Chapter 12: Enchanting Night (4)

Bei Lingfeng was silent again.

Probably, Hua Yunliang's question was really difficult for him to answer.

Obviously I have said it, I don't mind, but I still linger in my heart, I have already said it, I have forgotten it, but my heart is like numbness, so in this way, the so-called "Mingming" is really all self-deception!

Bei Lingfeng smiled extremely sadly!

That kind of laughter came from the bottom of my heart, but it made the people who heard it cold to the bottom of their hearts.

This time, Hua Yunliang didn't urge again, nor did he complain about the "old problem" that Bei Lingfeng didn't answer for a long time, probably after being hurt by love, he was already able to understand Bei Lingfeng's mood, but living in this world, in order to survive, for his own purposes, he had to let himself spin at high speed like a spinning top every day, and he really didn't have much time to comfort his friends!

He thought, this is probably the helplessness of reality.

Therefore, at this moment, he is just smoking a cigarette by himself, waiting with nothingness in the smoky world.

I don't know how long he waited like this before he heard Bei Lingfeng say in a hoarse voice:

"Actually...... I don't know what's wrong with me! Perhaps, some injuries are too heavy, so it's unforgettable! However, I lost after all, to Shu Jiaojiao, to reality, and to fate, so even if I am proud, I have learned to bow my head! But Yunliang, do you know? When a person is in such a high position now, how proud his heart should be, and how unwilling he is to admit defeat?! So, many times, I think that I don't want to let go of a love that has long been clear and fruitless, maybe the self-esteem of a man with a successful career is at work! However, I never think of myself as a successful man, and I never think of myself as great......!

In this case, Bei Lingfeng would never confide in front of outsiders, because he knew that such heartfelt words would only be regarded as excessive modesty by others, and then ridiculed and despised by others!

He longs to be understood, to be understood by everyone, but the reality is that you are not RMB, and you will never be able to be loved and understood by everyone.

Hua Yunliang listened quietly, the sound of silent breathing became heavier and heavier in waves.

Here, Bei Lingfeng eased his breath and continued,

"On the day Sunshine was established, I did see Shu Jiaojiao, but maybe it was because of the establishment of the new company, I was happy, and there were too many people with heads and faces, too many things to deal with, and I didn't have so much free time to pay attention to Shu Jiaojiao's affairs, so it was peaceful, in fact, ...... When you asked me that night, my heart was not completely unwavering, but the sunshine had just been established, and my mind was on my career, which distracted me!"

I have to say that Bei Lingfeng is actually a very delicate person, he is a person who cares about his face very much, even in front of his closest people, he still can't break free from the burden of the so-called "reputation" in this world, he thinks, people live in the world, probably so tired!

After a pause, Bei Lingfeng continued,

"And this time...... I don't want to simply push everything to myself to become idle, but, now that the project of the new web drama has been launched after all, and the audition is also in full swing, in the future work, I will definitely have a lot of contact with Sister Lin, so, maybe in my heart, I will subconsciously give myself a shadow! In short, ...... I can't explain it clearly! You just treat me as a contradiction! Anyway, according to the philosophers' thoughts, life is originally contradictory, and everything is contradictory! Hehe......

After explaining it like this, come to think of it, the doubts in Hua Yunliang's heart should also be dispersed!

But it turns out that although the doubts have dissipated, it does not mean that Hua Yunliang no longer pays attention to his feelings.

On the contrary, the more sensitive and embarrassing some things are, the harder it is not to think about them.

He just understood that when it was time to avoid it, he paid attention to his old problem of "cheapness". He raised his eyebrows, and suddenly asked thoughtlessly, "Hey...... Dude, you won't find a reason to fire that Sister Lin because ......of this, right?!hahahahahahaha

Visual...... Laughing again as an August dish!(Covering his face and crying)

Seeing this, Bei Lingfeng suddenly had an urge to hit someone, but this feeling of crying and laughing made him unconsciously think of a certain silly girl, the silly girl who bounced around him like an elf every day from morning to night, so the mood didn't seem to be so bad!

He didn't bother to look at Hua Yunliang, he just automatically switched the topic and asked, "If you come back this time, won't you leave soon?"

- By the way, can you make my brother laugh enough before we get down to business?!

Hua Yunliang said that he was very unhappy.

"Don't pick up, don't pick up!" he said very impatiently, "Brother, I'm passing by S City today, I heard that this Sister Lin came to your company and participated in the casting of your TV series, so I will only come here with a bang! Brother, I'm too busy, I recently took a fancy to a singing and dancing talent show, and I'm going to be a judge, this filming is too hard, filming a "Queen of the Shengshi" tossed my brother, and now "The Queen of the Shengshi" has started broadcasting, and it is all kinds of publicity, Roadshow, my brother's life is about to be tossed away, I won't act anymore, and it's not the crazy and cool type that my brother likes!

However, Bei Lingfeng was even more impatient than him, and he said angrily: "If you don't pick it up, get out! Who wants to keep you?! The first play of the old subsidiary, you don't give face, you plastic brother!"

"Cut...... Why are you so stingy?!You are such a big company, are you going to shoot this drama?!Are you in a hurry?!When my brother coaxes Fei Fei back, my brother is flying back! When the time comes, it doesn't matter what kind of book you have, who do you let your brother play, as long as it is the object of playing Fei Fei, you can also play the trick brother! Hehe...... See you soon!"

After speaking, Hua Yunliang walked out like a gust of wind!

"Yun Liang ......" Bei Lingfeng suddenly called, "Don't go, I always have a hunch that Ye Feifei should come back soon! You can stay in S City and wait for her to come back while dealing with the termination of the contract!"

However, it didn't work, the guy still walked very chicly: "You don't fool me with this trick, my brother doesn't believe what premonition you have......!