Chapter 82: My Heart (1)

Pei Rui looked at her, stood up straight, his face was a little flustered, and he rubbed his hair. When Min Xili saw him, he didn't know what to say, he just stared at him, and his brain couldn't turn at all. I just feel like I'm sleepwalking.

Pei Rui didn't expect that at one o'clock in the morning, Min Xili would suddenly open the room and find him standing in front of her door in a daze. Obviously, he was angry, and he came here again to punish him. It's self-inflicted.

This habit was actually had by Pei Rui a long time ago, he used to stand in the study, pacing back and forth and thinking about things, as if his thoughts were more clear at night, but after Min Xili moved in, he didn't know when he loved to stand in front of her door and guard her quietly. So many times he actually knew that Min Xili couldn't sleep, turned on the small desk lamp and didn't know what to do in the room.

said that she was guarding her, but in fact, she should also be guarding herself.

He didn't know what to do with Min Xili many times, he couldn't force it, he was afraid that she would leave again in a fit of anger, and he couldn't bear to talk to her too much, knowing that she was young and bored because of her mother's affairs, so he could only guard and protect her. Sometimes Pei Rui herself is also conflicted, feeling that she has protected her too well, but it makes her forget to consider herself. However, he is a man, although he really did the fake drama he proposed, but Min Xili faked it too much, and Pei Rui was more irritable after he got angry.

Originally, she didn't eat tonight, and Pei Rui was a little worried. I originally wanted Min Xili to be soft, but I couldn't sleep after tossing and turning in the room, so I simply got up and went to the study to deal with work, but my mind was not on work at all, thinking that I was tossing and turning here, Min Xili slept peacefully in the room, and my heart was upset, so I could only stand at her door and calm down. Unexpectedly, after standing for just two minutes, Min Xili opened the door, but he was startled, thinking that the voice in his heart was heard by her.

Pei Rui saw that Min Xili didn't speak, and if he didn't say anything, the night would be too quiet: "What's the matter? Are you hungry?"

Min Xili held on to the door and asked him, "You can't sleep either?"

Min Xili didn't knowingly ask him why he was standing at his door, and the two of them stood across the aisle like that, chatting very comfortably.

Pei Rui didn't step forward either, he felt as if he had taken too many steps.

"Well, thinking about something. ”

Min Xili asked him, "What are you thinking, maybe you can tell me." ”

Pei Rui looked at her intently, she was wearing a long goose yellow nightdress, her hair was scattered and all draped over her shoulders, even if she took off her makeup, her skin looked very fair under the light, and her lips were not as good as during the day, faintly dyed red.

She felt a little haggard and looked more tired than her own patient.

Pei Rui shook his head, thinking that it was better to forget it, there was no need to let their love become a burden to each other. This is too morally kidnapping.

"Nothing, nonsense. Pei Rui turned off the light in the study and pulled the door: "Go to sleep." ”

When Min Xili saw Pei Rui walking forward, he impulsively stepped forward and hugged his waist without thinking too much, feeling that his back brought him an endless sense of security.

Pei Rui didn't know why, he knew that he was greedy for Min Xili's dependence, but he was afraid that she was just dependent on him, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"You're angry, aren't you?" Min Xili's voice was so low that only he could hear it, and then raised the decibel again: "Are you angry? ”

Pei Rui patted her hand around her waist, but she didn't give up her heart after all: "I won't ignore you." Pei Rui felt that Min Xili was too different from her, more like sleepwalking: "Go to sleep, don't think nonsense." ”

"Is it really my crankiness?" Min Xili hugged her waist more tightly and asked Pei Rui: "Why don't you ask a little bit of me?"

Pei Rui let her hold him like that, this was the first time Min Xili took the initiative to hold him, which was stronger and more possessive than this afternoon.

"I'm not going to force you to do anything you don't like. Pei Rui gently patted her with his bandaged hand, and felt that Xili let go of him, and faced her with the same unfazed look: "Xili, when you get up tomorrow, everything will still be the same." Go to sleep. ”

Pei Rui comforted her, feeling that he was also comforting himself. He was suddenly discouraged, feeling that he had missed a great opportunity to get her, and she was now fragile and hesitant, extremely sensitive.

Even if Pei Rui feels that he already knows her very well, he still can't bear to hurt her, just like a little fox who trusts you to show her belly, how can you bear to deliberately step on it in order to test her agility.

Min Xili shook his head, stood in front of him, and looked at him. Gently holding his injured left hand, gently putting it to his lips, and kissing Pei Rui's hand gently, tears fell down like beads.

She didn't want to cry, but she couldn't stop her nose from being sore.

Pei Rui hurriedly wiped away her tears with his hands, this was the second time Min Xili cried in front of him without warning. He cried so much that he didn't know what to do, and he couldn't even say words of comfort.

Pei Rui gently wiped away her tears: "I arranged a plane for you to go to Xia Erxili, and also informed the Admiral, tomorrow Song Si will send you to the airport." ”

Min Xili looked at him, as if he couldn't believe it.

"Why did you have to send me away?

Pei Rui touched her hair, feeling that he had given her all the tenderness and patience in this life: "I know that you have been in a bad mood lately and have been thinking about your mother, but don't be afraid, boldly go to Xia Ersili to find her." I found it, and I came back after confirming that she was doing well, and if I couldn't find it, I went to say goodbye to her. ”

Pei Rui lives with himself: "Sometimes parents also have their own lives, if they quit our growth halfway, they definitely don't want to." I'm the same, if one day, you don't need me anymore, I'll quit your world too......"

Min Xili looked at him aggrievedly: "I know, it's not this incident that keeps me awake." On the way back home, I was actually ready, and no matter what happened to my mother, I had to learn to let go. Because I have more important things to do. ”

"Huh?" Pei Rui didn't know what else she was hiding from herself: "What's the matter?"

Min Xili plucked up his courage and looked at Pei Rui's eyes, no matter how unlovely Pei Rui was in the eyes of outsiders, but Min Xili admired him and attached to him.

"I have a matter on my mind, I don't know how to tell you, I'm afraid you won't believe me. ”

"How could I not believe you, I believe everything you say. ”

"I want to accompany you......" Min Xili added after speaking: "I also want to be like you to me, help me settle those troubles, take me to Liulichang, take me to relax, and listen to my heart...... I can ...... too."

Min Xili felt that his sentences didn't seem to have a good brain at all, and the gibberish was illogical, afraid that Pei Rui wouldn't understand, and afraid that Pei Rui would hear the ambiguity: "Pei Rui, I also care about you very much!"

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