May.

The sky is full of dark clouds, and the gloomy clouds are like countless devil's claws, which can penetrate people's hearts, making people feel particularly depressed and breathless.

On the top of Luojia Mountain in Beichuan, a tall and thin gray-clothed young man was standing at this moment.

The young man's expression was indifferent, his eyes were blank, and he had no fear in the face of the cliff hundreds of meters below him.

"God, why are you so unfair, why did you give me a life, but you were so cruel to me? Sooner or later, you will die, you can take me away now......"

With the roar of the young man, a whirlwind suddenly blew on the top of the mountain, blowing the rocks and grass around him, as if he was also complaining about the young man.

This person's surname is Luo Mingcheng, nicknamed Sanbao, is a native of Luojia Village in front of the mountain, because the first two parents were daughters, and finally gave birth to a son, so it is the baby of the family, plus the third in the ranking, it is the three treasures.

Sanbao is already in his twenties this year, graduated from the acupuncture department of a Chinese medicine university three years ago, and has basically been in the painful whirlwind of employment and unemployment, re-employment and re-unemployment.

In these years, it is too difficult to find a suitable job, because it is an unpopular major in college (acupuncture, it seems that except for a few medical institutions such as traditional Chinese medicine hospitals, other places are not needed), and the economic conditions of the family are very difficult, and there is no way and background, so I can only live a day without a day outside.

Before graduating, Sanbao's initial idea was that it would be best to enter a provincial medical institution, and if it really didn't work, it would be okay to enter a municipal hospital.

Although the family's economic situation is very bad, but Sanbao's grades in college are very good, his personality is also cheerful and lively, and his diligent and down-to-earth attitude has also been recognized by everyone.

According to Sanbao's idea, he has good grades, he is a cadre of the student union at school, and he is even a member of a certain party, and the employment situation of his brothers and sisters in the previous sessions is quite passable, so it should not be a problem to find a suitable job.

At that time, I will also have the ability to repay my parents and two sisters in the countryside.

In order to study for themselves, the two sisters dropped out of school early and went home, and soon after they got married, and the parents who worked in the family farm were even more for their own studies.

Even so, after four years of college, the family still has a lot of debts, there is no way, the cost of studying in college is too high, even if Sanbao how to save and how to work and study, it still can't cross this hurdle.

Every time I think of this, Sambo is sad for a while, but fortunately, I finally got through the four years of college.

But the world is unpredictable, and it wasn't until he really started looking for a job that Sambo realized that the gap between things and what he thought was too big.

Due to the rapid expansion of university enrollment and the bad economic situation (the world is in a financial crisis at the moment...... It has suddenly become very difficult for college students to find employment, not to mention that Sanbao is still studying in an unpopular major.

At this time, not to mention entering a provincial-level hospital, even entering a county-level hospital requires relationships and dots, and your knowledge and ability in the university are not bullshit in the eyes of these employers.

In desperation, Luo Cheng had to return to his township health center, but was told that his major was not right, and they didn't need anyone anymore.

It was only at this time that Sanbao felt more deeply how cruel this society was, it didn't matter if there was no money, many things could not be thought about, and after two years of muddled wanderings outside, the opportunity finally appeared.

The eighth hospital of a city is going to recruit ten doctors, which happens to need acupuncture and moxibustion majors, which is different from the previous recruitment, this time it is an open recruitment for the whole society, and it is jointly organized with a local famous media, it is said that the purpose is to eliminate insider and relationship, and introduce real talents.

When he saw this news, San Bao almost cried without emotion, because he knew that as long as he really relied on his strength, he was still very hopeful.

As expected, as expected, as a result of the recruitment, Sam Bao entered the hospital as the third place in the comprehensive score of the written test and interview.

Soon, Sanbao and nine other lucky people entered the hospital together, although only an intern, but the internship period is only one year, as long as the performance is qualified, then you can become a regular employee, then the development opportunity is much greater, no matter how bad, after becoming a formal doctor, you can also have a certain financial ability to take care of yourself and your family, this year's doctor's reputation is not necessarily good, but there has always been no shortage of money.

When I think of this good fortune from heaven, the Three Treasures walking on the road can laugh out loud, it turns out that God is fair to everyone, and the days of hard work are coming, and therefore, the Three Treasures are full of hope and enthusiasm for work.

With his diligence and dedication, coupled with strong work and communication skills, Sam Bao gradually adapted to the new job, and half a year later, Sam Bao's first girlfriend in his life also appeared.

During college, although there were many opportunities, in view of his humble financial ability, Sanbao always chose to be single.

She is a young girl in the Department of General Surgery, although her appearance is not particularly beautiful, but she is also in the upper middle, plus her skin is fair, her body is well-proportioned, and her temperament is fresh, and Sanbao soon falls into it; the girl's father is also the director of a large department of the hospital, and the girl tells Sanbao that as long as he works hard, the future is very promising.

At this time, Sanbao was about to faint with happiness, and luckily befell him almost at the same moment as work, love, and career.

But something happened later that showed that all this was just a beautiful lie in the pan.

One day, when the girl appeared in front of San Bao by chance with a wide and fat pot-bellied young man, San Bao was full of blood and blood, and immediately, his fist greeted the other party's face.

"No wonder you have been ignoring me lately, it turned out that you had a new person, and you forgot about me as an old person, saying, what point am I not as good as him?" looked at his hand, bleeding from the nose of the fat pig, and Sanbao shouted hoarsely.

The girl said with some shame while supporting the pot-bellied youth: "He has an uncle who is the deputy director of the Health Bureau, I don't want to be a yellow-faced woman as soon as I get married, I will be a house slave, and I will be a ......." ”

Poof.

After hearing this, Luo Cheng sat down on the ground in a gloomy manner, letting the fat feet of the pot-bellied pig-headed young man who came back to his senses greet him.

Everyone has one of the most fragile weaknesses in their hearts, there is no doubt that poverty and birth are the death holes of the Three Treasures, and being hit by a girl at this moment made him feel like a dead heart for a while.

"Poor, poor, will I be poor for the rest of my life? One day I will also get ahead~" The grief-stricken Sanbao only felt that he had been kicked to the most fragile nerve in his heart, and immediately the world whirled, coupled with the fists and feet of the pot-bellied youth, he fainted for a while.

Obviously, Sam Bao fell out of love, and not only that, but the sequelae of the breakup also quickly found Sam Bao, who was dismissed from the hospital due to his "bad" performance during the internship.

Although he knew that it was very likely that the hateful pig's head was behind the ghost, there was nothing the Three Treasures could do, and the world was so dark.

Sambo is unemployed again.

The bad luck is far from over, a month later, in a new unit of recruitment physical examination, the body has always been healthy Sanbao was found out, suffering from a rare sepsis, is a terminal disease that can not be cured even by bone marrow transplantation, the doctor said, if hospitalized, often change transfusion, can live for a year or two, if not hospitalized, the days can basically be counted with "days".

It's really a house leak that happened to rain overnight, hearing this thunderbolt on a sunny day, Sanbao is liver and intestines are broken, and now he still has money to be hospitalized, even if he is hospitalized, it is just a lingering breath, what's the point.

All the dreams and all the expectations came to naught in an instant, and with the exhaustion of the body, the almost collapsed Sanbao reluctantly returned to Beichuan's hometown.

At this time, Sambo understood why those old people had to return to their hometowns before they died, so that the leaves could return to their roots.

Seeing his old parents again, Sanbao only felt that his heart was dripping blood.

"Dad, mother, son is not filial, I want to be one step ahead of you! I will definitely repay your kindness in the next life. ”

San Bao didn't tell his parents and family about him, he was afraid that the second elder wouldn't be able to stand this kind of blow.

Since life is coming to an end, let yourself bear everything alone.

"That's it, I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, I can't repay you for your nurturing kindness, I'm sorry, two sisters, I disappointed you, I'm leaving!" Looking at the scorched rock and soil under the cliff, except for the only remaining bit of family affection, Sanbao felt that there was no nostalgia.

The mountain wind blew even more violently, as if knowing Luo Cheng's death intentions, the whole earth began to shake violently......

"Earthquake? impossible, it must be a hallucination before death, God wants to accept me, since that's the case, then I'll go with you~"

"God, if you really have eyes, give me another chance to be a man, give me a chance to become a strong man~"

Thinking of this, Luo Cheng closed his eyes and jumped down the mountain......

As soon as his body was light, Luo Cheng was already in the air.

"It turns out that death is not as terrible as imagined, and it is even quite easy," At this moment, nothing matters, and the three treasures in the air suddenly have a sense of relief, and it turns out that death is not so terrible.

To be honest, before, Sanbao was very afraid of death, and he didn't want to die, but since fate has doomed his own tragedy, let's let this tragedy end as soon as possible.

For a long time, Luo Cheng did not feel pain.

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