Chapter 230: I am willing to humble myself before you
The more I think about it, the more aggrieved I become, the more aggrieved I become, why! Why did he Zhang Bei treat me so much!
I was not convinced, I was about to go to him to reason, I staggered up from the ground, I took my bag and ran out of my room, I ran out of the door even forgot to lock the door.
After I found out afterwards, I regretted my impulsiveness at that time, but fortunately I didn't lose anything at home!
I came to the entrance of the alley and stopped a car, and drove towards the hotel where Zhang Bei was staying. Nanxi told me that she and the baby had gone back to their hometown, but Zhang Bei did not go back, he still stayed in Beijing, and he still lived in that hotel.
Beijing during the Chinese New Year is the most unlike Beijing, and it is also the most like Beijing, and the roads in Beijing at that time are smooth and make you suspect that you are not in the city of Beijing.
The car soon drove to the hotel where Zhang Bei had been staying, I rushed all the way to 1706, I banged on his door hard, and after a while Zhang Bei opened the door, when he saw that it was me, he was stunned, and when he saw me looking drunk, he immediately frowned.
I stood outside the door and looked at him angrily, I pushed him away and walked in, Zhang Bei looked at me and said, "Liang Jingzi, why are you drinking again! What do you want to do!"
I looked at him angrily and asked loudly, "Why did you treat my first love so much, why did you treat me like that, why did you treat me like that, why did you do that, why did you do that!" I said, and started to pound his body.
Zhang Bei didn't stop me, he just let me go crazy there, I looked at him with teary eyes, and at this time I saw a trace of distress rising in his cold eyes.
Just as I was beating him hard, I touched the wallet in his clothes, I snatched the wallet, I opened the wallet in front of him, and when I saw that my childhood photo was lying quietly in Zhang Bei's wallet, I couldn't help crying.
I held the photo to Zhang Bei with my wallet, and I asked him, "Didn't you say that the photo was lost? What is it? Why is it in your wallet? Why? You tell me! Don't you don't love me? Then why do you still keep my photo and you put it in your wallet!"
"Shizuko, this doesn't mean anything!" Zhang Bei argued with an angry face.
"No, it says it all, it says you still love me!" I cried out willfully.
I fell into Zhang Bei's arms and continued to cry bitterly, this is the embrace I have been thinking about for 6 years, this is the person I have been thinking about for 6 years! At this moment, I am not entangled in anything and anyone, I just want to hug the person in front of me tightly.
Zhang Bei looked at my sad look, his heart couldn't stand it well, he had endured more than me from beginning to end, he said that he didn't want to hurt me in anything, but in the end he hurt me.
He always thought that if we love soon, we won't love deeply, but he was wrong, he miscalculated that the love between us would be so fierce that it couldn't cool down.
I looked up, he looked down, I looked at him waywardly and said "kiss me, kiss me, kiss me....."
My voice was louder and louder, but Zhang Bei was still indifferent, my arms around his neck and pressed his head down, I stood on tiptoe and went straight to the mouth, he struggled to let me not speak, I didn't care I had to stop him.
I held his face and put my mouth on his lips, I have been thinking about this mouth for 6 years, I have spoken countless times in my dreams in the past 6 years, and today I really don't want to talk about it.
At that moment, I felt that the whole world was mine, happiness is sometimes so simple, I only need a person who loves me, and I also love a mouth, and I will be instantly happy.
Winter is no longer winter for me, it is my spring, my spring, my spring.
That night I slept very well, I could be laughing in my dreams at night, when I got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, I found that I was wearing Zhang Bei's clothes, I looked at the emptiness next to me, I suddenly became nervous, I quickly ran to the living room to find Zhang Bei.
When I saw Zhang Bei sitting at the desk in the living room and working hard, my heart fell suddenly, I walked to him lightly, and he scolded without raising his head, "Go back and put on your shoes!"
I looked down and saw that I was walking out barefoot, I obediently ran back to the bedroom, obediently put on my slippers, and then returned to Zhang Bei's side again.
Zhang Bei raised his head and asked solemnly, "When will you quit drinking and smoking?"
"Who asked you to wear your clothes for me!" I pouted and looked at Zhang Bei.
"Your clothes smell of wine and smoke, I sent you to the hotel for dry cleaning, as for the clothes you are wearing, you took them off from my body.
You have to wear you, Liang Jingzi, how did I not know that you were so domineering before? Thick-skinned, I know, when did you learn this domineering?" Zhang Bei looked at me with a slight frown and sneered.
"I've always been domineering, but before I could do it, you abandoned me!" I muttered with my head bowed and pouted.
"What did you say?" Zhang Bei didn't hear clearly, he leaned in front of me with his ear.
I looked at him mocking me, I pretended to be angry and said unreasonably, "I'm just domineering, what's the matter, I'm domineering, I'm domineering, I'm so domineering, I can't keep you!"
Zhang Bei lowered his eyelids slightly, he shook his head helplessly, he straightened his body and continued to work in front of the computer, he saw that I was still standing there and said lightly, "Don't stand here, be careful of catching a cold, you go back to rest quickly, I will send you back tomorrow morning." ”
"I'm not leaving! I'm not going anywhere!" I said cheekily.
"Liang Jingzi, you are a person with a fiancé, you don't want to be famous, I still want to save face!" Zhang Bei roared angrily.
I was taken aback by his roar, and I looked at him aggrievedly and said, "Why are you murdering me! You never murdered me before!"
"Shizuko, you also said that it was before, it was all before, we can't go back, we have to face the reality, you go back and live a good life with Gu Shengnan, and then have a child and live a happy life, you deserve all this. Zhang Bei got up and stood in front of me and said with a serious face.
"I have the final say on what kind of life I want to live in the future, and I also have the final say on who I live with, so why do you plan my life for me?" I said without showing weakness.
"Shizuko, we can't go back, can you please recognize the reality? I'll leave it to you!" Zhang Bei said angrily.
"No, we can still go back, I can feel it, Zhang Bei, we can still go back, I wouldn't have a happy life without you." I pulled Zhang Bei and said humbly.
My eyes were full of begging for Zhang Bei, and I was expecting to say the words "we can go back" from his mouth, but he didn't say anything, and he looked at me with a cold face.