When Lu Ya was stared at and had nothing to hide, she had to speak, "I know what you want to ask, but it is definitely not your child who knows the answer." ”

Luo Yingnan took advantage of the situation and asked, "So, you have already learned the news of your pregnancy, you really have it." ”

Hearing this, Lu Ya shook her head, "I also just found out, although I haven't gone to the hospital to confirm it, but it should be." ”

When she said this, Lu Ya was very panicked and nervous.

It's just that Lu Ya didn't understand, "Why did you say that just now, you know that even if you are pregnant, it has nothing to do with you, how can you lie in front of your mother?"

Luo Yingnan's eyes actually had a lot of disappointment and sadness, but he wanted to let Lu Ya understand one thing, "You know very well that I won't give up on you just because you're pregnant." ”

Lu Ya was also very resolute in her confrontation, "Similarly, I will not compromise with you just because I am pregnant, no matter what, the child is mine, and I will deal with it myself." ”

Lu Ya has always been so tenacious, and she has always been so difficult to approach.

Luo Yingnan was a lot of anger and anger towards Lu Ya at this moment, "Do you want your child to grow up in a single-parent family as soon as she is born, like Ji Yinyin and Ji Kaien, who will not be cared for by their parents in the process of growing up and have character flaws?"

"Lu Ya, you understand very well that you must face up to this matter, unless you don't want this child. ”

But Luo Yingnan knows very well that it is impossible for a person like Lu Ya to give up her child, especially since this child is the crystallization of her and Ji Zeyang, she will definitely do her best to cherish it.

Hearing this, Lu Ya pushed Luo Yingnan away with a solemn expression, "What do you mean, do you mean to let me take the child?"

"I don't have this idea, I respect your decision, you can do whatever you say, this must be your own decision, if you decide to stay, I will help you, I will let him grow up healthily by our side, treat him as my own. ”

Luo Yingnan was very serious, not like he was lying.

However, Lu Ya couldn't accept it, "Why, why did you do this, instead of letting me go and Ji Zeyang?"

"Luo Yingnan, do you know how uncomfortable and uncomfortable I am by your side......? Can't you really let me go and give me freedom?"

Lu Ya didn't know if she was pregnant, and her whole mood was broken.

Luo Yingnan knew that no matter what, at this time, it was not suitable for him to have any dispute with Lu Ya......

Even if he is angry, even if he is lost, when he sees Lu Ya in pain, Luo Yingnan can't bear to scold, blame, or persecute......

However, Lu Ya was already deeply trapped in her own pain and couldn't extricate herself.

"I don't want to give you freedom, I want you to stay by my side and be with me, even if you will never like me, but it's really nice to have you there. ”

Luo Yingnan's feelings, he didn't know how humble he was, how pitiful he was, but now, for him, Lu Ya's loss has been regained, and he must do everything he can to keep her by his side.

……

Late at night.

After Lu Ya fell asleep, Luo Yingnan drank wine alone on the edge of the wine cabinet.

The delicate goblet was filled with bright red liquid, held tightly in Luo Yingnan's palm, even though it was already deep at night, but Luo Yingnan still didn't have any sleepiness.

The more he drank, the more sober he became, and the pain and hatred that lingered in his heart were so obvious.

And the loneliness from the depths of Luo Yingnan's heart is becoming more and more intense, as if this life is destined to be lonely and lonely.

The more he is afraid of being lonely, the more he is afraid of being alone, but he is often alone.

Even if Lu Ya is by his side at this moment, even if Lu Ya is there, he still can't completely drive away the coldness in his heart.

After all, only Luo Yingnan himself knows best, because Lu Ya does not belong to him, because he has never been able to let Lu Ya face him......

"Because I love you, I can bear anything and accept anything, but when will you look back at me and find my existence?"

Although Luo Yingnan's heart is very firm, that is, to keep Lu Ya by his side unconditionally, but in his heart, he will doubt whether this approach is right or wrong?

Now the distance between him and Lu Ya is getting farther and farther away, and it may even be even farther away in the future.

……

At this time, the person who couldn't sleep like Luo Yingnan was Tang Siyun.

Tang Siyun couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning, and he always thought about Lu Ya and Luo Yingnan in his mind.

It's just that the daughter next to her doesn't seem to be able to sleep, "Xiaoyi, what's wrong with you?

Tang Siyun realized that her daughter couldn't sleep, and she was moving her body, which seemed to be very uncomfortable.

When Tang Xiaoyi heard her mother's voice, she also got out of the quilt, "Mom, I seem to have pain all over my body, so I can't sleep." ”

"Does it hurt? Tang Siyun was also very curious, sat up, and then checked Tang Xiaoyi's body, "Did you exercise vigorously during the day, but now your body is sore and painful?"

Tang Siyun didn't find anything wrong with Tang Xiaoyi, she guessed.

And Tang Xiaoyi wasn't sure what was going on, so he replied perfunctorily, "Probably." ”

Tang Xiaoyi has always been very considerate of her mother, and couldn't help asking, "Mom, you usually sleep a long time ago, is it because you can't sleep tonight? Is it a matter of work?"

Tang Xiaoyi grew up in a single-parent family and never met his father, but although Tang Siyun was busy with work, he was also full of feelings and spent a lot of thought on her, so that Tang Xiaoyi could be regarded as a reluctant perfect character, not withdrawn, not introverted, even lively, and generous, which Tang Siyun was satisfied with......

Tang Siyun was distracted, but Tang Xiaoyi's hot eyes still fell on Tang Siyun anxiously, "Mom, you really have something on your mind, are you in love and have a boyfriend, otherwise why do you seem to miss others very much." ”

Even if it is a child, Tang Xiaoyi is very good at observing words and feelings, and he can see at a glance that Tang Siyun is very worried.

Only then did Tang Siyun realize if he was acting too obviously, "Nonsense, go to sleep." ”

Tang Siyun tried to appease Tang Xiaoyi, but Tang Xiaoyi frowned, "But, I hurt so much, it hurts very much." ”

"Mom helps you rub it, it may be the reason why Xiao Yi is growing up, and I will take you to the hospital another day. ”

Tang Siyun was also not worried about the "pain" in Tang Xiaoyi's mouth, but Tang Xiaoyi was very considerate, "Don't do it, it costs money to go to the hospital, my mother makes money so hard, I don't want to spend money casually, don't you say that you are growing your body, then you should be growing your body, no problem, just bear with it." ”