How would you feel when you received the news of the person you had loved with your life again after many years?

That day, after learning his news, my heart stopped instantly, I admit that I have never forgotten him, I didn't expect that a piece of news from him would have such a big impact on me, his name is like a stone that makes my heart as quiet as a lake ripples, in front of him I am destined to be a loser, a loser of love, I can't forget him, and even miss him more.

In the morning, I was working hard, my phone rang suddenly, I frantically searched for my phone from the desk covered with materials, I was afraid that it was Molly's phone, I was afraid that I missed the opportunity because I missed the answer.

When I found my phone in a pile of materials, when I picked it up and looked at it, my excited heart instantly calmed down, it was Ran Zhu's phone.

"Hey. I pressed the phone and said.

"Shizuko, guess who I saw at school today!" Ran Zhu shouted in a fuss on the phone, the sound was so loud that my ears were deaf, and I hurriedly took the phone away.

"Xu Shuran, are you going to deaf my ears?" After Ran Zhu stopped talking, I put the phone next to my ear and whispered to her.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I didn't control it for a while. Ran Zhu hurriedly apologized to me.

"Tell me, who have you met, which big star is it? I joked.

"I saw Zhang Bei! He went back to our school, it seems to be talking about the orientation internship of graduates, I told you that Zhang Bei is also accompanied by a very beautiful woman, and the relationship between the two is very intimate................................

Ran Zhu was still talking colorfully, but when I heard the words of a particularly beautiful woman next to Zhang Bei, my brain buzzed, and the place in my heart suddenly stopped, and then it hurt like a pinprick in a pin, and I didn't listen to what Ran Zhu said later.

Zhang Bei, a name that has disappeared from my life for 5 years, and the scenes of the past are vivid. Zhang Bei, have you gone back to school? Do you know? The restaurant at the school gate has changed wave after wave, but the wonton shop is still there, and every time I go to Beijing, I will go to the wonton shop at the school gate to eat wontons.

Once, my boss asked me about you, and I said with a sad face, "We broke up." ”

Zhang Bei, do you know? When I said the sentence that we broke up, my heart was very uncomfortable, I still couldn't accept how the two people who were originally good broke up and broke up, the boss is still the boss, the taste of wontons is still the same taste, but we are no longer us, and the person standing next to you is no longer me, but someone else.

"Boss, a bowl of ravioli. ”

"Okay, a bowl of ravioli. The boss repeated loudly through the window to the man sitting outside.

"Okay, your wontons are ready, why do I think you are so familiar? You graduated from this school, right?" the boss asked curiously, looking at the man in front of him.

"Yes, my former girlfriend brought me here. The man smiled at the boss, his smile full of nostalgia for the memories of the past.

"Oh, I remember, your girlfriend is white and clean, and she is also tall, she came here to eat wontons as soon as she came to Beijing, and she came here a few months ago, and every time she came, she cried and ate it. When the boss said the last sentence, he looked distressed.

"She cries and eats it every time?" the man couldn't hide his fluctuating heart even if he was calm, and after the boss said that, he couldn't wait to repeat, his voice trembling a little.

"Yes, I see you care about her too, you guys.........." The boss didn't say anything more, just shook his head, and then turned and walked towards the cash register.

"Haven't you forgotten after 5 years?

"Shizuko, are you listening?" Shizuko ......" Ran Zhu thought something was wrong with me and shouted worriedly on the phone.

"I'm fine, the signal wasn't very good just now, I see, is there anything else you can do? After I finished saying this, I didn't wait for Ran Zhu to speak, so I hung up the phone.

I looked at the bracelet on my hand, tears flowed from my eyes, I cried bitterly in the chair, I hated this feeling of love, it suffocated me.

"Who told you to tell Shizuko!" Lin Jihan was furious at Ran Zhu.

"I can't be angry, why did he Zhang Bei do that to Jingzi, he disappeared without saying a word, and even the breakup was conveyed by others, why should he! Lin Jihan just now If you hadn't stopped me, I would have wanted to go up and slap him for Jingzi!" Ran Zhu looked at Lin Jihan angrily and yelled.

"It's all in the past, and Shizuko is about to start a new life now, aren't you going to make her ...... again? Are you sad once? Isn't it enough to be injured once?Xu Shuran, why are you an elm head!" Lin Jihan looked at Ran Zhu and roared angrily.

"I'm unwilling, I'm angry, I'm just angry!!!" Ran Zhu stood in front of Lin Jihan and cried.

"Grandma, don't you cry, okay? I was wrong, I was wrong, it's all my fault. As soon as Lin Jihan saw Ran Zhu crying, he didn't have a point, he quickly put away his temper, put away his posture and apologized to Ran Zhu.

He held Ran Zhu in his arms, his chin kept swaying back and forth on the top of her head, and his mouth kept coaxing, "Don't cry, don't be angry, your eyes should be swollen if you cry too much, oh, don't cry, it's all my fault, my wife is the kindest and gentleest." ”

Since I learned about Zhang Bei's return to school, I was completely distraught, pouring water in the pantry, the water overflowed I didn't even notice, fortunately my colleague stopped it in time, I looked at her with an embarrassed face, and then walked towards my office with my own water glass.

Halfway through, Lulu greeted me, I ignored her, I was like a ghost, unconscious of the outside world, I was in this state for a day, Molly called me countless times, I didn't hear.

I was like a walking corpse, walking aimlessly on the street, the night breeze was cool, and everyone on the road shivered from the cold, but I was not aware at all, and it suddenly rained when I walked on a sunny sky.

Everyone was sheltering from the rain, but I continued to walk in the rain, when the loneliness and loss came to me, and I cried in the rain.

I carried my wet body back to my apartment, and just ran into Yu Zhou when I got out of the elevator, and the unusualness of two consecutive days made him doubt my spirit, and I didn't bother to explain, but it saved me a trouble.

When I got home, I shut myself in the bathroom, I turned on the shower head and I hid in the water and cried.

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Sogou