Seeing that he didn't speak, I said, "If you are silent, I will treat you as a default." ”

I asked him again, "At that time, could only save one?"

Actually, I'm not sure, it's just my guess, these days, every time I calm down, I can't help but think, think about the situation at that time, what is imminent? What kind of thing made me force himself not to face me, to divorce me, to draw a line with me without killing Su's mother.

I can't think of anything other than guilt and self-blame.

Yes, I think he is guilty, he is blaming himself, he is sorry for me, he feels that he no longer deserves me, and he doesn't know how to face me, so he doesn't dare to come to see me.

When I became a vegetative person, the pain and sadness in his heart became even more painful, so he was even more afraid to see me, and he was even more afraid to see me, because he felt that he had not protected me.

At that time, he was afraid that it would not be easy for him.

It's a torment for him to be alive, but he can't die, he still has children who haven't been found, and there are still many things to be done, so even if it's a kind of torment, he must persevere.

In his silence, I already knew in my heart.

"Why do you say that I killed Su's mother?" is the only thing I can't figure out right now.

I confronted him stubbornly, and had no intention of giving up, even if he remained silent.

At my insistence, after a long time, he finally relented.

Unable to resist me, his Adam's apple rolled a little, rubbing his brows with a cold voice of fatigue and remorse: "I never thought she would attack my mother." ”

I can feel his regret and chagrin, there is no doubt that Mrs. Feng will attack Su's mother, which really surprises him, because Feng Yanbo has never done anything to Su's mother before, so this also makes people subconsciously feel that Su's mother is safe and does not need protection.

So all along, we have walked into the wrong perception and ignored Su's mother.

But Mrs. Feng is not Feng Yanbo, no matter how bad Feng Yanbo is, but he has never hurt insignificant people, I think, this can be regarded as Feng Yanbo's morality for others, and Mrs. Feng is different, she is a woman, she doesn't need to talk about morality, women are more terrible than men when they are unscrupulous.

It was precisely because of the omission in her thinking that she had a chance.

"At that time, she gave me the choice that you or my mother could only save one, one of you in the easternmost and the other in the westernmost ......" Speaking of this, he smiled mockingly, as if he was laughing at his arrogance and arrogance all along, and I felt a little distressed to see him laugh at himself like this.

In the past, Su Mo was confident and resolute, never unconfident in his ability, and never laughed at himself for his ability.

"I didn't hesitate to choose my mother, I confidently thought that I would save both of you safely, I don't think it was difficult for me at all, but God played a joke on me. He smiled clearly, this smile stung me, I had never seen Su Mo smile like this.

"On my way to save my mother, I received a call from Su Fan who rushed to your side, he said that there was a traffic jam, he was stuck in the middle of the advance and retreat, I only then knew the seriousness of the matter, it turned out that the woman had already prepared, too, how could she let me save people so easily? I told Su Fan to let him find a way, no matter what, he had to rush to the west of the city to rescue you from the hands of that woman, but Su Fan told me that he even blocked the car door and couldn't get out. ”

His voice was hoarse and low, painful and astringent: "Chu Chu, I was really scared, I never had a panic, I didn't pay attention to the reverse traffic in front of me, when I saw it, hurriedly hit the steering wheel to avoid the truck, but hit the tree on the side of the road, if it wasn't for my mobile phone calling, arguing that I don't want to sleep, pull my confused mind back, I really fell asleep." ”

"I really wanted to raise my hand to answer the phone, but my arm couldn't use the strength, after a while, I struggled to pick up the mobile phone that fell in the car, and I saw that it was you calling, I immediately called you, but your mobile phone was turned off, I realized that I was fooled, if you are in the hands of that woman, how can you still use your own mobile phone to call me?"

He smiled bitterly: "When she called me at that time, I heard my mother's voice and lost my mind a little, so when she said that you were also in her hands, I didn't doubt it, and I said that caring was chaotic, she successfully disturbed my thoughts, so I forgot to confirm whether you were really in her hands and hurriedly asked Su Fan to rush to your side to save you, I was afraid of delaying the time to save you, so I didn't want to waste a second." ”

It turned out that this was the case, because I had bodyguards here, and Mrs. Feng couldn't do anything to me at all, so she called me to stimulate me, told me that Chu Chu had died early, and told me that the dots were in her hands, and after learning of the death of one child, I would not let my other child have an accident, and she would let me out, so that she could take advantage of it.

His face became solemn: "Your phone can't get through, I have to call Tong Yue and ask her to see if you are there, my heart was all about it at the time, I relieved myself, you must be there, you must be fine." ”

After he fell silent, I asked with red eyes, "What about then?"

"Later...... When I arrived at my mom's side, they blinded my mom because I was late. ”

My body shook, the originally reddened eyes were instantly filled with tears, and the palms were clenched tightly, for Su's mother, losing her eyes is equivalent to losing everything, she is a famous photographer, and she holds photography exhibitions every year, if she doesn't have eyes, how can she take those colorful and stunning photos?

He closed his eyes in pain: "My mother was holding me tightly at the time and said to me, Su Mo, don't tell him, just let me die." ”

I naturally know who he is in Su's mother's mouth, it is Su's father, in fact, she still can't let go of Su's father, otherwise she wouldn't say that at that moment, only if she cares, she won't let her beloved see her most embarrassed appearance.

Just like me, because I cared, I left with my child in the first place, because I felt that the antidote was hopeless, since it was death, I could be with my child, I didn't want Su Mo to watch me die, it would be too cruel, so I would run away under the pretext of him asking me to have an abortion.

Because of Su's mother's wishes, I carried the black pot and became the 'murderer' who killed her.

Her death always needs an explanation, otherwise who will believe it? It just so happened that the car accident became an opportunity, an opportunity for Su's father to believe that she was dead.

"Is Mother Su okay now?" I asked with difficulty.

I have experienced the hopelessness of darkness, so I can understand Sue's mother's despair, and besides, her eyes are still blinded, which has caused great damage to her, both physically and mentally.

Su Mo didn't speak, he said a little dejectedly, "Get out of the car." ”

I know that he must be uncomfortable in his heart at this time, obviously sad, but he still doesn't show any emotions in front of me, his sadness will not be shown in front of anyone, Su Mo is like that kind of lonely wolf, alone, even if he is injured, he will only lick his wounds alone when no one is around.

I felt sorry for him to carry these pains on his own and hugged him, "Su Mo, don't push me away when you need it." ”

I know that this incident hit him very hard, Su's mother lost her eyes, and I became a vegetative person, which was a lifetime of humiliation and failure for him, and such a blow made the man in front of him who had never believed in himself and lonely deeply frustrated, and lost his former self-confidence and domineering. 》≠》≠，

I hugged him and kissed him on the lips to give him warmth and comfort.

Sometimes, it's also a good soothing, a warmth, a healing.

He paused, but he didn't refuse me, he hugged me tightly and deepened the kiss.

The long-lost breath and body temperature linger in the lips and tongues, and the warmth blooms into brilliant flowers in our mutual despair, warming each other's hearts with each other's body temperature, and licking each other's pain.

After calming each other down, he said to me, "Tomorrow I'm going on a business trip for a while. ”

"Where?" I asked, looking up.

His expression was cold, but his voice was gentle: "I'll surprise you when I come back." ”