"Hmm!" I replied to Gu Shengnan weakly while lying on the bed.

I watched Gu Shengnan retreat from my room lonely, but in fact, I felt guilty in my heart at that time.

But at that time, I really didn't know how to behave, which could satisfy Gu Shengnan and make me feel better.

I have thought about getting intimate with Gu Shengnan and falling in love with Gu Shengnan like an ordinary couple, but whenever I get close to him, whenever he wants to develop further with me, my body will unconsciously refuse.

I know he's having a hard time in his heart, and he's been patient, but my heart really can't let him in.

So now this respectful way of getting along with each other is more suitable for us!

After Gu Shengnan left, I took out the book "Alive" from under my pillow, and I opened it and continued to read.

At that time, I didn't read this book, I read the youth of me and Zhang Bei.

In the middle of the night, I got up to go to the toilet and passed by Gu Shengnan's room. I gently opened his room, and it was empty.

He hadn't come back yet, and when I got back to my room, I couldn't sleep in bed, so I got up and went to the kitchen to take out the beer in the fridge.

I curled up on the couch in my living room, sipping a beer and looking out the window at the stars.

I was in a panic at that time, I drank beer after beer, and gradually I fainted and fell asleep on the sofa.

"Shizuko, Shizuko, Shizuko......" Gu Shengnan shook my body gently and called my name softly.

I slowly opened my eyes and saw Gu Shengnan looking down at me, I sat up from the sofa with a crossbow, and Gu Shengnan hurriedly helped me.

"Why are you drinking, still drinking so much?" Gu Shengnan looked at the beer cans in this place and frowned at me.

"I woke up thirsty last night, so I drank a can, and then I drank too much............" I said embarrassedly, bowing my head.

"Don't drink anymore in the future, is it okay to promise me to quit smoking and drinking?" Gu Shengnan took my hand and said gently.

I nodded obediently at him.

Gu Shengnan touched my head, and then left a deep bite on my forehead.

I was lying on Gu Shengnan's shoulder, and I smelled a faint smell of perfume on his body.

This perfume smell is definitely not mine, because I never wear perfume.

I got up from his arms, looked at him with a puzzled expression, and asked, "Why do you smell of perfume?"

Gu Shengnan looked at me and smiled mysteriously, only to see him take out a beautifully packaged small box from his jacket pocket, and then he handed the box to me.

I looked at him straight, I didn't know what he was going to do, he looked at the box in his hand and smiled, "I gave it to you, you open it to see if you like it." ”

After I was stunned for a while, I reached out and took the box handed over by Gu Shengnan, I tore off the outer packaging, and then opened the box inside.

This is a bottle of perfume, I looked at the perfume in my hand, and then looked at Gu Shengnan.

"I didn't have much research on perfumes, so I asked my female colleagues in our company, and they recommended this perfume for me, and I smelled it and thought it was very light, and you should like it, so I bought you a bottle. Gu Shengnan looked at me and explained.

I opened the perfume and smelled it, this is the smell of the perfume on Gu Shengnan's body, it turns out that this is the perfume he bought for me, it seems that I have the heart of a villain.

"Well, this smell is quite light, I like it very much, thank you. I looked at Gu Shengnan and smiled slightly.

I looked at Gu Shengnan's eyes, his eyes were full of desire, and his lips slowly approached mine.

My body reflexively leaned back, he approached me, and I leaned back until my body fell on the sofa, and Gu Shengnan's body pressed hard.

At the moment when his lips were about to fall, I turned my face away, and I gasped and said, "I haven't brushed my teeth and washed my face yet." ”

Then I pushed Gu Shengnan's body over and pulled my body out from under him.

I fled to my bedroom in a panic, my bedroom is the master bedroom with a small bathroom, I lived here with Gu Shengnan during this time, Gu Shengnan slept in the small bedroom next to me and he used the bathroom outside, and I lived in the master bedroom usually used the bathroom in the master bedroom.

I turned on the faucet and tried my best to wash my face, and I looked at myself in the mirror so embarrassed, I didn't know why I cried.

After I finished washing up in the bathroom, I changed into a home clothes, I knew that I had embarrassed Gu Shengnan again just now, and every time he wanted to have further contact with me, I always avoided him like this.

I came to the living room step by step, I saw Gu Shengnan making me breakfast there like no one, I slowly walked to him, stood behind him and whispered, "I'm sorry, I ...... I just ......"

Gu Shengnan turned around, pinched my face gently, and said softly, "It's okay, I won't force you, I'll make you breakfast and eat together." ”

Gu Shengnan said that he was not angry and didn't mind, but I still saw a trace of loss in his eyes.

He is a normal man, he is not too demanding of me, but I refuse him again and again, and the only time we both have it is that night when I mistook him for Zhang Bei.

I know that I have challenged his bottom line again and again, but he has never been tolerant of me, and the more I reject his various closenesses, the more tolerant he is to me and then show a special understanding of me.

And the more guilty I felt about him.

I turned around and walked briskly behind him, wrapped my arms around his waist from behind, and I pressed my face to his back and said apologetically, "I'm sorry." ”

"Shizuko, I said that you never have to say sorry in front of me, you are never wrong in front of me. Gu Shengnan turned his back to me, and his sonorous voice came from his back to my ears.

Gu Shengnan put the breakfast in his hand on the table, he gently broke my hand, then turned to look at me and continued, "Shizuko, I love you, I love you very, very much, just because I love you, I want to give you more space and freedom, you don't have any burden, I am good to you, that is my own willingness, you don't need to have any burden." ”

When I listened to Gu Shengnan's words, I suddenly felt uncomfortable and couldn't help crying.

Gu Shengnan quickly wiped the tears from my face, and then he hugged me into his arms, and I continued to cry in his arms.

Gu Shengnan gently patted my head and comforted me, "It's okay, it's okay, I won't blame you, I just want you to be happy, I'll be happy if you're happy, and you can come as comfortable as you want." ”

When I heard it, I cried even more painfully, and I stomped on the ground with my feet.

"Okay, I'm fine, I'm not angry, don't cry. Gu Shengnan continued to comfort me gently.