177 empathy

Empathy.

The only thing He Wan'er could think of at this time was these four words.

She forced herself not to sink into her sadness, sniffed, tried to suppress a little astringency in her nasal cavity, and only dared to speak for a while: "I'm sorry." What you said today surprised me. ”

"Did I scare you by that?" Cai Jia asked cautiously.

She was very moved by Mo Chunshan's experience back then, so at that time, she didn't want to put down her position as an executive of a Fortune 500 company, and was willing to help him fulfill such a grand wish.

But she seems to have used too much force, what if He Wan'er was shocked by Mr. Mo's experience instead of being moved?

After a long time, He Wan'er shook his head lightly and replied, "Not really." ”

She spoke softly, and her body didn't move except for her mouth, like a wooden man.

Caijia was puzzled, and it was not easy to ask her what was wrong, but the highlight of what she wanted to talk about today was here.

She knows very little about Mo Chunshan's experience, but the story of the pride of heaven falling into the mud from the clouds and getting back up again can already add great attraction to a man.

To be honest, if it weren't for the fact that she had already experienced the experience of being in the water, she might have been attracted to him.

So she said this from the perspective of a bystander with an obvious position, coupled with a sense of sadness, but if He Waner has a little meaning to Mo, then at this time, she will inevitably be even more unable to let go of Mo Chunshan.

At present, although He Wan'er's reaction is a little strange, she has already seen the tears that He Wan'er wants to hide as much as she can.

As long as you start to feel sorry for a man, that is the beginning of feelings.

Caijia also settled down.

"That's all I know. Miss He, what Mr. Mo experienced back then, I didn't dare to think about it, and Mr. Mo would definitely not talk about it to me. Caijia said, his eyes became more and more sincere, "But I hope that I can help Mr. Mo find the person he is willing to pour out his painful past, and I also very much think that Mr. Mo In addition to fulfilling his father's last wish, there are other people and things that can make him pay attention to and look forward to, and I hope that he can obtain the ordinary happiness of ordinary people." ”

He Wan'er woke up like a dream, blushing for no reason, and replied with a dodgy look in his eyes: "What are you talking about?" ”

Cai Jia smiled more and more gently: "I don't believe Miss He, you didn't notice it yourself, what is Mr. Mo doing to you?"

He Wan'er was hesitant again: "We are just friends." ”

"The word friend is already rare. Caijia patted the back of her hand, "Miss He, we Mr. Mo basically have no friends in Gyeongju, and all the human relations are related to work." You are the first person he took the initiative to make besides the needs of work. ”

He Wan'er was dumbfounded, and then noticed that the rhythm of his heartbeat seemed to be getting more and more wrong.

It was almost dark when I parted from Caijia.

He Wan'er politely rejected her offer to send herself home - Caijia is so busy, it's better to let her do business, why waste other people's time.

Caijia's time can be fully utilized, and he has an extra helper to relieve the pressure a little.

Thinking of him, He Wan'er couldn't help blushing again.

After talking about Mo Chunshan, Caijia also apologized to her and clarified, saying that when they met in a private restaurant, Caijia did want to introduce her to a man, but that person was not Mo Chunshan, but Mo Chunshan's important work partner, and that person was widowed, not what He Waner thought was pimping.

Caijia also said that no matter what kind of relationship He Guaner thinks she has with Mo Chunshan at present, in her place, He Guaner is the one who is labeled as a VIP, and if she has anything to do, she will definitely do her best.

And when He Wan'er heard such courteous and sincere words, he was not flattered in his mind.

Instead, it's the words "I see".

So her mood, which was still buried under the fog, suddenly became clear.

I see, so it is. It turned out that her previous weird state was because she fell in love with Mo Chunshan.

In fact, for love, He Guaner has never had any unique feelings and active exploration, and has always been passively accepting.

On the one hand, it is because she has not experienced any mutual liking between men and women, from a vague and beautiful ambiguous stage, gradually sublimated to an emotion that must be yours. On the other hand, it's that she's a little bit repulsive to the fact that people like her, because that often means trouble.

For as long as she can remember, every now and then, an unknown boy would stuff her drawer with inexplicable letters, filled with inexplicable words.

She is very tired of these things, although she does not give those things that carry other people's youthful feelings to the teacher, but they are often torn up.

In the end, it was torn and torn, and it was torn into a skilled worker, often a thick stack with envelopes, which could be easily torn and crushed, and the spirit of restoring cultural relics could not be put together.

Lu Hanzhang made fun of her, saying that her hands were better than a paper shredder, and she also smashed the pink first love dreams of countless young men with her own hands.

As for the part with Qin Qian when she was in college, Qin Qian kissed her straightforwardly, and she felt like she was directly struck by a lightning bolt that day.

Later, after thinking about it, she felt that Qin Qian was one of the few men she looked at and didn't hate, and she didn't have the consciousness that she had to live alone for the rest of her life, so she accepted him.

As for what happened later, she didn't want to, but she couldn't help herself.

She and Qin Qian have broken up for almost eight years. In the past eight years, of course, there have been many men who have taken the initiative to pursue her, and there is no shortage of men with excellent ability and character, but she is afraid to avoid them.

Many colleagues or friends who used to get along happily, if the other party has the slightest intention of developing something else, if she can't cut off the other person's thoughts, then she will resolutely cut off the relationship.

If she still has any illusory imagination about her lover over the years, then before this, she felt that the ideal lover was definitely not like Mo Chunshan.

He Wan'er himself is too tall, so the other party must not be short. In addition, the skin can't be too white, a man who is too white is not like words, and she can't be too weak, and she can't hold her shoulders and resist the weak chicken, she is not rare.

Qin Qian before was the one who best met her preset conditions, and she always thought that even if there was a man who could make her tempted again, it must be the one who was very similar to Qin Qian.

But I didn't expect that person to be Mo Chunshan.

From the initial inexplicable fear, to a hazy hint of goodwill, to paying special attention to everything related to him in his mind.

Then today, after she learned what happened to him when he was young, as well as his motivation and persistence to move forward with weight, she began to have a tingling pain that always haunted her heart.