Chapter 1: On the Tragic End of Ah Q (1)
The night is gorgeous, and the lights of the city are always bright!
It's just that when the cold wind blows, you will feel that all this is like a psychedelia, far away in the misty sight, like a little gray squirrel in the distance!
Ye Feifei couldn't see Shen Sirui, and walked back in frustration!
Behind him, there was still a piercing wedding symphony, and it was Qi Chen's slightly sad voice:
Oh My Love, let's get married, I really want to have a home with you...... Oh My Love, let's get married, I will love you for the rest of my life, I am willing to put everything down and give you a happy home......
She still remembers the feeling she felt when she heard this song for the first time, the ethereal accompaniment, the embellishment that sounded like wind chimes, and suddenly captured her heart that was still alive and kicking at that time!
It's just that at that time, she always had some doubts, obviously it was a sweet song, why there was a faint sadness, until this moment, she walked on the street to listen carefully, carefully tasted, the sad feeling was so strong!
Once, she also expected her beloved Prince Charming to kneel down on one knee in front of her with roses in his hand, take out the diamond ring that had been prepared and look at her affectionately, and said to her, I really want to have a home with you, and I will love you for the rest of my life......
Tears suddenly break in the wind!
She felt as if she had become a kite, the string was hung up by a branch, and her master abandoned her, still left to her troubled world!
She knew that she couldn't escape the world, so she just walked quietly down this path!
I don't know how long I walked, and other songs came from this noisy city: The snow is falling so deeply, will you listen very carefully, and the people of the world are humming my heartache, but who sees me haggard?
At this moment, she suddenly noticed that there were small white crystalline objects falling under a dim street lamp in the distance, and from a distance, it looked like snow!
- It's snowing? I don't have snow here, but it's snowing under the street lamp in front of me?
As if she had seen the bright dawn, she suddenly ran towards the front, looking up, the street lamp was dim and distant, not dazzling at all, the snow-like thing fell in the air, beautiful like a dream!
She suddenly laughed, and the song continued: The snow is falling so deeply, in the dusk of Beijing winter, I changed a city, walked past two street lamps, and the story of those three years changed the script!
She seems to have not dreamed for too long, but at a moment, this beautiful "snow", this extremely distressing singing, is so heartwarming, causing her to sink like crazy, even if, in the eyes of others, her intoxication is more like a kind of neuroticism, but what does it matter?
She's hit rock bottom, her lover is gone, she's bankrupt, what's worse than now, even if she adds something else, it doesn't matter!
She stretched out her hand, as if to pick up the "snow", and at that moment, someone suddenly turned off the music that was about to finish!
The world suddenly fell silent, and she realized that it was not snow that was falling, but foam!
Someone came with a sad and depressed face, dressed in a black suit, and his prosperous beauty was like the gloom of the dark night, and in the quiet fragrance, with deep pride, like a dazzling irony!
Ye Feifei has forgotten that this is the first time she has met the "Moldy God", it's really strange, every time she met him before, she must have been unlucky within an hour, but today she met him after being unlucky!
She suddenly didn't hate him so much, like, in this lonely city, everyone who was willing to come to accompany her, she would be grateful!
She suddenly smiled: "Hi~ Hello!"
It was the first time she had greeted him, but he didn't necessarily appreciate it, just as every time he greeted her, she didn't appreciate it!
Her smile stiffened a little, and the silence became awkward!
The bottom of his eyes was engraved with a distressed color, as if he was injured.
He stretched out his tongue, hooked the corners of his lips, shook his head unconsciously, licked his upper lips, and said word by word: "Ye Feifei, you are not like you at all now, Shen Sirui doesn't love you, can't you see it?"
In an instant, the dream was completely shattered!
Ye Feifei's face suddenly became extremely cold, as if there was fierce hatred echoing in her eyes, and she roared loudly: "It's not like this, what are you talking about?! If you don't know, don't talk nonsense! I tell you, I made them get married, Si Rui actually ...... It's just that we can't help ourselves, I can't stop his future, besides, if he really doesn't love me, how can he let Yichu send me a million to solve my urgent needs? Also, the person who bought my apartment must have been deliberately arranged by Sirui, although he didn't say it, but I knew that he just couldn't help me on the surface, so he used this way to hide people's eyes!"
Hua Yunliang suddenly wanted to wake up the sinking Ye Feifei with a slap, if he couldn't wake up, he could be killed!
- Ye Feifei, can you be sober, true love will not let go, Shen Sirui's son is married to another woman, you can't let go yet, you are hopelessly stupid, if I were your attending doctor, I would be angry with you!
He closed his eyes and bit his lip with great anger, nodded his head, and said heart-rending words: "Yes, yes, yes, he still loves you and loves you deeply, but you are fated to be inseparable, so you can only accept the reality!"
"Hmm......" Ye Feifei nodded blankly, and a shallow shyness emerged, but the lights were dim and she couldn't see clearly!
- When you can't help falling in love with someone, when you can't quit this addictive thing, even if you are separated, as long as he is willing to give you a little warmth, you still can't hate, and you will never forget it!
- Women are forever lingering in the pleasures of the past and cannot be free, but men can easily withdraw! This is the difference between men and women!
The bubbles are gone, and there is no more snow under this street lamp!
Ye Feifei is not looking at the little white face, but he has not left yet, in fact, as long as someone accompanies him, it doesn't matter who it is!
At this moment, she found that she was really lonely, loneliness turned out to be so terrible!
In fact, her heart was in turmoil, but her reserve and arrogance didn't let her say it, she suddenly turned around, faced the street, sat down on a bench on the side of the road, looked ahead, and said, "Were you playing Xue Zhiqian's "Continuation of Snow" just now?
Hua Yunliang sighed a little dejectedly, took out the small speaker just now, clicked on the mobile phone, and continued to play "Continuation of Snow"!
He sat silently beside Ye Feifei, bowing his head slightly, only to see Ye Feifei indulging in the sad song again, as if this voice was helping her lick the wound that she couldn't touch!
There was a wound in his eyes, which burned into his heart, and his voice had never been so gloomy: "When the White Lotus is not a particularly superior sense of moral pride?"