After this agreement, I served as Feng Nianchen's free tour guide in Wuyuan.

He stayed in Wuyuan for 2 weeks, basically he worked for two days, and then I took him out for one day, and then he worked for two more days, and I took him out for another day.

I took him to Jiangling to see the rape flowers and walk the small plank road, but now the rape flowers have passed the flowering season, but it is still good to look at the terraced ancient villages.

For people like him, who work at the desk every day, you can come here to see the scenery and relax.

After that, I took him to Sixi Yan Village, which is also dominated by the landscape of ancient villages, consisting of two small villages, Sixi and Yan Village, and I took him to walk in these two villages, shuttling back and forth on the bluestone path, so that he could better feel the style of the countryside.

Bluestone paths, white walls, green tiles, very tasteful.

He said that he had never seen anything here in Beijing, and I laughed at him for talking nonsense.

It would be strange if he could have seen it in Beijing. What does Beijing have? What Beijing has is the Forbidden City, courtyard houses, and old hutongs.

There are terraced rice fields, villages far away from the hustle and bustle, and blue brick houses that have gone through all the vicissitudes of life.

He kept taking pictures of the rows of old houses and the streets with his camera.

He said that these things may appear in his works in the future.

He wanted to take a picture of me, but I refused his request.

"Jingzi, are you still going back to Beijing?" asked Feng Nianchen on the way back after looking at me while driving.

"I don't know, it's possible to go back, it's possible not to go back, everything is unknown. I said lightly.

"Well, if I wanted you to go back to Beijing, would you be willing to go back?" Feng Nianchen asked with a shy face.

I turned my head to look at him, and he was driving nervously, holding the steering wheel, and his hands were unconsciously tightened.

I retracted my gaze and turned my face out of the window, I opened the window and let out all the awkward atmosphere in the car and let it drift away in the wind.

After a moment's pause, I turned to look at him and said, "I don't like you, so don't work on me." ”

"Why? Can you give me a reason?" Feng Nianchen's voice became a little trembling.

"He told you the address of my house, right? And he told you that I like spicy food, I can't drink ice, every time I come to my period, I have to die of pain, he wants to buy me a warm baby, he wants to boil brown sugar water for me, I like to watch literary movies, I occasionally like to watch ghost movies, and I must eat popcorn and grilled chicken wings when I watch movies. ”

I cried as I spoke, Feng Nianchen parked the car on the side of the road, and he lowered his head with a sad face.

Looking at his silent appearance, I knew that I guessed correctly, all this was arranged by Zhang Bei.

"What did he tell you?" I continued, with grief.

"He said, sometimes you are too kind-hearted, too easy to trust others, so that I must be optimistic about you, he said that your willfulness is what he is used to, I hope I can continue to get used to you,

He said that you no longer have parents, and if I am with you, I will be your only relative, so I must take good care of you. Feng Nianchen said slowly.

"Am I his last will?" I asked angrily.

I angrily got out of Feng Nianchen's car, and Feng Nianchen hurriedly got out of the car to chase me.

I yelled angrily, "I don't want to see you now!"

"Jingzi, he's no longer here, why do you have to stay in the past and can't get out?" Feng Nianchen grabbed me and said excitedly.

"He's never left me, he's here! always here!" I said bitterly, pointing to my heart.

"Shizuko, face the reality, you are not what he wants to see now, he hopes that you can let go of the past and live happily. ”

"You know what, every time I see you, I think of him, so it's impossible for me to like you!" I looked at Feng Nianchen and said resolutely.

Feng Nianchen hugged me in his arms, he said excitedly, "From the first time I saw you on the plane, I fell in love with you, when I knew that you were married, I was very disappointed, and then I met you again in the gallery, I regretted even more why I didn't know you earlier,

And then when Zhang Bei entrusted you to me, do you know? How happy I was in my heart at that time, I thought I could finally be with you.

But now you tell me, why me? Why me?"

"Just because you're the one he chose. I said coldly.

"Shizuko, I love you, I really love you, don't refuse me, okay? I swear to you that I will never mention him again in the future, you can drink ice if you want, you can drink Coke if you want, I will allow it, I just ask you to give me a chance. Feng Nianchen hugged me tightly and begged bitterly.

I struggled out of his arms and ran away.

I flagged down a taxi, jumped on it, and the car sped away.

Feng Nianchen called me over and over again, but I just wouldn't answer his call.

He sent me a WeChat message, apologizing to me and saying that he was too excited just now, and hoped that I could forgive him and not be angry with him.

I turned my phone off and looked at the ring on my right ring finger in a daze.

One by one, my tears fell onto the ring.

Zhang Bei: I promise you, I'll start over, but please let me decide when to start, okay?

The next day, Feng Nianchen left Wuyuan, I didn't go to see him off when he left, he sent me a message, he told me that he knew why I rejected him so much, he would give me time, and he would wait for me to really come out of that sadness.

He would wait for me, and he would stand behind me, and I would see him whenever I turned around.

The day after Feng Nianchen left, I received a courier sent to me by Nanxi.

I opened the courier with trepidation, and there was a beautiful lady's wallet inside, which contained a photo of me and Zhang Bei when we were young, and then there was a ring and a letter in the box.

The ring belonged to Zhang Bei, and I picked up the ring and put it to my lips and gently said goodbye.

Then I picked up the letter and slowly opened it.

"Shizuko, see the letter, when you receive this letter, I may not be in this world anymore, thank you for the good memories that this life has brought me, please must, must, forget me, and then start a new life, Shizuko, I left you a sum of money, even if you don't want to go to work in the future, that money should be enough for you to live,

I sold Beixi to Blue, and he offered a price that I couldn't refuse, and I divided the money into 4 parts, my parents, Nanxi, Wang Zhe and you, and I saved the part you got into a card, and that card also had the money I had saved for you in the past few years.

I'll ask Nanxi to send you that card.

Okay, my dear Shizuko, I can only accompany you here in your life, you have to take my share of a good life with you, remember our code, and we will see you in the next life!"

I cried and read the letter, then rummaged through the box and wallet, and finally found the card in the wallet.

I crouched on the ground and looked at the card and wept.