Updated: 2012-03-09

Many people came to "Memories" early, but they still chose to sit in the same position last time, all the curtains were opened, and the transparent glass windows seemed to be non-existent, seeing the night outside very thoroughly, every light turned on, the swaying wind, and the smiles of passers-by. Everything was so clean and natural, just like her mood at the moment, without a trace of distraction, she just waited intently for the arrival of her knight.

There are very few people who "reminisce" tonight, but they are sitting around in twos and threes, some are lonely, some are in pairs, and the atmosphere is still quiet as usual, quiet... Tranquility is the style here, always giving people a very heartwarming feeling, even if a person sits here quietly drinking coffee, you can also drink a different taste, the most important thing, is a person's attitude towards life.

Maybe that's why I like it a lot, it's been two years, and she's been there in every season, and she's familiar with every table and chair here, and it's like her own home.

Most of the people who can come here to eat and drink coffee are not noisy, I am afraid that you will never hear too much noise in this place, the only louder is the footsteps of the waiter, and the sound of the dishes and chopsticks is lightly combined, and there is a little more noise in the quiet, so that you will not think that this is a dead silence. I don't know what kind of mood the proprietress has today, faint music came from the counter, although it is a language that many people don't understand, but listen carefully, the whole person is intoxicated by this beautiful sound, like music floating from afar, and it seems to be right in front of you. The thoughts in my head are flying, and I am already dancing to the tune of the music, sometimes like a passionate cha cha, sometimes like an elegant tango.

Just when Taduo was too intoxicated to extricate himself, the music stopped abruptly.

As if it had been cut off, a large piece suddenly became vacant, awakening many of them who were obsessed. The music stopped, she looked in the direction of the counter, and the proprietress smiled at her, sorry for the music stopping, and seemed to be explaining silently.

Many of the tables by the window happened to be facing the direction of the counter, three meters apart, although not too far, but not close, but there were only the two of them here.

"Do you like it?" The proprietress still spoke first, her voice was not loud, her smile was always shallow, she had a very noble temperament, calm and generous, and did not lose her charm.

"I like it!" Duoduo also smiled back, "but why did it stop?" she wondered, why can't she hear the end of the play with such beautiful music?

"Beautiful things, if you enjoy them all at once, when you listen to them next time, you will lose the original taste, so ah, we must always learn to leave the best for the next ......time" The proprietress held a trophy in her hand, translucent, while answering a lot of words, as if talking to herself, holding a small rag and constantly wiping, as if she could never wipe it clean, she didn't want to stop the action in her hand.

It's something I've never seen before, maybe it's a music award.

"The next time it starts, it may not be able to continue the previous paragraph. Duoduo just felt a little pity, she really wanted to know what the name of the song just now was. Maybe everyone's thoughts are different, or she can listen to it vividly and vividly, the later, the future, whether it will be picked up again, and there will be the original feelings, these don't matter, the important thing is that she has already appreciated it, and that's enough.

This is the age gap, the mood is different. Everyone has set a different pattern for themselves, and maybe age and experience can really change a person's state of mind.

"So, so there's something called missing. The next time I start again, who knows if it can be continued... It's just that that feeling will stay in your heart forever, and it will not change for a lifetime. The proprietress finally put down the trophy in her hand and held it gently, as if she was holding something very precious, so careful, for fear that if she was not careful, she would ruin it.

"It's too profound, I don't understand!" Duoduo curled his lips and smiled softly.

"Young man, you don't need to know so much, at this age, you just need to be in love, hehe!" The proprietress finally showed a hearty smile, this is the first time I have seen many people. Normally, she just smiled faintly, without a trace of ripples, and her eyes, smile, and voice were always faint.

"Well, love well, go up every day!" Duoduo also laughed happily, sometimes she was thinking, what kind of woman the proprietress would be, what kind of peaceful state of mind should she have, it seemed to be beyond the fetters of the world, and even sometimes felt that she was a woman who did not eat the fireworks of the world, she was thinking, there might be a lot of stories behind her. Hidden in this small corner, she opened such a small shop, with her own unique flavor, and every corner is her breath and her style.

Maybe many years later, will she be able to have such a mentality and be able to face this not very perfect life gracefully and calmly.

"Wait for him, right?" the proprietress suddenly spoke again, staring at many small faces, her face now, there was no longer the excitement just now, more of it, it was slightly anxious.

"Hmm!" many eyes pulled back from the window, still not waiting for his figure. There were still five minutes to go until the appointed time, and he didn't look like the kind of person who hurried to the appointed time, in his style, he usually arrived early, not to mention that he had to watch the appointment more than her. Duoduo took out his mobile phone from his bag, pressed the familiar number, and never dialed it.

But anxious waiting was clearly written on his face.

"Be patient, love needs to wait!" The proprietress looked at Duoduo gently, her eyes as kind as a mother's. So beautiful, many people have always thought she is beautiful, although she has passed the age of a girl's flower, but she has the mature charm of a forty-year-old woman, the temperament in her bones, gestures, smiles, eyebrows, and every word is almost perfect.

"You are an angel!" these four words couldn't help but blurt out, and many of them were even startled, although they were words of praise, but this must be too presumptuous.

"You should say that you are an angel!" the proprietress still smiled faintly, the curvature of the corners of her mouth was a little deeper than before, no matter what kind of person would be overjoyed when she heard the words of praise, but she always retained an attitude of not being humble or disliking, and being as light as water.

Looking at a lot, he continued to speak: "Haven't you heard a word? Every girl is an angel, and when she meets the man she loves, she will break her wings and fall into the mortal world. In order to pursue his true love, he resolutely gave up the whole sky..."Her eyes drifted far away, as if she remembered the past a long time ago.

Xiao Luofan's car is on the way to "memory", there is still a distance of more than 200 meters, and it will arrive soon, why is he so anxious and uneasy.

The mobile phone rang in a hurry, and Xiao Luofan glanced at it with his eyes.

It's light rain.

On the screen of the mobile phone, is her innocent and cute smiling face. This is the call picture she set up herself when she snatched Xiao Luofan's phone last time. Xiao Luofan smiled bitterly in her heart, the next time she sees her, will she still have such a smile?

Or everything is gone, she will never be the happy her again, and he will never be the one who can spoil her.

Everything has changed.

"Brother Luofan, I'm so uncomfortable..."Before Xiao Luofan could speak, the voice on the other end of the phone came. Huang Yuxin's voice seemed to be hoarse, perhaps because she had just cried. Every word that came out of her throat almost required great courage and strength, and she had no strength left, and her tears were gone, and she cried exhausted, cried so heartbreakingly, that her whole body was numb and unconscious.

"I want to be free..."Huang Yuxin's voice was very soft, but it still touched the bottom string in Xiao Luofan's heart.

"Light rain... What's wrong with you?" Xiao Luofan's voice was almost panicked, and his mood fell from heaven to hell in an instant, and he was not careful, and almost crashed into the oncoming van, but he braked in time, and the two cars just rubbed gently.

He didn't listen to the driver's insults, and at this time he stopped the car and leaned on the right lane.

"I'm on the top floor of the school, blowing the wind, look, I don't even want to stop the wind, what reason do I have to stop, looking at the world, I realized that there is really nothing worth my affection..." She didn't feel it anymore, her heart ached, she didn't feel it anymore, she just wanted to be free, to stop breathing, so that she wouldn't think about anything anymore.

"You must not do stupid things, where are you, wait for me!" Xiao Luofan immediately started the car, turned around, turned around, and drove in the direction of City A University.

"Brother Luo Fan, I don't know if I can wait for you to come, I feel so tired..." Huang Yuxin said faintly, her voice was silky, like a voice coming from the wind, it was so ethereal, as if there was nothing.

"Xiaoyu, don't do anything stupid, don't, Brother Luo Fan will come to you soon, you wait for me!" Xiao Luofan said anxiously, if something happened to Huang Yuxin, I am afraid that he will have a troubled conscience in his life, and he will not forgive himself. So he sped up the speed of the car and drove non-stop in the direction of the school, I don't know how many red lights he ran along the way, and how many cars came into close contact with him, he just wanted to go to Xiaoyu immediately, immediately, to protect her.

Duoduo seemed to think for a long time, and so did the proprietress when suddenly everyone was silent, and at this moment, the whole world was quiet, so quiet that she couldn't hear any sound.

When Duoduo slowly came back to his senses, he remembered the words of the proprietress just now, "But I'd rather not be an angel!" Duoduo said softly, this is her decision, and it is also her attitude towards love, she feels that she is not so great, she can give up everything for love, even including her own sky, her own life, she feels that she can't do it.

If love is really so obsessed with her, it can make her decisively give up everything in her life, then love is too terrifying, she is afraid that she wants to run away, run away, instead of pretending to be great to give up everything and become a redeeming angel in the eyes of men.