Chapter 30: Falling to the bottom

Qin Yin left the commune radio station and went straight back to the small mountain village. I have usually walked thousands of times, but the sound of the piano at this time is so long and so unfamiliar. She didn't know if the stationmaster's refusal to let her go to work was directly related to the anonymous letter, and she didn't know how to tell her parents and family about all this, and she didn't know what she would do in the future.

However, when she returned to the entrance of the village, she found that some of her worries were unnecessary.

Qin Yin first met Ah Gui at the entrance of the village, and Ah Gui hurried to the supply and marketing cooperative, saying that he had left his straw hat there when he was buying fertilizer at the supply and marketing cooperative, and now he was going to get it back. When Ah Gui met Qin Yin, he said casually: "You don't have to go to work in the future, can you do some other work?" Although Qin Yin didn't say anything, she was full of shame and annoyance, ashamed that the radio station didn't need her to go to work, and she was at home, annoyed that she hadn't arrived home yet, and the people in the village seemed to know everything she had experienced.

Sure enough, Grandma Qin and Qin's mother had already heard the news from Ah Gui. Before Koto returned home, Grandma Jean and Mother Jean had already complained to each other. Grandma Qin counted down Qin's mother: "It's a good home, and a sewing machine is messed up." The piano mother did not show weakness: "I didn't steal or rob, who cares?" Before Ah Gui went out, he had just helped calm the quarrel. Then, the sound returned.

When Qinyin got home, she didn't hear her grandmother and mother say anything about her, but her mother arranged more work for her. Her mother said to her, "Since you don't have to go to work, from tomorrow onwards, you will take over the home-cooked farm work such as feeding the pigs, washing the laundry, picking vegetables, cooking, etc." After a long pause, he said, "Also, which man looks suitable, think about it quickly, and get married early." ”

In the following days, Qin's father and Qinsheng made a special trip home to blame Qinyin. Grandma Qin and Qin's mother also expressed their dissatisfaction with Qinyin's failure to handle the sewing machine well. Kotomi hugged and cried with Kotoin, and then basically gave up her plan to continue going to school, and followed Koto's father and Koto's voice to the aqueduct construction site.

Since Qinyin no longer has to go back to work at the commune radio station, and the monthly subsidy of more than 10 yuan is gone, the life of the qin family is in trouble again. Consciously or unconsciously, the Qin family expressed their dissatisfaction with Qin Yin. It seems to be the fault of the piano tone, and the piano tone has always been more boring. In the past, Kotone would have temporarily left home on the pretext of returning to work at the radio station. And now that I can't go back to the radio station, where can I take shelter for a while?

Qinyin's life began to become gray.

However, there are also some things, when Qinyin's life becomes gray, like a lamp, illuminating her hope.

Li Fei is a person who values love and righteousness, and when he heard about Qinyin, he made a special trip to the small mountain village to compensate for it.

As soon as they met, Li Fei said: "Oh, I'm sorry, if I hadn't recklessly sent the sewing machine, you wouldn't be like this." ”

Qin Yin did not blame Li Fei, "One person does things and one person is responsible, and no one is to blame, and if you want to blame yourself." ”

"I'm going to have to find out the person who wrote the anonymous letter. Li Fei said viciously.

The sound of the piano stopped, "No need." Sensei said that if someone else writes an anonymous letter, even if it is a real-name report, it is also someone else's freedom. The point is that you do have something dishonorable, if it's okay, who can do anything to you?"

Li Fei didn't expect that Qinyin's inner world would be so strong and unyielding. Thinking about the past of the piano sound, I feel that it is not only unexpected, but also reasonable. Li Fei proposed, "Either you can be my hired laborer, and I will pay you a higher salary than the radio station." ”

Qin Yin showed a smile that he hadn't seen for a long time, faint and gentle, "I really didn't expect that you, Li Fei, are really a responsible person." ”

Li Fei thought that Qinyin had agreed to him, and he couldn't help but be happy.

But Qin Yin then said: "People think that I have hooked up with you, and if I really let you hire you, wouldn't that just be the case of hookup? No, no, no, I won't be your hired man." ”

Li Fei left. And life goes on.

In the next few days, news of Qinyin's expulsion from the commune for embezzling other people's property spread in the small mountain village and surrounding areas. People say that it is true that it has been a while since they have heard a beautiful announcer broadcast, and this should be true.

No matter where you go, as long as you know someone, you seem to know everything about the music. They either point fingers at the sound, whisper a few perfunctory words, or simply hide from the distance.

Piano Yin, who is full of failure and has no sense of existence at all, proposes to work on the construction site. Unexpectedly, the usually gentle Grandma Qin scolded her: "Don't think about going to the construction site, people are afraid that your hands and feet will not be clean." "The sound of the piano is angry and urgent, but what can it be?

Qinyin went to the supply and marketing cooperatives to buy things, and the salesman Aunt Chen was still the same Aunt Chen, but the two sides no longer had the words they couldn't finish, nor did they have the original feeling, but they were like two strangers who were wary of each other, and they didn't say a word to each other, no different from another old man in the supply and marketing cooperative.

The atmosphere in the small mountain village is also not conducive to the sound of the piano. Something in the village is missing, and when the villagers are discussing, they will always glance at the sound of the piano unconsciously. It seems that the sound of the piano loves petty theft. Even if a dog in the village hadn't come home all day, the dog owner would sneak a glance at her.

The mother of the piano, who used to fiddle with the sewing machine every day, finally stopped. The sewing machine of the pianist was covered with a blue cloth every day, and no one looked at it anymore, and no one used it. The sewing machine is like a lonely waste, quietly staying, one day, two days, ten days, half a month, a month, just like that.

Quietly, there is also the sound of the piano. Originally, no one came to see her under the pretext of intentionally or unintentionally, and no one even the skillful matchmaker stepped into the door of the qin family. Even the children in the village seemed to be instructed by their parents, and when they saw the sound of the piano, they hid away.

What can the sound of the piano do except be quiet?

Qin Yin quietly recalled every part of the road she had walked, everything she had done, and everyone she had met. She felt that in addition to the circumstances and treatment that she couldn't control, she also worked hard when she should have worked hard, and she tried what she should do. But, why does it always backfire? Is it because you are too greedy? No. Is it because I am not capable enough? No. What would that be? I don't know.

Qin Yin clearly knows that all the past cannot fill in the reality of one fact: the dream is broken, and the heart is broken.

When Qin Yin is extremely unwilling to accept her situation, even if there is still a little hope, she will go all out. She remembered what Zhong Gui talked about at the commune symposium about the start of the provincial capital and the prospect of the special economic zone, and thought of Li Fei driving very often, and the outside world made Li Fei well-informed and thoughtful, and thought of the people of the small mountain village asking around for news from the outside world.

Yes, Kotone had an escape plan brewing in her mind. She really wanted to escape from the small mountain village, a place of right and wrong.