out his wallet and counted four pieces of cash.

Suddenly, the curtains moved.

Little Lori came out from behind the curtain, and it looked like she was standing on the edge of the window.

Cheng Yun was stunned, and quickly looked back at the protrusion of the quilt, then looked at Xiao Lori, and wondered: "It's not you under the quilt?"

Little Lori also stared at him suspiciously: "Huh?"

"And what is this?"

"Whew!"

"......" Cheng Yun gave up the plan to communicate with it, and when he lifted the quilt, he saw that there was a small blue shark doll on the bed, which made him cry and laugh for a while.

"What are you doing with this thing under the covers?"

"Whew!"

“…… Forget it, I don't understand what you're calling. Cheng Yun shook his head and continued to stuff the money into the red envelope.

"Woo......"

Little Lori also continued to stare at the movements of his hands with her head tilted, with some puzzlement and curiosity in her eyes.

The red envelope was sealed for 400 yuan, and Cheng Yun asked Jiang Junyu. That's pretty much the same number as the students. Because it has not yet graduated for a year, even if it is only a year after leaving the school gate during the senior internship period, most of the students still receive a meager salary, which belongs to the kind that has paid rent and can only have a little spare money in addition to the necessary living expenses. And Cheng Yun is naturally as much as everyone seals, and he will follow as much as he wants.

After sealing the red envelope, he took out a pen from his suitcase and wrote his name on it.

Little Lori came up to him and looked at it seriously, her little face was full of curiosity and puzzlement, and then there was a glimmer of light in her eyes, as if she was thinking about something.

Cheng Yun couldn't help but laugh when he saw it like this.

This little thing is very curious, but it can't understand many things - Cheng Yun likes to see its confused face the most!

I don't know what this little thing will eventually make up for his behavior......

I remember that when he and Jiang Junyu opened a voice two days ago, Xiao Lori also stood aside and listened seriously, and it had a similar expression at that time.

After putting away the red envelope, Cheng Yun turned off the light and lay down, saying, "Sleep! I have to get up early tomorrow morning to take the car!"

That being said, he fell asleep very late.

Little Lori was also very energetic, crawling quietly around the room, tinkering with its little shark doll from time to time, making the sound of the rope, and thinking that it thought Cheng Yun didn't know.

Fortunately, Cheng Yun set an alarm clock in the morning.