Lying on the bed and looking at Zhang Bei's lonely back, I wanted to comfort him, but I was afraid of hurting his self-esteem.

Looking at his unconfident appearance, I suddenly regretted having a child, and I knew that we would be Dink.

My hand stopped on his back, and it didn't come down.

I rolled over and lay back to back on the same bed with him.

None of us fell asleep that night, each thinking about our own thoughts.

The next day, Zhang Bei got up early as usual to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, and then came back and made breakfast for me.

After I got up and washed up, I went to the dining room, where he was already seated at the table.

When he saw me coming, he quickly got up and went to serve me soup, and today he stewed chicken soup for me.

After I took a sip of the chicken soup, I looked at him and said, "I thought about it, it's very annoying to have a child, and I can't even take care of myself, let alone take care of a child, so I decided not to have a child." ”

"I'm going to go to the hospital today for a check-up, and if we can, we'll do LVF. Zhang Bei said while drinking the soup in his bowl.

"That...... The doctor said you could be on medication, so ......"

"It's okay, as long as it is what you want, I will try my best to satisfy you, don't worry about me. "Zhang Bei is still so gentle, and I am so gentle that I am starting to hate myself.

"Hurry up and eat, I'll take you to school when you're done. Zhang Bei smiled at me and said.

In this way, after Zhang Bei dropped me off at school, he drove me to the hospital.

One day I was a little restless, and Ran Zhu called me behind me for a long time, but I didn't hear it.

"Shizuko, what are you doing! I called you all the way, didn't you hear?" ran to me and said breathlessly.

I suddenly came back to my senses, looked at her blankly and asked, "Did you call me?"

"Of course! I've called you all the way! What do you think? I heard from a classmate today that you are absent-minded in class, why did you quarrel with Zhang Bei?" Ran Zhu looked at me and asked with concern.

"No, what's the matter, what are you looking for me?"

"Oh, isn't that school counting the list of non-Beijing employees, you can take the time to register with the teaching office. ”

"What are you doing here?"

"Who knows, you go and register first. ”

"Okay, I'll be over in a moment. ”

"Don't forget, by the way, haven't you moved?" said Ranzhu, looking at my stomach and asking in a low voice.

"Nope. I replied with a look of loss.

"Don't stress too much, relax, this thing is not certain, you and I didn't come when I thought about it, and then I didn't want to relax and he came. "Ran Zhu comforted me.

"We're different for you, just let it be. ”

"Okay, then I still have one class, I'm going to class, and I'll go home after class in a while?"

"Okay, I'll wait for you. ”

After parting with Ran Zhu, I returned to the office alone, and I lay listlessly on the desk in the office.

During this period, Guo Lei came to the office to put things, he taught Ma Zhe, three years older than me, a native of Beijing, and he looked like a talent, and he had pursued me before, but I didn't promise him.

He said that he was quite frustrated by my refusal, because no one had rejected him before me.

Yes, they have a Beijing hukou, a house and a car, their parents are both regular employees of the education system, their aunt is a doctor, and their uncle is a lawyer.

No matter how you look at the family, it can be regarded as a high match, but even if you are a relative of the emperor and the country, I don't look down on you, and all the configurations are low in my opinion!.

When he saw me sitting listlessly at my desk in the office, he walked up to me and asked with concern, "Mr. Liang, what's wrong with you?"

I glanced at him and said lightly, "It's okay, it's just that I'm tired from class, just take a break." ”

I thought it would be time for him to leave after I said that, but he was still standing there looking at me motionless.

I frowned, looked at him and asked, "What, is there anything else with Mr. Guo?"

"Ah, does that Teacher Liang have time for the evening? I want to treat you to dinner. "Guo Lei suddenly invited me to dinner in the evening.

"Invite me to dinner, do you have the matter?" I immediately became alarmed, and since I had rejected him in public, we had not spoken more than three words between us.

Why did he suddenly invite me to dinner? Surely the weasel didn't have a good heart for the chickens!

"You've heard that the school is counting non-Beijing workers, right?" he asked, looking at me.

I nodded at him, didn't I just listen to Ran Zhu?

"This statistic is because the Education Bureau can give our school 3 places for Beijing hukou, and my parents are in the Education Bureau. He looked at me with a look you understand.

I suddenly felt sick to my stomach, the Beijing hukou is not attractive to me at all, so I don't care whether it is a Beijing hukou or not.

I angrily picked up my bag and was about to leave the office, but Guo Lei hurriedly pulled my arm.

I waved his hand violently, then looked at him angrily and said, "I'm married, Mr. Guo hasn't forgotten, right?" At the same time, I hope Mr. Guo will not tarnish the title of teacher!"

"No, I'm kind enough to help you, how can your mind think of me like this?" Guo Lei looked at me and said angrily.

"Okay, then I thank Mr. Guo for his kindness, I don't need to thank you!" I suppressed the anger in my heart and kept myself calm.

"Teacher Liang, just because I like you, you can hurt me like this?" Guo Lei looked at me with an aggrieved face.

I looked at him like that, and I couldn't help but feel a gimmick in my heart, but I really want to be a decent man and a gentleman! I really want to dismantle him, I yelled angrily, "I, Liang Jingzi, are different from the women you knew before, and I don't care about the Beijing hukou at all." ”

"Shizuko, I know that you are not happy with him, I can give you your happiness, how long have you two been married, and you don't even have a child. Guo Lei approached me excitedly.

I hurriedly stepped back, I looked at him and yelled loudly, "Whether my husband and I are happy or not, what does it have to do with you, and whether we have children or not, what does it matter to you! Can't we want to be a Dink family? Are you a Pacific policeman? You can't give me the happiness I want, and don't talk to me in the future, if you're harassing me, I'll tell the hospital leader." ”

As soon as I had said that, I turned around and left the office in a fit of rage.

After walking out of the office, I gave Zhang Bei a call.

"Where are you?"

"I'm at home, what's wrong?"

"Can you come and pick me up? I miss you. As she spoke, I began to cry.

My cry made Zhang Bei panic on the other end of the phone, and he quickly asked, "What's wrong with you? Who bullied you?"

"You come and pick me up, I want to go home!"

"Okay, I'll go over now. ”

After Zhang Bei put down the phone, he hurried out and drove to pick me up.

I waited at the school gate for 20 minutes before he arrived, and when he saw me, he jumped out of the car.

When I saw him coming, I ran to him and threw myself into his arms.

"What's wrong?" Zhang Bei asked anxiously as he looked down at me in his arms.

"I miss you. I hid in his arms and said aggrievedly.

Zhang Bei gently stroked my head and said softly, "Didn't we just separate in the morning?

"Well, I miss you, I miss you, I want to, I want to. "I'm coquettish in his arms.