Chapter Ninety-Four: Feeling Guilty
Tang Youran didn't have much to say, everything was Jian Yiyi's own choice, all he could do was remind her and let her come back early.
"Okay, brother, thank you for sending you a message early in the morning and releasing your pigeons. ”
"It's okay, you know I don't care about that. ”
"Okay, then I'll hang up first. ”
Jian Yiyi held her phone and sat back on the bed.
She thought that Li Xijue looked at her expression just now, and she could feel that Li Xijue was injured, what was going on with this heart-wrenching feeling, could it really be that she did something wrong?
Li Xijue drove the car and ran over on the road, the wild whistling and rolling the wind, like an unruly cheetah.
He felt very uncomfortable in his heart, that kind of discomfort, he couldn't find any kind of adjective to replace, just like his trust was disappointed, his expectations were disappointed, he didn't wait for the result, and he was ruthlessly abandoned.
Although he did not want to admit this weak thought at all, the feeling in his heart was so real and profound.
He jerked the car down the deserted road and quietly looked at the grass in the distance, trying to calm the heart.
But at the thought of Jian Yiyi saying goodbye without saying goodbye, there was no way for his brain to regain its calm.
Why does everyone he values end up choosing a way he doesn't like to leave him?
And this discomfort gradually turned into disappointment.
Min An didn't know anything about Jian Yiyi saying goodbye without saying goodbye, although they felt that the atmosphere was weird, but everyone obviously felt that the boss's attitude towards Jian Yiyi had changed, in the past, Li Xijue had to take Jian Yiyi with him no matter where he went, but now, it was alienation, inexplicable alienation, and everyone felt uncomfortable.
Jian Yiyi is still very popular among the younger brothers, she is not high-profile, she doesn't like to brag, she does things seriously, she is a down-to-earth person, and when she communicates, she will feel that this person's concept is more correct, and she can also carry out big and small things, what to say, what not to say, what to do, what not to do, can grasp the balance.
Therefore, everyone feels more comfortable with her.
But Li Xijue suddenly smoked something and snubbed Jian Yiyi, and everyone didn't dare to ask, but only privately encouraged Jian Yiyi not to be too discouraged.
Jian Yiyi looked at them very gratefully, and silently accepted Li Xijue's anger and coldness, after all, this matter, it was still wrong for her to speak, at least, Li Xijue did not tell the other younger brothers the truth that she was going to sneak away, otherwise what would everyone think of her now.
Jian Yiyi followed behind Li Xijue from a distance, and when he stopped, she also stopped, and now Li Xijue had a cold aura that was thousands of miles away, and Jian Yiyi didn't know how to lean over and talk to him.
Li Xijue turned around and looked at her fixedly, his face was ugly.
Even if she didn't leave now, she was just looking for a chance to talk to him and tell him that she was ready to go.
Obviously, there are only a few steps, but it seems to be very far away, Jian Yiyi can't take a step, and her mood is very solemn.
However, she never took that step, just glanced at Li Xijue, and then turned around and stayed elsewhere.
Min An noticed that something was wrong with her, and he was keenly aware that there was something between Jian Yiyi and Li Xijue, so he walked over and patted her on the shoulder, "Xiao Yiyi, what's wrong with you?" ”
Jian Yiyi smiled slightly and shook her head.
"Everyone is a brother, if you say anything, you can help whoever you can. ”
Jian Yiyi thought about it for a while, and finally organized the language, and asked Min An tentatively, "If, one day, if I leave, will you feel sad?"
Min An immediately jumped to his feet, "Are you leaving?"
This not small movement immediately attracted everyone's attention, especially Li Xijue, when he heard Min An's babbling, his eyes turned to him, and he was even more sure that Jian Yiyi was indeed leaving!
"Don't, Brother Min, you keep your voice quiet, I'm just saying what if. ”
Min An shook his head and said, "Although there is no banquet in the world that will not be dispersed, after all, everyone has been brothers for so long, if anyone leaves, they will definitely feel reluctant, man, isn't it just affection." ”
Hearing these words, Jian Yiyi's heart became even more entangled.
Suddenly, she heard a cold voice calling her.
"Jian Yiyi, you come over to me!"
Jian Yiyi glared at Min An, probably blaming him for the fuss just now.
Jian Yiyi followed Li Xijue and walked to a corner where no one was.
I saw him put his hands in his pockets and stood there fixedly, Jian Yiyi clasped her hands in front of her like a little daughter-in-law, "Boss, you call me." ”
"You're just going to go, aren't you?"
Li Xijue didn't go around the bend with her.
Jian Yiyi hesitated for a long time, the word "yes" choked in her throat, but she couldn't say it.
Li Xijue turned around and stared at her with deep eyes, "Just because of the incident the night before yesterday?"
Jian Yiyi lowered her head suddenly.
She was ashamed to think of what she had done that night, but she had to do so in order to achieve her goals.
"Boss, I'm ......"
"Are you afraid of me?" Li Xijue raised his eyebrows.
"What are you afraid of me?" Li Xijue pressed Jian Yiyi step by step, and Jian Yiyi involuntarily retreated until her body was against the wall.
"I didn't ......" a small face had lost its blood.
Of course she was afraid, afraid that Li Xijue would know her purpose for approaching him, afraid that he would find out what he had done to him, afraid that he would investigate the relationship between him and Liang Yuning, afraid that his identity would be exposed under his nose one day sooner or later, afraid that he would treat her the same as those people, put her in prison, or be unintentionally beaten to death?
How could she not be afraid, now that she has got everything, she can only wait for a suitable opportunity to leave, but now, Jian Yiyi regrets it, she should be like what Tang Youran said, be ruthless, be unkind, and leave when she gets something, instead of feeling guilty because he took the initiative to find her and found out that she was leaving, and said some nonsense in anger.
If she had turned back time now, she would have chosen to do that, take her luggage, and leave without hesitation.
"If you didn't, would you stay if I said that I could have acted as if nothing had happened that night?"
Li Xijue was actually holding back, and his tone softened a little.
"Boss, I'm ......"
"I don't embarrass you, I'll give you three more days, you'll give me an answer when you've figured it out. If that's the case, you still decide to leave, and I won't say anything, but, Jane, do you have a conscience?"