Chapter 12 Heart-to-heart with Daddy
Xiao Guoliang didn't pay much attention to Xiao Yang along the way, although his eldest brother Xiao Guozhong praised Xiao Yang for how good he was, he still felt uncomfortable. In his opinion, children should do children's things, and those things that make money should be done by adults.
Xiao Yang looked at his father a little angry, a little funny and a little sad, he knew that his father was angry because he cared about him. Shrinking his face under the fur collar of his military coat, Xiao Yang said loudly: "Dad, don't be angry, I know you're worried, I just want to help the family, you guys are working too hard, don't worry, I will never do those things you don't want to see, I'm already sensible!"
Xiao Guoliang listened to the child's words, but his nose was sore, and tears almost flowed out, fortunately, he drove against the wind, wiped the corners of his eyes with the sleeves of his coat, and then feigned anger: "You stinky boy, do you know that I drove back with joy, but I don't know where you ran, ******, do you know what my mood was at that time? Can I blame your aunt? Your uncle scolded your aunt, and I still stopped it, but do you know how anxious I was?"
"Dad...... I'm sorry. Xiao Yang's eyes were a little red, he was a man in two lives, although he had never been a father, but he could feel that feeling: "It's me who owes it, don't worry, next time I do something, I will definitely discuss it with you first." ”
"Alas, I don't know what's going on, I found that since you had a high fever during the summer vacation, it seems to have changed a person, and the words suddenly look good, although the academic performance is very good, but it is not so exaggerated, and then the business experience in my head is much more flexible than that of an adult like me. ”
Xiao Guoliang faced the wind, and spoke in a loud voice, but a little low, "Dad is not a good father, he didn't let you live a happy life with your mother, and now he still lives in the mountains, and he doesn't even have electricity, but he still wants you to suffer with it, Dad is not afraid that you will steal Dad's limelight, but I feel that there are some things that you should not worry about at your age." Moreover, when Dad can't find you, I'm really worried about you!"
Xiao Yang was already in tears at this time, stroking his father's driver's seat with one hand, and grabbing the hood sitting under him with the other, and choked up: "Dad, don't talk about it...... I am very happy with my mother, and the root of happiness is because our family is complete, really! I can have nothing in this life, but I can't live without you, everything I do is also to make it easy for you and your mother, so that you can live a happy life as soon as possible, you have to believe in your son, some things can't tell the reason and reason, but the son really has the ability to let you live well. I love you guys, I really ...... I can't live without you!" The last sentence, Xiao Yang couldn't cry anymore, he had been holding back this sentence for almost thirty years, and he had never said it to his parents.
Did the father in his previous life know that his son loved him very much when he left?
Xiao Guoliang couldn't hold back any longer, parked the car on the side of the road with trembling hands, hugged his son and cried bitterly, how many people knew about the depression and grievances that had been hidden in his heart for many years. The early death of his parents made Xiao Guoliang shoulder the burden of a family prematurely, starting from scratch, from nothing to now having a house and land, and buying a car, his pride and sadness, how many people can understand!
Unexpectedly, today he was reminded of the sad past by his son, Xiao Guoliang didn't want his father and mother all these years, people can live without money, they can have no power, but they can't live without their father and mother!
There was no car on the road, Xiao Guoliang and Xiao Yang, father and son, took a long time to calm down, and then Xiao Guoliang took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, but it was a box of China that Xiao Guozhong had just given him, Xiao Guoliang didn't know how much this cigarette cost, but judging from this exquisite packaging, it would not be too cheap.
His hands trembled slightly, and there was a little wind, and when he lit a cigarette, he struck several matches without lighting them, and Xiao Yang lit them with his coat. After taking a puff of cigarette and taking another breath, Xiao Guoliang suddenly smiled: "You little rabbit cub, do you know, your father and me...... I haven't cried since your grandparents died, and I was very happy today, but I didn't want to be cried by your kid. ”
Xiao Yang took the cigarette case from his father's hand, took out one and lit it, and praised it: "Zhonghua (see note)! ”
"What?" Xiao Guoliang glanced at the cigarette in his hand in disbelief, and then said disdainfully: "Just this cigarette is dozens of yuan a box? It's crazy, there are still people who buy it! If you have money to burn, you can smoke it very fart!"
"Hey, the mentality of the rich, you'll understand it later. Xiao Yang glanced at his father, and then said with a smile: "Do you know how much my chicken sells to that hotel?"
Xiao Guoliang was angry with his son before, and he had forgotten about this stubble, Xiao Yang reminded him that his son had successfully signed a contract with others, and glanced at Xiao Yang, "Just the chicken we raised? ”
"Haha, okay then, I'll give you fifty yuan per chicken in the future!" Xiao Yang smiled like a cunning little fox, the tears just now were still hanging on his face, and he became a cat face, and he didn't care, "Then I can earn fifty!"
"What are you talking about?" Xiao Guoliang was excited, the cigarette in his hand almost fell, and he looked at Xiao Yang in disbelief: "You sell a chicken for a hundred yuan?
"My good father, this is just like the cigarette in your hand, a few yuan a piece, isn't it still someone who buys it and someone smokes?" Xiao Yang looked at his father with a smile: "Once a person is very rich, the consideration of food, clothing, housing and transportation is no longer economical, but grade! A pack of cigarettes sold outside for two yuan, into a big hotel, at least ten yuan, you don't have to be too expensive, in a more high-end hotel, a bowl of noodles costs seventy or eighty ......."
Xiao Guoliang grew his mouth, and the cigarette in his hand grew up, but he forgot to smoke it, and he remembered it when he was about to burn his hand, and smashed it: "Who did you listen to? Is this really fake?"
Xiao Guoliang would no longer dare to deny his son's statement directly, because so far, every suggestion Xiao Yang has given him is correct, and he has begun to be a little unable to see through this son. But he didn't doubt anything, because it was his child.
"Dad, do you believe that there is reincarnation in this world?" Xiao Yang did not answer his father directly, but asked a very irrelevant sentence.
", your dad and I go up to the mountains to hunt and kill countless animals every year, and I haven't hunted anything? I haven't seen anyone come back to me!" Xiao Guoliang said with a laugh when he heard this.
"That's because you have too much evil energy!" Xiao Yang said secretly in his heart, smiling, he knew that his father was an atheist, "Dad, let me tell you this, the day I had a high fever, I had a long, long dream, in the dream, I have gone through a long period of life, I have experienced a lot of things, and the me in the dream, let you **** A lot of heart, and very unproductive, I didn't fulfill a little filial piety to you and my mother, so I will feel sad after I wake up, and I vow not to let that dream come true, I want to rely on my own efforts to let you and your mother live a happy life. Dad, do you understand what I say?"
Xiao Guoliang put away his smiling face, looked at his son and nodded, shook his head again, and said: "I can't understand it, but I know that no matter what, you are my good son! Those are just nightmares, nothing has happened, don't think nonsense, Dad has always been proud of you." The so-called filial piety is not what your parents need you to do, but as long as you pretend to be your father and mother in your heart, we are very satisfied. ”
Xiao Guoliang didn't ask his son what he would be like in his dream in the end, he couldn't believe it or not, the changes in his son's body, he as a father could still notice it.
"Well, yes, those were nightmares and will never happen again. Xiao Yang raised his face and smiled, and said to his father: "Let me have a meeting, I've been driving for more than half the way, you should be tired, rest for a while." ”
"Can you drive?" Xiao Guoliang looked incredulous.
"I learned it in my dreams. Xiao Yang drove his father aside, sat in the driver's seat, lit the fire, stepped on the clutch, put on gear, released the clutch, fueled, and got off...... The brand-new tractor, with a cheerful sound, headed ahead.
Note: Xiaodao forgot the price of Chinese cigarettes in 92, at that time, I only saw relatives bring it back from the city, and I didn't know how to smoke, so I naturally didn't pay attention to its price at that time, some things are too many years after all, and they have been blurred. Let's just keep this price at this price, and don't take it too seriously.
Also, this chapter ...... I was a little emotional when I wrote it, and I was in tears when I wrote it. Knife's father passed away last year and really misses him. I hope that friends whose parents are built can care more about their fathers and mothers if they have nothing to do, just like Xiao Guoliang's words in the book, filial piety does not mean that your parents want you to do anything, but you must always pretend to be your father and mother in your heart, go home often to see if you have nothing to do, and take time out to make phone calls when you are busy with work, don't let the elderly worry.