Chapter 186: Young Love
Li Xijue still remembers that the sky was very blue, the clouds were very light, and the wind was moist.
Jin Xing, who is in his early twenties, has tender skin and can pinch out water, and he is always full of joy to come, but he has always resisted.
Li Xijue thought to himself, is this the so-called love debt?
Because she didn't treat this woman well, she now comes to take revenge on his fiancΓ©e.
Li Xijue fell silent, he looked at the glittering light outside the window, which was refracted on the body of the car, as if the years had been lost, how could this woman not be a part of his youth.
Just walked towards him cautiously and cautiously, approached him, and was finally pushed away by him ruthlessly.
In the end, he was sorry for her and inadvertently played with a woman's mind.
So he immediately called Min An to ask how things were going.
"Boss, it has been investigated, Miss Jin Xing's account has not sent money to this docking person, and the owner of the connected account has nothing to do with Miss Jin Xing. β
"Got it. β
I didn't expect it to be the case.
"Then, boss, are we going to let Miss Jin Xing go?"
"Not for now. Li Xijue said, "Leave the next thing about this woman to me." β
"Good. "Min An doesn't know what kind of medicine is sold in Li Xijue's gourd, if it wasn't made by this woman, no, it should be said that it is now very certain that it was not made by this woman, why didn't the boss let him go?
Jian Yiyi asked Min An, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing. Min An shook his head, "The boss won't let him go for the time being." β
A breeze poured in through the window, clattering the journal open.
Therefore, the simpler, purer and clearer the life, the more worthy of association, because they know what they want early on, so that they can be more focused. And some people's lives seem to be chaotic, they want to participate in everything, and most of them have not yet found a way of life and perceived fate, which is why they seem impetuous. β
"The water flooded the building, everyone was running around, and when the huge wave came, everyone held their hands tightly, and the tide receded, and everyone checked to see if there were any partners left behind. But looking at the gap in the building, there was a fierce wave surging, as if it was ready to attack at any moment.
In the room, Grandma was lying on a chair, and there were all kinds of solid and bright dresses on the bed, which she prepared for her seven daughters, and everyone was persuading her to leave, but no one could say anything to move her. The little four and five can't be found, and this home is incomplete.
Outside, someone hid the hamster in a hole before the tide came, but when she turned back and looked for it, the hole was empty, and she sat there crying.
The nurses are cornered by the bad guys, and the strained doctor-patient relationship puts them in danger, one by two bodies falls, and the confinement room is filled with desperate cries.
The next wave does not know when it will arrive, and the way out does not know where it is, and everyone is waiting on the verge of fleeing for their lives.
Under the wave, all people are innocent, all people are victims, and when evil and evil meet, how close are we to it. β
"I had a particularly sad dream, on the day of the wedding, the makeup artist did not come, the groom and I said a word to go out to play, the family talked and laughed as usual, I took off the wedding dress and veil, threw it into the washing machine and stirred those clothes together, six years of anticipation for 2020 in this dream little by little, once on the playground with a very good friend, very beautiful expectations, to marry the person I like in 2020, but the heart will no longer throb, after six years is still the same answer, immediately cried into a fool. β
"Marriage is marriage, love is love, love is already rare, and marriage with love is even rarer.
Marriage is a partnership, and love is a surrender of feelings.
There are three paintings pasted in front of the table: one is Sophie in her first love, the other is the picture of the Titanic falling into the water, and the other is the killer Uncle and Lori holding guns together and hating the enemy.
In the beginning, I didn't know what I wanted or what I didn't want, so I tried. Later, I didn't know what I wanted, but I knew what I didn't want, so I started refusing. Until now, I know exactly what I want and what I don't want, so I will never compromise.
All compromises because of love are worth it, and compromises against the true heart are weak.
Probably I am neither strong nor weak, and fortunately in my dictionary, neither marriage nor love is necessary.
I believe in Steve Jobs's set: love for love, not for anything else.
I am committed to the faction of Alexandre Dumas: to believe, to wait, to hope.
All I have chosen now is the hammer that the Bible has given me, with which I slowly chisel through despair, waiting for hope and freedom to shine in.
Marriage will not solve everything, what the heart thinks, what the heart wants, only by chiseling through the wall with both hands can you give yourself real salvation, and in this process, you are actually redeeming yourself. Therefore, the light of hope has always burned in my heart. β
MZ asked why put it down.
"At least the moment he gave up, he felt that he would be happier without you, and with this alone, there was no way to turn back and forgive, so why bother. β
Is this really the end of the ZZ?
"No, I've set a deadline for myself, and if the day comes, there's no room for any turnaround, so let it go completely. Adult feelings should be controlled, if there is no way to forget, give yourself a time, and when that time comes, you must turn the page. If there is a time limit for love, it should be the same if you don't love, so it is fair. β
hm asked me why I couldn't start all over again.
"Life is like a train, you blame me for not accompanying you to the end, but it is clear that you chose to get off the station halfway. Where in the world are there so many fresh starts. The human cell division cycle is 2.4 years, and all you see now is me who has been renewed for two rounds, can you go back? β
To not connect is to die. β
After seeing such a big list, Li Xijue thought that he should understand this woman, one said no, but he kept longing, clearly wanted to get married, and clearly liked that person, but he didn't admit it.
So, who is that person?
Min An pushed Jian Yiyi, "What do you think again?"
Jian Yiyi shook her head, "I'm just thinking, what is the boss thinking." β
"How?"
"If it really wasn't Miss Jin Xing's doing, then the boss should fulfill the agreement with that woman. β
Min An's mouth suddenly opened wide, "You're right, if it wasn't Jin Xing's doing, then the boss would have to spend the night with that woman, and that would be ......"