In the evening, Dorje invited me to participate in the part he organized at the homestay, but I originally refused, because I was used to sitting alone in the house at night and watching the starry sky, and Dorje told me that it was fun for everyone to play together as young people, and that it would be sick to be bored in the room alone.

I couldn't help it, so I had to say yes.

At 7 o'clock I showed up at the part, most of the participants were tourists staying in Dorje, but also tourists from other homestays, all of them were young people who easily found common topics and became acquainted.

Because I don't usually participate in this kind of part, I always feel out of place here, so I took a bottle of wine and sat on a wicker chair in a corner of the courtyard, drinking while watching the night sky of Shangri-La.

I learned to drink and smoke one night after Zhang Bei sent me a photo, I couldn't sleep that night thinking about him, I went downstairs to find water to drink, and found a bottle of beer in the kitchen that my father drank half of, and I often see lovelorn people on TV borrowing alcohol to kill their sorrows, it's too painful to miss someone, I need the anesthesia of alcohol!!

I didn't even think about picking up the half bottle of beer and drank it, and without a little drink, I immediately began to feel that the world was spinning, and I swayed back to my room against the wall, and then fell asleep.

After that, whenever I couldn't sleep at night, I would drink some wine and use alcohol to numb myself, and then I also learned from the bad girl in the TV series to smoke a cigarette, looking at myself in the mirror, I suddenly felt so strange, the previous Liang Jingzi is gone, and the current Liang Jingzi is just a shell.

"Hey, are you coming to Shangri-La for the Chinese New Year alone?" a boy with peach blossom eyes walked up to me and greeted me with a smile.

"Yes, you're coming to Shangri-La for the New Year, are you?" I asked with a polite smile.

"Well, I don't want to be at home, I feel that going home for the New Year is a large-scale forced marriage scene, I finally have a long vacation after working for a year, if I go back and be nagged non-stop, it is better to travel out for the New Year!

I want to tell him that I'm not here to avoid forced marriage, I'm just here to relax. But I think it's a bit embarrassing to say that.

I looked at him and smiled without saying a word.

"Why don't you go and talk to them, sitting here alone and drinking?" he asked, looking at me and then at the half-drunk wine in my hand.

"I'm not interested in what they're talking about, don't you think it's especially suitable for a person to drink and watch the stars on such a beautiful night?" I don't want to talk to him anymore, looking at his appearance, I think he must be the kind of man who likes to show mercy everywhere.

After touching the nail in front of me, the peachy-eyed boy shrugged his shoulders awkwardly at me and picked up his bottle and left, I glanced at him and saw that he had run to another group of women to laugh.

"Scumbag!" I scolded in my heart.

I continued to look up at the starry sky, sipping the wine, and after drinking one bottle I went to get another bottle, bottle after bottle, and slowly the table in front of me was full of empty bottles.

"Don't drink it!" Dorje didn't know when he walked up to me, snatched the bottle from my hand, my mouth fell empty, I glared at him, reached out to his hand and grabbed my bottle, Dorje picked up the unfinished bottle and poured it into his mouth, and after a while, the wine bottomed out, Dorje turned the bottle over and said, "No, it's time for you to rest!"

"Why are you like this, you don't drink so much wine there, why do you drink me, why do you even bully me!!" I was annoyed.

"It's time for you to rest!" Dorje looked at me with an irresistible expression.

"I can't say it, you have to let me come, I'm drinking now, and you're driving me back again, what do you mean!"

"I asked you to come to the part because I wanted you to have more contact with people and come out of your withdrawn self, and I didn't let you drink alcohol alone. ”

"How do you know I'm withdrawn? How do you know I'm unhappy when I'm alone? You're just a homestay owner, please put yourself in the right position!!" I got up from my chair and got up a little violently and drank a lot of wine, and I stumbled. Dorje helped me up, but he ignored my temper and forced me back to my room.

I fell headlong on the bed and fell asleep before I could take off my clothes. Dorje covered me with a quilt and slowly walked out of the room, turned off the light and brought the door.

I woke up at 9 o'clock the next morning, and when the peach-eyed boy saw me say hello to me, I couldn't remember who he was, and I could only smile at him in embarrassment but politely.

I went to the kitchen and asked Dorje if he had anything to eat, and Dorje was so unhappy when he saw me, I didn't know where I had offended Dorje, and I had forgotten what I said to Dorje last night.

"Dorje, do you have anything to eat in the morning? I'm a little hungry!" I touched my stomach and begged Dorje for food.

"There's tsamba," Dorje said lightly as he busied.

"What is it?" I wondered.

"Tsamba is one of the main foods in Tibetan areas, the barley is dried and fried, ground into fine noodles, and the tsampa is mixed with butter tea and stirred evenly to eat. ”

"It sounds delicious, I want to try it. I looked at Dorje with a pleading expression.

"Well, wait a minute, I'll do it for you. Dorje's tone was still light, it felt cold, and there was no enthusiasm for yesterday at all, which made me doubt that the Dorje in front of me was not the Dorje I saw yesterday.

"Dorje, do you have a twin brother, or did I provoke you somewhere?" I couldn't help but ask, such a weird atmosphere was really uncomfortable.

"No, how could you provoke me, I'm just a homestay owner, I want to put myself in the right position, how can you provoke me!" Dorje said in a weird way.

"Dorje was I drunk last night, did I say something? If so, don't take it to heart, it's all drunkenness, don't take it seriously. "I like to talk nonsense when I drink, and I lose my temper easily, and looking at Dorje's weird appearance, I guess I must have been talking nonsense after I got drunk last night.

"Drink less alcohol in the future, drinking alcohol is not only hurtful, but also hurting people when you say it inadvertently. After a long silence, Dorje looked at me and said.

"Well, I see, whatever I said yesterday wasn't my intention, and I apologize to you for my abruptness yesterday. "I bowed down to Dorje and apologized.

Dorje waved his hand and couldn't help but smile and said, "Okay, I'm not such a cautious person, you go out quickly, I'll make you tsamba in a while." ”

I smiled at Dorje and withdrew from the kitchen.

When I saw Dorje come out with the tsampa, I couldn't wait to greet him, took the bowl from his hand, and then sat down at the empty seat in the restaurant and ate the tsampa.

"Well, it's delicious, Dorje," I said, gesturing at Tsamba with an excited expression.

Dorje looked at me and couldn't help but smile and said, "It's delicious, you can eat more." ”

"Hmm," I nodded wildly at Dorje.

"By the way, do you have a headache today?" Dorje asked if my headache hurt with concern.

I said with a blank face, "It's okay, it's just a little bit when I got up, but it's okay now." ”

"It seems that you have a lot of alcohol, I drank so much Solimar wine yesterday, I thought you were going to sleep for a day today, but I didn't expect to wake up so early, and my head doesn't hurt when it's over." Dorje looked impressed.

"Solimar wine?" I don't know anything about this wine.

"As far as you drank last night, I see that you drank so much, that person who has a lot of stamina, and who is generally not good at drinking, drinks a little more, basically don't want to wake up. "Dorje must have laughed at me in his heart for drinking so much and not knowing what kind of wine he was drinking!

The amount of wine was given by Zhang Bei, and I smiled at Dorje awkwardly, and then quickly lowered my head and continued to eat tsampa.