Chapter 37: Open Your Heart

Her family didn't understand, thinking she was pretending, saying that she was tired of school and didn't want to go to school, and she was under pressure all the time, and from there she was unwilling to tell anyone else the truth.

The teachers could only look at her blank test papers again and again, and her hands shook from time to time, barely judging what happened to her, and her classmates were even more secretive, she was cowardly by nature, but she understood that the weak eat the strong, and knew that if everything was discovered, she would probably be treated as a freak.

Now that I have received a lot of cold reception, it is hard to imagine that I will continue to ......

Those spider-web-like delicate thoughts, the pain of struggling little by little, and the blows again and again, Mu Qianyan told him in detail, that was the first and only time, Mu Qianyan said all his thoughts to a man.

She didn't know why, if it weren't for the person in front of her Gu Liangchuan, she would definitely feel crazy.

Gu Liangchuan wrinkled his eyebrows tightly, the girl's gentle and shallow voice was very gentle, and there was a faint smile on her lips, as if she was telling someone else's story.

It's hard to imagine that the pain of such depression and struggle was borne by herself, maybe just a few hours ago, the little girl in front of her was still struggling to bear the pain.

Mu Qianyan was faint, some things had passed for her for too long, and only when she talked about the last week, Mu Qianyan could feel something.

The nervous review is full of key formulas, the textbooks that I have almost forgotten, the study plans that are full of arranged plans, those are not too difficult for Mu Qianyan, what is even more difficult is the huge mental pressure, the rope hanging around the neck that may tighten at any time, and the feeling of powerlessness that will not change no matter how hard he struggles.

Mu Qianyan smiled self-deprecatingly, "Sometimes I really want to be a real scumbag, so that there will be no sense of gap." ”

Gu Liangchuan's brows tightened again, not for anything else, just because Gu Ning had also said something similar.

He still remembered that when Gu Ning first arrived at his house, he asked Gu Ning why his grades were so bad, Gu Ning stiffened his neck and didn't speak, he was angry with Gu Ning, forcing Gu Ning to smash a workbook in front of him, which was several times more difficult than the exam paper, and he wrote a lot, all in Gu Ning's own handwriting.

He remembered that Gu Ning was very angry at that time, and yelled at him: "Do you think I don't want to? I really want to be unable to learn by myself, I am a real scumbag, and I can accept your scolding with peace of mind!"

That was the first time he saw Gu Ning lose his temper, and it was also the first time he learned about Gu Ning's psychological disorder.

"It's okay, I'm here. ”

The ghost made the gods, Gu Liangchuan said this, Gu Ning was also like this at that time, there was a big fuss, the clear eyes in the past were full of despair, and it was Gu Liangchuan, the uncle, who definitely couldn't stand it.

He also patted Gu Ning's shoulder and said the same thing.

Subconsciously, Gu Liangchuan even felt that Mu Qianyan was the female version of Gu Ning, who was equally stubborn, equally unwilling to admit defeat, and equally vulnerable.

Mu Qianyan wiped her red eyes, her eyes were full of emotion, unbelievable, the person who patted her hand in front of her, that vivid Gu Liangchuan.

Unconsciously thinking of the previous life, Mu Qianyan felt that she was really stupid, and she was like this in the previous life, her heart knot, as long as she shared it with Gu Liangchuan, Gu Liangchuan would also be like this, gently patting her hand, gently comforting, no matter how uncomfortable it was, she would be fine if she told him.

She doesn't know how to cherish Gu Liangchuan, who prefers her, and thinks about Gu Zhitian who is disgusted with her.

Mu Qianyan smiled lightly, she really regretted it.

After the unspeakable girl's heart was finished, the topic became much easier, Gu Liangchuan was like a big brother in a sense, tolerating Mu Qianyan's many shortcomings.

And Gu Liangchuan was also surprised that the girl who was only eighteen looked at the problem to the point and was extremely thorough.

If you want to say that the first meeting was because of Gu Ning, then the next conversation was all for Gu Liangchuan herself, this seemingly simple little girl in front of her seemed to have a lot of things on her body that he couldn't see through.

Even this girl can let him chat with people without purpose at all, and the atmosphere is gradually getting better, which is a novel experience for both of them.

They talked a lot, the past and the present, and even the unreachable future, Gu Liangchuan didn't mention the company, Mu Qianyan didn't mention the Mu family, they were the most relaxed topics and the most pleasant way.

After eating a meal, the relationship between the two seemed to be a lot closer, Mu Qianyan left with satisfaction, and Gu Liangchuan was also a lot more relieved.

It's just that after such a long time, Gu Ning has already left, Zhang Yun can't stop him, so he can only wait outside the private room to make amends, but the young master is in a good mood today, and Zhang Yun is safe and sound.

When he went back that day, Mu Qianyan gave up the test papers and books that he had been struggling with, flipped out Gu Liangchuan, who was secretly photographed in his mobile phone, and read it over and over again......

The tense exam came as scheduled, and in the third year of high school, all the examination rooms were like battlefields, the test results determined the victory or defeat, and all the positions were arranged quite strictly.

There are only two people, and they have a complicated mentality about the coming of this exam, Mu Qianyan knows his psychological obstacles, and after fighting for so many weeks, back and forth, back and forth, there is no effect, this time the exam is really going to be, I really don't know how to face it.

Gu Ning, on the other hand, was full of doubts, and last night his uncle talked to him for the first time, saying a bunch of things that he didn't have, mentioning exams, mentioning his psychological disorders, and giving him a burst of analysis, so that he didn't sleep well all night.

Gu Ning laughed at himself, what is the use of saying so much? When it comes to the exam, he is the same, he has not been able to take the exam well for a long time, as for the reason, it seems that Gu Liangchuan also asked last night, but the time is too long, Gu Ning feels that he doesn't remember.

Speaking of this, there are more doubts, it should be why Gu Liangchuan brought up this matter, does it have anything to do with his waste wood at the same table?

Gu Ning looked quietly, the person seemed to be still concentrating on memorizing, obviously the exam was about to take place, no matter what he memorized, it was too late.

Idiot!

Gu Ning secretly complained in his heart, in his eyes, Mu Qianyan has always been a fool who can't get up no matter how he studies, even if he keeps studying now, it will still be the same when the time comes, and he will be as bad as him in the exam.

He doesn't learn or write, Mu Qianyan is even worse than him, even if he studies seriously, he still can't write anything.

Thinking of yesterday's scene, my uncle was at the same table with the waste wood, I really don't know where my uncle likes her, except for a face, there is nothing, but yes, an old man like my uncle doesn't like this type.