Chapter Ninety-One: Weakness of Heart
When Sang Guiyu got home, he saw his mother eating noodles.
A few days ago, my mother went out to eat with Uncle Zhang or went to his house to eat and then came back, but today she eats noodles alone, or the kind of noodles that have no ingredients, just noodles, and they can't whet your appetite when you look at them, "Mom, didn't you eat with Uncle Zhang today?"
"Nope. "Sang Mu pulls noodles with chopsticks and has no appetite.
"What's wrong with you? If it's not delicious, don't you want to cook a dumpling?" Needless to say, she also knew that this noodle was not delicious, dry, and nothing. My mother, like her, can't eat the kind of staple food without vegetables, even if she cooks noodles, she will put tomato eggs or green vegetable leaves.
"No, I'm almost full. What about you, are you hungry?"
"I had just eaten out and a friend came to me and we went to a nearby restaurant after work to get some food. She didn't say that she ate crayfish, and her mother always disagreed with her eating those miscellaneous things, saying that the braised vegetables had pigments and that the crayfish had parasites and were not clean, and the seafood should be touched less.
She thinks it's right, but it shouldn't matter if you eat a little once in a while.
Watching her mother listlessly deal with the half bowl of noodles made her feel strange, and pulled a stool to sit down, "Mom, are you unhappy?"
"Xiaoyu, Mom still hopes that you can get married as soon as possible. The boss is not small, even if you have to pick and choose, you have to consider your own conditions, you are almost thirty years old, and it will be difficult to find a partner after you don't settle down......"
"Not thirty years old, where is it as old as you say. She was not convinced, and there were still six months left before she turned twenty-eight. She was born at the end of December, and she will be two years old in a few days, and she will be three years old after the New Year in a month and a half!
"That's almost there, the days will pass in the blink of an eye, how long do you want to drag it out......"
"Don't worry, I will definitely try my best to find a good husband, and the two of them can have a wedding together in the future, how about it?"
"What are you talking about, how old am I, and what kind of wedding do I have, isn't it a shame. Besides, I also figured out that it's good to live alone, and you don't necessarily have to find a partner. ”
It's only been a few days, and my mother's mind has changed, and a few days ago she said to her that she wants to find a wife to support each other, and now she wants to live alone.
"Mom, did you quarrel with Uncle Zhang?" was the first reason she came to mind.
"There was no quarrel, but I ignored him now. Sang Mu poured out the leftover noodles and began to wash the dishes, and Sang Guiyu followed her.
"Why don't you ignore him if you don't quarrel?" she was curious about how her mother quarreled with her boyfriend when she fell in love, and whether it would be the same as a little girl.
"I don't think he's the right fit. Sang's mother put the bowl and smiled at her daughter: "Although he is honest and willing to work hard and is good to me, he still guards against me." That day, I suddenly wanted to try him, and told him that he had no money to buy vegetables, and could he give one or two hundred yuan, so he said that he had no money on him, and the money was given to his son, and the bank card was also with his son, and asked him to take the salary card back from his son and still vomit, and said that he didn't want to, and then said that his son would not ......pay it back, and then said that his son would not pay it back."
A man who is still working says that he is penniless, his salary card is handed over to his son, he is not financially free, and he is still thinking about finding a partner to live, which is not funny.
"Do you have to ask your son for money every time you spend money? ”
Although my mother didn't think about finding someone to raise her, but the economic problems should at least be divided equally, did he talk like this because he wanted to empty the white wolf and hope to find her to support him?
Sang Guiyu also felt angry when he heard it, it is better not to find such a person, if they are together in the future, they will definitely be entangled.
Then I ignored him, didn't talk to him, and ate and so on. I don't agree to him talking to me or going out with me, and if it's not suitable, I'll get rid of it as soon as possible. Or gossip about people. ”
She didn't know how to comfort her mother, and she didn't know if she needed comfort.
No matter how realistic and utilitarian the initial intention is, once the feelings are invested, it is difficult not to be sad. What's more, they used to live so happily and discussed the future arrangements, but now their expectations are shattered.
"You have to use your own brain to think about it, you can't be like a little girl anymore, men will believe when they say two good things to you, women must be shrewd so that they won't suffer, otherwise there will be times when you cry. Sang said earnestly.
"I see. Mom, why don't we have time to travel someday? Sang Guiyu changed the subject. My mother has just fallen out of love, and it may be better to go out for a walk. My mother always said that if she was unhappy, she would walk around, look at people, cars and all kinds of signs, and her mood would improve.
In the past, my mother and my father quarreled with each other, complained to each other, and finally divorced, she couldn't accept that the person next to her abandoned her, and she couldn't solve it by crying and screaming, and she couldn't wait to jump from the fourth floor, at that time she was really worried that her mother would leave her alone.
If it's just a loss of support or a person who loves her, divorce makes her unable to raise her head among relatives and neighbors, and she feels that she has lost face, and she will never be able to pick up this lost face for the rest of her life.
People can live without love all their lives, but they can't be without face all their lives. Especially the older you are, the more you can't afford to lose face.
Later, my mother also took advantage of her absence, walking around like crazy alone, without stopping, without direction and purpose, and slowly eased up, this time, she hoped that my mother would not be sad for too long.
It's a pity that Sang's mother didn't accept her daughter's affection, and replied with a full heart: "What kind of travel, don't spend money? Besides, I go to work every day, how can I have time to travel." ”
"Oh. ”
When she didn't say yes? In addition to being anxious to throw her out, my mother now just wants to save more money, and I usually have nothing to do and wish I could work overtime every weekend to save more money for retirement.
"Oh what, what time is it, why don't you hurry up and take a shower, do you want to go to work tomorrow?
"Oh, I'll go right away. ”
After tidying up, Sang Guiyu felt that it was still early, so she took out the book that Shaodong gave her today.
Sang Guiyu sprinkled a bunch of colored pencils on her bed, spread out the introductory book, and she was about to start teaching herself how to draw.
At this moment, the cell phone rings, who will call her on the big night. It was probably the end of the day to discuss the wedding with her again, and when he picked up his mobile phone, he found out that it was Pei Muhang, since she refused to answer his calls many times after she broke up, he didn't call again, I don't know what it will be this time.
"Hey?" she answered the phone nervously, then waited for the other person.
"Xiaoyu, did you sleep?"
"No, not yet. Is there anything going on? If it's nothing......"
"Wait, I'm going to be Wu Xiu's best man this time, just to ask if you're free this Saturday? He said that it would be best if we could go and choose a dress together, so that it would be a good match. ”
"But Momo was talking to me on Sunday. Wang Momo told her that she was going to choose a dress this weekend, and she had something to do on Saturday, so she made an appointment with her on Sunday.
"Yes, it was like that, but I wish it had been changed to Saturday, and Momo said she didn't care, but I would like to ask for your opinion. "Pei Muhang is actually free on Saturdays and Sundays, but he wants to see her earlier, so he wants to be a day earlier.
"Well, I'm sorry, probably not, I only have time on Sunday, and I have something to do on Saturday, really, something. She made an appointment with Dr. Fang on Saturday, but he didn't have the opportunity until a month in advance, so he couldn't change it casually.
"You have an appointment on Saturday?"
"Well, something. Because she was going to the hospital, she didn't want to tell him the reason directly, so she could only be vague and didn't want him to ask again.
"Is it important, do you need me to drive you?"
"No, thank you, it's just a little thing, a little thing. Sang Guiyu was afraid that he would really come to pick her up.
"With whom?" Pei Muhang felt very suspicious, what could he not let him know?
Don't let him know, is it to see that Zirun Shaodong? Thinking of this possibility, Pei Muhang can't easily let her be confused.
"There is nothing with anyone, really, just something. "What is she going to do, she doesn't need to report to him, it's obviously a reasonable thing, and when she hears him ask in an unhappy tone, she can't help but be a little afraid.
"Isn't that Shaodong?"
"Shaodong? No, it's not him. How could he think she was looking for Shaodong?
"Sang Guiyu, you won't give me a blind date again!"
"Blind date? no, no blind date, really. "Can't he believe her? She's just going to see a middle-aged uncle, is it necessary to be so nervous," I promise, not a blind date. ”
"Where are you going, tell me the address! I promise not to disturb you. Hearing her babble made him even more disbelieving her words, and he had to ask her about her arrangements for Saturday.
"Huh, you want an address, but I ......."
"Don't talk nonsense, give me the address!" Pei Muhang's tone was tough and could not be refused.
Nonsense? Even said that what she said was nonsense! If you are so disgusted, why do you call her?
"I can go wherever I want, I can do whatever I want, why do I have to report to you, hum, goodbye. "Even if it's a clay man, it's rustic, so she doesn't pay attention to him.
This woman dared to hang up on him!
hung up the phone, the original strong momentum was extinguished all of a sudden, I don't know if Pei Muhang was angry, Sang Guiyu was worried that he would call again, so he immediately turned off his mobile phone and threw it at the end of the bed.
After a while, the worry in his heart was suppressed by another voice, why should two people who have nothing to do with him care about his mood.
A big man has no demeanor at all, he doesn't know what to say, he has to be so fierce to her, she has never seen Pei Muhang speak loudly to Fanny, is she just a weed not worth cherishing?
Thinking of this, Sang Guiyu decided not to think about this unpleasant episode anymore and continued to paint, but this colored pencil painting looks simple, and the actual operation requires a lot of patience. Let's learn it tomorrow.
Closing the book, Sang Guiyu put away his things, turned off the light and prepared to sleep.