63. Dare to take the first step, and it would be good
Updated: 2011-12-12
The atmosphere began to become a little solemn, no one spoke, and everyone's eyes fell on Duoduo, hoping that she would wake up at this moment.
The man in the bed slowly opened his eyes, his long eyelashes swaying, and his black eyes were nothing but dazed, as if all these things were strange.
Head, still hurts. Everything in front of me became a little blurry, and the only thing familiar was the smell of bed, or that faint lemon scent. I tried to open my eyes, and the edge of the bed was full of people. Yun who has not dried her tears, her mother who is surprised, and Xiao Luofan who is full of affection. All of this is as if in a dream, so illusory, it feels, it is very unreal.
The temperature from the palm of the hand is real, many people want to pull their hands, but they find that they are tightly pulled by the big hand at the other end, and finally try to open their eyes, and gradually see the person in front of them, this face.
There is a little more sadness on the handsome face, and there is no previous ruffian smell, where is the unruly and stubborn in the bones?
In his eyes, he was full of affection, sadness, guilt, and pity.
I really want to touch the sadness on his face with my hand, don't frown, frowning is really ugly.
A lot of thoughts, she thinks so much, it's just that she can't. With the man in front of you, there shouldn't be any more intersections in the future, that's it, let it go, it's good for each other.
Time, it seems to be quiet, looking at the eyes of many people lingering on Xiao Luofan, everyone doesn't speak, they just want many people to judge their minds in person.
"Mom, send him away, and thank him for saving me today!" After saying his words lightly, Duoduo turned his face to the other side, blank, with no expression on his face. Forcefully pulled back his hand, regardless of whether the person on the other end was willing or not, he curled himself up in the bed, not wanting to see this prosperous world again.
The heart hurts, it hurts endlessly. When Xiao Luofan heard this, his heart was completely broken. Why does she still want to avoid me, can't she face everything honestly?
With a bit of a dull gaze, he shook his head, in addition to being puzzled, he was sad, Xiao Luofan sat on the ground in a decadent manner, and many of these words immediately sent him into the eighteenth layer of hell.
"Did you hear it, let you go, you can go......" Mother Xu approached him, there was a hint of pleading in her voice, there was no previous roar, at this moment she only hoped that he would disappear quickly.
Yun watched all this, didn't make a sound, could only watch quietly, she couldn't help anything. She knew that Duoduo must be in a very uncomfortable mood at the moment, but she didn't understand why she wanted to drive him away, did Duoduo really not want to see him? Could it be that when he left, the matter would be resolved? Will all things pass?
"Do you really want me to go?" Xiao Luofan didn't look at Mother Xu, just stared at Duoduo's back, and said this sentence quietly, which was self-narration and as if asking.
In my heart, I waited for a voice to say no, and I hope she can say no.
Many heartbeats leaked, but in their hearts they were still hesitant, and they didn't understand why they wanted to drive him away. I just don't want to have any more intersections, I don't want to be involved with the past anymore, I just don't want to be linked to these past events in the future, so it's fine.
Yes, that's fine.
"Let's go!" said in a resolute voice, though two seconds late.
Xiao Luofan thought that there would be the answer he was expecting, but this voice was too cold, so cold that he had to believe that this was the truth.
"Okay, I'll go..."Reluctantly looked at it a few more times, greedy eyes, wanting to remember her appearance, her figure, could it be that this time when she left, was it really gone?
In an instant, many tears flowed down their faces, and their hearts hurt wantonly, and the place on the chest seemed to be missing a large piece, no matter how to fill it, it couldn't be filled, and it was unspeakably uncomfortable.
Xiao Luofan stood up, the numbness under his feet made him almost unsteady and publicly criticized, but he was still strong, and after kneeling for a few hours, no matter how normal a person is, he will feel uncomfortable, and the clothes on his body have changed from wet to the current look of not doing anything, with bare feet and torn shirts, so he is not down, which makes people feel unbearable.
Xiao Luofan walked out of this room quietly, quietly, without making a sound, he didn't look back, with a little determination on his face, since she let him leave, since this is her wish, she, if she does this, she is really happy, then it will fulfill her.
To love someone is not to possess, but to fulfill.
Isn't it?What kind of stupid thing is this~b said, Xiao Luofan really wants to kick him a few times, these so-called careless and awe-inspiring love principles, can they make each other happy, it's really shameless and idiotic.
Cursing a few words in his heart, he pushed open the door, and in the evening, the sunset was extraordinarily red, red and gorgeous, a little dazzling, and the wind blew gently, a little more cold, so that Xiao Luofan, who was now disheveled, couldn't help but gasp.
Could it be that autumn is coming?
Oh, summer flies so fast!
Along that big road, ignoring the eyes and ridicule of others, barefoot, ragged shirts, and depressed expressions, people who don't know still think that they are crazy people who came from somewhere, and from time to time there are onlookers, Xiao Luofan is indifferent to everything, walking casually, as if he has not seen anything, this road, I don't know where to go.
Where is home for children abandoned by love?
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The room was still quiet, many of them were sobbing silently, not daring to cry too loudly, for fear that their mother and Yun would be worried, and the tears that hurried down quickly wet the pillow towel.
Mother Xu sat on the edge of the bed and patted the quilt gently.
"Duoduo, is it okay for mom to cook you soup to drink?" he spoke softly, not wanting to be too loud, as if he was frightened her.
When did the strong Duoduo become so vulnerable, it was necessary for others to speak with her feelings in mind. Many, aren't you very strong, you have the ability to stand up!
was entangled in her heart, the last person she wanted to face was her mother, who scarred herself and worried her loved ones.
"Duoduo, you should say, don't let your aunt worry, okay?" Yun's emotions were a little excited, she was afraid that Duoduo would not stand up again, and she and Mother Xu would not be able to hold on.
"I'm fine...", Duoduo wiped the tears from his face, wiped them clean, leaving no traces.
"I'm fine, you don't have to worry!" Duoduo turned his face and finished the sentence casually, the corners of his mouth squeezed out a smile as if nothing happened, and he smiled weakly, and his smile was pale, without a trace of warmth.
The contrast between her pale face and her red eyes was that anyone could tell that she had just cried.
"It's okay..."Mother Xu clenched her many hands, tears, and began to flow uncontrollably, the tears in her eyes were flickering, deepening the scale of the crow's feet at the corners of her eyes.
"Mom, I'm really fine!" Seeing my mother's sad and sad appearance, Duoduo's heart hurt a little, and his nose was sour. Jumping up from the bed, approaching her mother, she gently raised her hand and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Yun watched from the sidelines, and her eyes involuntarily reddened.
"Mom, I want to drink soup, can you cook it and drink it, I'm so hungry!" Duoduo touched his stomach, he was indeed a little hungry, he only ate one bread a day today, in order to be able to stand on the glitter table beautifully, he didn't even dare to eat more breakfast, for fear that the extra fat on his lower abdomen would affect the beauty of the skirt.
"Okay, you wait!" Mother Xu smiled a little more on her face, jumped like a child, and agreed firmly.
Duoduo smiled, and a smile bloomed on his pale face, as flawless as a white lotus.
After his mother left, Duoduo finally took off his armed guard and pretended to be strong with a smile. I don't want my mother to worry, I can only do this, but in front of Yun, she doesn't want to pretend, she doesn't need to pretend, she wants to cry, cry happily.
"Duoduo, cry if you want to!" Yun hugged her, patted her on the back gently, and muttered like comforting a child.
"I'm sad, I'm so sad, why is this happening, why is it ?!!" Many tears flowed down her cheeks and fell on Yun's shoulders like a river bank without an embankment.
"It's okay, it's all over, good..." Yun didn't know what to say, she could only comfort, she could only hug her tightly, and let everything pass slowly.
"You know what? I was supposed to be the brightest girl yesterday, but it turned out like this, everything was ruined for me!" Duoduo pushed Yun away, his face was a little more hideous, a little dazed, a little painful, a little overwhelmed, and then, like an animal that couldn't find a person to vent, he went crazy and tore off the quilt on the bed.
"Duoduo, don't be like this..... don't be like this!" Yun hugged her, her voice was very close to pleading, she didn't want to look at her like this, as if she had lost her mind, a little scary.
"Woo... What should I do?" many people buried their heads in Yun's neck sockets, spoke weakly, swayed like a boat that had lost its sense of direction, lost its direction, could not find the last morning star in the night, could not see the road ahead, wanted to turn back, but the distance was too far.
"It's okay, it's all over, tomorrow is a new day!" Yun wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, but she just wanted to arouse a lot of fighting spirit, and didn't want her to be so decadent again.
"Tomorrow?" hum, Duoduo sneered a few times, "Tomorrow waiting for others to see the joke?"
She couldn't imagine what it would be like tomorrow, would she be able to go to Laimi? It was her first job, and she had just made a little achievement, and she made such a big deal, so what kind of shame did she have to stay in?
"Tomorrow, continue to go to work, as if nothing happened!" Yun's voice was very firm, because this trick was taught to her a lot, and when everything didn't happen, it would be fine.
It's just that what is happening now, can it be that it hasn't happened?
Yun doesn't dare to guarantee it, but if she dares to take the first step, it will be fine!