XLII. If I were alive
Updated: 2011-11-21
Half an hour later, Shuangyue's long straight hair had been permed again, and the waist-length three thousand strands of hair were shiny and silky, as if they were born to grow on her, making her more charming and generous. Applying lipstick in front of the mirror, hooking her lips, smiling indifferently, she is extremely charming, it seems that the legendary ice beauty is really worthy of her name. The hairstylist was careful to please, patted the dust on the sofa, and let Biyue sit down.
In fact, Shuangyue still has a slight worry in her heart, but Wu Ruoyan received the news of the little brother just now, but her reaction was completely different, not only was she not worried, but her face bloomed with a more bewitching smile, Shuangyue couldn't understand what Wu Ruoyan was thinking many times, but she had to admire her scheming and ability, so she had to follow her thoughts, don't care about anything, and finish this care with peace of mind.
A woman's jealousy is stronger than any emotion, and Huang Yuxin will become her best tool.
Shuangyue sat comfortably on the sofa, stretched out her slender hand, and asked the little girl in the beauty salon to put on nail polish for her, and her look was no less than that of a big-name international star. Squinting his eyes, he planned to take a nap and wait for Wu Ruoyan to come out of the spa room.
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On the other side, after Xiao Luofan sent Duoduo home to settle down, he explained a few words to Yun and walked in the direction of home. The sky is already slightly dark, this kind of weather, a little upset, Xiao Luofan walked on Lin Meng Road, kicking the gravel on the ground, thoughtful. At this time, he just wanted to be quiet alone, even Qiangzi Haozi said that he wanted to pick him up was rejected by him, and it was really the first time he saw Xiao Luofan so angry, if it wasn't for Haozi's timely stopping, I'm afraid that the two men in the black room would have been left with no bones, after beating them hard, Xiao Luofan finally stopped, the blood stains on his palms, the thick smell of blood spread, he didn't know, how did he send a lot of people home, but he just felt that his thoughts stopped, and he didn't have time to think, and he was so hard hit by reality。 The heart, in addition to pain, still hurts!
As soon as he thought of the many distracted and frightened looks, Xiao Luofan's heart hurt like tearing, he hated himself for being useless, hating himself for not protecting Duoduo well, and even affecting Xiaoyu......
Duoduo slept quietly on the bed, breathing a little heavily, and Mother Xu and Yun were always waiting beside them. In her deep sleep, her mouth slightly open, occasionally blinking her long eyelashes, like a restless child, unable to find her way. Mother Xu didn't leave the room for a moment, and the tears in her eyes dried and flowed endlessly, and flowed and dried. Seeing Xiao Luofan carrying Duoduo into the door at the moment, she almost fainted with fright, tattered clothes, dirty body, messy hair, no part of her body was intact, I couldn't believe my eyes, I watched my daughter go out this morning, how could such a thing happen in a good manner, it was really distressing. After Xiao Luofan explained everything, he instructed that he must let Duoduo rest, and he didn't say anything else, but she could guess what was probably going on.
I really wanted to beat Xiao Luofan hard, but when I saw my daughter like this, my heart was already in chaos, and I didn't remember who I was going to settle the account with. Yun was sobbing softly on the side, she glanced at Xiao Luofan, Xiao Luofan's eyes were full of self-blame, and deep pity. Yun didn't ask anything, at this time, she just wanted to wait quietly and wait for Duoduo to wake up.
She quickly helped Duoduo change into clean clothes, not wanting her to wake up and see her now, she seemed to be sleeping deeply, and no matter how noisy the sound was, she couldn't wake up, just like a sleeping beauty, no prince, no magic could wake her up. Mother Xu was really worried that she would not be able to sleep, so she waited anxiously at the head of the bed, under the dim lamp, watching the changes in the expressions on many faces, and her mood also rose and fell.
Time ticked by, and you chased me in the minute hand and every second, without stopping. The sky is completely dark, and the light in the room has always been so dim, many people say that they don't like such a dazzling light, because they are afraid that they will have too brilliant dreams, and after waking up, it will be empty. So, after having that dream and seeing my father's dream, I woke up with tears in my eyes, and then decisively replaced the more than 1,000-watt white lamp with a small light with a yellow halo.
"Auntie, you can eat something first!" Yun came out of the kitchen with a bowl of noodles, and the child who had never cooked asked her to cook a bowl of noodles by herself, you can imagine how precious it was.
The noodles were a little hot, wrapped in rags and slowly placed on the table, Yun's eyes were also red, and it could be seen that she was also very uncomfortable.
"Auntie........ Gently patted Xu's mother's shoulder, seeing her focused, she couldn't bear to disturb.
Just received a call from Mo Zixi, listening to his anxious tone, he should be very worried, Yun said a rough idea, let him rest assured, and then, there was silence on the phone for a long time.
Could it be that there is no topic between us except for Duoduo?
Put down the phone and look at Duoduo's innocent little face, we, we will not like the same man, never, even if we do, Yun will back down, because, now for her, Duoduo is the most important friend and relative.
Duoduo had a dream, a long, long dream, in which she met a lot of bad people, and they chased them desperately, so she ran desperately, and no matter how she escaped, she couldn't escape. Until the edge of the cliff, where there were bright flowers blooming on the other side, and a step further, there was an abyss, and many people jumped down without hesitation, and a heavy blow woke her from her dream.
"Ahh
I looked at my pajamas and the surroundings, it was....being in my room.
"Good daughter, are you alright?" Mother Xu put her arm around her shoulder, tears began to flow uncontrollably again, and her hands kept beating her back, so that she could feel at ease and no longer be afraid.
Yun sat down on the edge of the bed, holding a lot of hands, her eyes were full of tears, and she was very worried.
"You ?....... me ......." kept revisiting everything that happened today, today's events, the little black house, and the bearded man, the frightened Huang Yuxin, and Xiao Luofan's warm embrace........ these shots flashed in my mind one by one, biting my lip, tears, and swaying, wanting to escape, but these are not stunning things.
"Mom!" Duoduo hugged her mother and cried loudly, shaking her shoulders and sobbing in her voice. Mother Xu could only touch her head and coax her, and tears had already blurred her vision. Yun gently wiped her tears, her heart ached tangledly, since Duoduo came out of school, there have been a lot of things that have happened in this while.
If it weren't for Qi Ming, it wouldn't have provoked Wu Ruoyan, and if it weren't for Wu Ruoyan, maybe so many things wouldn't have happened.
Perhaps, all this is predestined in the dark, who can say for sure? Time, or according to its original track, we can not change, nor can we change, can only be carried by the years all the way wildly.....
Finally cried enough, Duoduo gently pushed his mother, very unelegantly went to his sleeve to wipe the tears on his face, and saw his mother's distressed appearance, and his heart was full of guilt. I once remembered that I said a long time ago that I must let my mother live a good life, I must not make her sad again, I must not let her cry again, and now, for her own business, my mother's face is bitter eyebrows in addition to anxiety, she knows that my mother's heart must be very painful, very painful, more painful than her.
She gently stroked her mother's face and wiped the tears on her face over and over again, and as a result, she wiped it once, and the tears flowed again, and she couldn't wipe it anymore, and her mother's tears, no matter how they flowed, couldn't finish it.
"Mom, I'm fine, don't worry!" spoke, his voice was already a little hoarse, probably because he was crying too much, his eyes were also slightly swollen, and he was slightly uncomfortable under the light of the dim lamp.
Shaking Yun's hand, he gestured with his eyes that she was fine.
When I was the saddest and saddest, it was enough to have the person I loved the most by my side, and many opened their mouths and smiled slightly, revealing their cute little tiger teeth, and their eyebrows were a little raised.
Anyone can look at her, she smiles very reluctantly, but she still has to laugh seriously and hard, to win back the last bit of dignity, the last trace of comfort, like a puppet manipulated by someone, laughter is just an expression, and has nothing to do with the heart. Standing on the stage, acting out a story that does not belong to her, laughing and crying wildly in the eyes of others, involuntarily, just because of the manipulation of fate.
She smiled, like a wild lily in full bloom, like a stubborn cactus in the desert, beautiful and tenacious. Once upon a time, I always thought I was a cockroach that couldn't be killed, but now, at this moment. The heart is really painful, very painful, like a tearing pain, and there is no way to heal, so I can only let the wound spread like this, and let the blood flow out slowly, until I smell the full smell of blood........ that bright red blood stain has become a lot of wounds that can never be erased from the heart!
Seeing a lot of things like this now, Mother Xu's heart relaxed slightly, at least, she would still laugh instead of saying nothing. This girl has been sensible since she was a child, she has been strong since she was a child, and no one knows her daughter better than herself. In my heart, I was just blaming myself for failing to fulfill my responsibilities as a mother, not only failing to give her a complete home, but also failing to protect her well and let her thrive under her arms.
Perhaps, children who grow up in single-person families have a common disease, they are obviously very sad, but they still have to pretend to be strong. Duoduo smiled bitterly in his heart and comforted himself, it's okay, tomorrow should be another good day. The sun still rises from the east, the flowers are still beautiful and vivid, and her mother and Yun will still be by her side.
If, if she were still alive!
Xiao Yezi knelt down and begged for collection, collection, collection, ticket, ticket...