This is Han Mingjin's conjecture, but it is similar to the conclusion. At this time, Xu Xian's state fully explains all this. It is serious to say that character determines fate, but personality does affect a person's attitude towards the world. For the same thing, others may get out of the misunderstanding, but it just takes time. But Han Mingjin didn't dare to guarantee how much time she would have to give to come out, or simply not come out.

The atmosphere should be relaxed, if his father is also serious, then it is estimated that this matter will end before it starts. Smiled and hugged Xu Xian's shoulder, her slightly trembling body made Han Mingjin frown slightly. It seems to be more serious than imagined: "Sister Xu Xian, do you feel very sorry for me? When I was about to become a father, when you were going to be a little aunt, the child was ...... because of you. Nope. ”

Xu Xian's face was haggard, and it was obvious that since the accident, she had long forgotten to maintain the routine of cell regeneration. Turning his head blankly, Xu Xian's eyes were gloomy: "Yes...... I'm sorry. Han Mingjin nodded: "I accept." As if he hadn't heard, Xu Xian just muttered, "I'm sorry...... It's my fault......"

Frowning and scratching his head, Han Mingjin thought about the wording. It seems that that bastard should not affect his emotions anymore, but he said that he shook himself because of this. As he said when he kicked himself back, he can't affect me now, but the influence before didn't mean that it would dry up after washing his face for a while. Like a sponge, the water poured into it is absorbed by it, but it is always preserved inside.

In other words, his subtle influence over the years has been ingrained in his heart, and he has long forgotten what his style and personality were when he was an otaku. Even a lot of body language and reactions can't tell which ones are his own and which ones are his. After thinking for a while, Han Mingjin gave up decisively. What the hell is mine, Krystal said that he is different from before, and if he bothers to find his original self again, wouldn't it be messy again?

So after the idea that was formed at the beginning was abandoned because of his nature, now in order to maintain his original character and style, he used it again: "Sister Xu Xian, you don't have to speak, listen to me first." Xu Xian was held by Han Mingjin and leaned against her chest, so that the sound of her heartbeat clearly echoed in her ears, which could make her mood calm.

"There have never been two things that are absolutely irretrievable by human and material resources. One is going back in time, and the other is the resurrection of people. I know you're guilty, that's why you're like this. But look at me, as a person who has just lost a child, is there anything like you?" Looking down at Xu Xian, who was motionless, Han Mingjin paused and continued to speak: "If you think I'm inhumane and don't even care if my child is gone, then I won't say anything." But if you don't think I'm an inhuman bastard, try to think about why I'm acting the way I do. ”

Rubbing her hair, it seemed to be a little oily. I think it's been a few days since I cleaned myself up. Han Mingjin sighed: "The birth of a child is a blessing for parents, including the child himself. But if you can't, sadness is inevitable. But I always live in self-blame, and if I think that my child can still see this, he may not be willing. Don't say anything about accidents, and don't say anything I'm just an adult or idol, unmarried and have children. The child is innocent, if I know ......"

"I never fell asleep. Han Mingjin was stunned for a moment, and looked at Xu Xian with a puzzled expression: "What?" Xu Xian coughed lightly and leaned on Han Mingjin's chest: "I said, I haven't fallen asleep since I knew that the child was yours." When I close my eyes, there will be a lot of cute children waving to me and asking me to play with them. I...... I was so frightened that I ran away, but their hands suddenly lengthened and reached out in front of me. ”

Han Mingjin pursed the corners of his mouth and patted her back: "So the cells haven't regenerated in the past few days, right?" Xu Xian paused, raised his head and looked at Han Mingjin intently: "People are also made of cells, why...... Can't it be regenerated?" Han Mingjin shook his head and said: "What science can't solve, sometimes ethics can. ”

Seeing Xu Xian looking at him in a daze, Han Mingjin thought for a while, and asked with a strange expression: "Sister Sunny may no longer be pregnant, did you tell her?" Xu Xian's face turned even paler: "Taeyeon Oni won't let me say it." Han Mingjin nodded: "In other words...... It's basically impossible for her to have another one, right?"

Xu Xian buried his head lower, and his body couldn't help shaking. Han Mingjin sighed and shook his head as if he didn't realize it: "Sister Sunny is in today's situation because of me, I will take responsibility in the future, marry her, and treat her well." But if that's the case, I'm ...... in my life But it is destined that there will be no more children. ”

Suddenly a sobbing sound came, and Xu Xian trembled his shoulders: "It's me...... It's me who I'm sorry for you, it's me. Han Mingjin hugged her, and Xu Xian whimpered in Han Mingjin's arms. The corners of Han Mingjin's mouth slowly curled up at this time, because he was about to get to the point. Originally, the child was gone, and Sunny became like this again, and Lin Yuna finally couldn't bear it and really left him. There has never been a more miserable and sad time than now. But......

"Sister Xu Xian, I know it's all because of you. But do you want to do something to make amends, or make amends?" Xu Xian sat up at dusk, stopped crying, rubbed his eyes and looked at Han Mingjin, his eyes seemed to be bright again: "Can it be remedied?" But what you just said ......" Han Mingjin patted her and signaled her to calm down: "This child is definitely gone, but I haven't met, and I don't know what he looks like." Besides, now that it is a thing of the past, I remember him, but I can't stop here because of him. ”

Xu Xian's eyes dimmed again: "Sure enough, is it still not good?" Han Mingjin finally revealed his true nature, and hugged Xu Xian with a cheap smile: "Actually, I think so, anyway, you get rid of one of my children, and it's not clear whether this child is male or female, so if you want to remedy it, it's actually simple...... As long as you give me back, it's fine. ”

Xu Xian was stunned for a moment: "How can you pay it back?" Xu Xian suddenly opened his mouth and looked at Han Mingjin with an unbelievable expression: "You mean ......" Han Mingjin looked up at the roof of the shed with a sad face: "If Sister Sunny can still have children, then just have another one." You don't have to worry about it. But Sunny can't help it...... If I marry her, I am destined to never have any more children. If you don't want me to have no one to support in the future because of you...... Just give me back a child for Sister Sunny. ”

Han Mingjin looked at Xu Xian, who was already stupid, with a look of hope: "Sister Xu Xian, you don't want our Han family to be the last one, do you? Don't you want my parents to be unable to hold their grandson? Don't you want me and Sister Sunny to live in a nursing home in the future? Xu Xian was at a loss: "But...... This...... That's not how it counts. ”

"I don't care. Han Mingjin glared at Xu Xian: "I said I don't care, you just said it was your fault." Well, since it's your fault, as the father of the child, how to compensate me I said it, and I think it's reasonable, after all, Sister Sunny can't ...... because of you. You can't do that. Now it's up to you to think about what you're willing to do for that child, what you're willing to do for the parents who lost their child, and you can choose to do it or not? ”

Xu Xian was so anxious that his forehead was sweating, but he couldn't speak for a while. But at this time, Han Mingjin was also relieved, it didn't matter whether he agreed or not, and Han Mingjin didn't think that she would agree. Using this kind of nonsense trick to stimulate the old-fashioned Xu Xian is the most appropriate way to take her away from self-blame and guilt. Han Mingjin stood up and patted her on the shoulder: "If you think what I said is wrong, you can ask me for a reaction." If you think this can only be the case, then consider seeing if the guilt in your heart is not so great that you can remedy it with dedication, anyway, it's up to you, I'm not reluctant. ”

Seeing that Han Mingjin was leaving, Xu Xian grabbed him. At this time, Han Mingjin already had a bottom in his heart, this stimulation still worked, or it was impossible for his own stimulation method to not work. At least Xu Xian didn't look confused anymore, and he knew that he was excited: "No...... No way. Mingjin ...... Can you do it another way?"

Han Mingjin squinted and turned his head with a smile, and leaned in front of Xu Xian to look at her: "You can change it." But I really can't find a remedy that can get rid of your guilt and self-blame. I don't lack money, and neither does Miss Sunny. Apologize, the child is gone, and it is useless to apologize. From now on, I will be a cow and a horse, and I will serve her during the day and at night? This can be considered, but it has nothing to do with the children. So if you can think of it, say it, and I definitely won't refute it...... Or just don't look for it, and you just keep blaming yourself?"

"Yes...... But ...... "Xu Xianzhen doesn't know what to say, it's true." Usually, Han Mingjin makes a lot of jokes, and he doesn't care about it. But at this time, although he was joking, in theory, it was really the only feasible way. He is not short of money, and neither is Sunny. Apologizing can bring the child back, and he doesn't have to blame himself for this. The material and spiritual compensation lacks a truly powerful link, so return a child to him, but he is more and more inclined to agree. Even if he is suspicious, there is an element of taking advantage.

"How are you thinking about it?" looked at Han Mingjin's smiling eyes, and suddenly he was in a trance, just like when he first saw him when he was a child. It's like he's asking himself if he wants to be the one he is angry with and blends into their little circle, deliberately pretending to be cute with his fingers in his mouth, not as tall as himself. Now eight years have passed, and the stinky boy in front of me, who used to sleep with his fingers in his mouth, squinting and smiling, pretending to be cute and coquettish, is already an age where he can have children. And ...... for yourself is also unconsciously to the age where he can ruin his child.