Chapter 240: He finally decided not to want me
Time came quickly to the new year, and I heard Lin Jihan say that Zhangbei's Beixi Technology withdrew from the competition.
So in the end, Gu Shengnan's Lianke got the opportunity to cooperate with Cybertech.
For Gu Shengnan's Lianke, it can be said that it has successfully squeezed into the network technology security industry.
Gu Shengnan's business tentacles have touched a completely new field.
When I heard this news, I looked at Lin Jihan with a stunned face and said, "How could he quit? I heard Nanxi say that Zhang Bei needs this contract very much, how could he withdraw easily?"
Lin Jihan shrugged his shoulders at me and said with a look of ignorance, "I don't know either, I saw that our legal counsel was sorting out the contract, so I asked casually,
Then the legal counsel said that it was a contract with Lianke, and then I asked Secretary Ye about the situation, and Secretary Ye said that Beixi automatically withdrew. ”
I was so shocked that I couldn't say a word.
"Oh, by the way, this is Zhang Bei for me to pass on to you, and he said I wish you happiness. Lin Jihan said as he placed a beautiful box in front of me.
I shuddered and picked up the box, then opened it, and I saw my phone lying there quietly.
I picked up my phone, and then I found that my childhood photo was pressed under the phone, Zhang Bei returned the photo to me, is he going to say goodbye to me completely?
I looked at my picture with tears in my eyes, and I held it tightly in my hand, and I sat there crying bitterly.
He's going to leave my life after all, and he's finally decided not to want me........
"Shizuko, maybe you really have no fate, forget about him, start your own new life, the rest of your life is still very long, we all have to look forward. Lin Jihan comforted me and said.
"Some people, once they remember, can never forget, and time is of no use to those people. I said bitterly.
I thought I could forget him, but in the past 6 years, my memory of him has become clearer than blurred, and my thoughts about him have become more and more intense.
Sometimes when I get drunk, I will laugh at myself, what did I owe him in my previous life, and I will punish me like this in this life, and if he leaves, I will never love anyone again.
That day I walked alone in the crowded city of Beijing, after the year in Beijing, there were more people, I looked at the people on the street, but without him, everyone was there, but there was no him.
At this time, the city of Beijing was so strange to me, loneliness and helplessness came to me, and I walked back to the school gate before I knew it.
I suddenly wanted to eat wontons, but the row of houses in front of the school was all demolished due to the expansion of the road, and the wonton shop was also demolished.
Looking at the pile of ruins in front of me, I stood there crying helplessly, didn't I even give me a bowl of ravioli?
I stood there stunned and watched for an afternoon, and in the evening Gu Shengnan drove over in a car, and he ran to me in a panic.
I stood motionless all afternoon, when it was still minus a few degrees in Beijing, I was still wearing very thin clothes, and my whole body was stiff.
Gu Shengnan took off his coat and draped it over me, and then hugged me without saying a word.
I got a touch of warmth in his arms.
He carried me to the car and drove me out of there, one hand on the steering wheel, the other tightly gripping my cold hand.
Gu Shengnan didn't ask me why I was there, and I didn't ask him how he knew I was there.
The two of us got along silently all the way, and when we arrived at the door of the villa, Gu Shengnan didn't let me get off the ground, he carried me back to the villa, and then gently put me on the bed.
He gently took off my shoes, and then held my cold feet tightly with his hands, and my feet gradually became conscious in his warm big hands.
He covered me with the quilt, he looked at me and smiled warmly, and he gently touched my head.
After that, he went back to the kitchen and boiled me a bowl of ginger soup, and he said that he was afraid that I would catch a cold again, so he asked me to drink the ginger soup.
I obediently took the ginger soup he handed over, and made a bowl of ginger soup in one goo, I looked at him and said slowly, "I'm tired, I want to rest." ”
He took the empty bowl I handed over and said gently, "Okay, then you can rest early." ”
After Gu Shengnan left, I lay on the bed and watched the moonlight sneaking in through the gap in the curtains, and gradually I fell asleep.
That night, I had another dream about Zhang Bei, in which Zhang Bei was lying on a hospital bed, and I saw that he was covered with tubes, and the doctor was resuscitating him at his bedside.
Nanxi and the baby stood aside and cried bitterly, and the baby kept crying "Dad, Dad......."
Nanxi covered his mouth and cried and shouted Zhang Bei's name, I saw Zhang Bei's face full of painful expressions, his face was so pale, he was thinner than when I saw him a while ago, he could almost be described as skinny.
I stood there trying to run to him, but my body felt like it was nailed there, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't move my body.
I cried out loud and hoarse to Zhang Bei's name, but he couldn't hear it at all, and then I called Nanxi and Baobao, and they couldn't hear me at all, as if we were people in two spaces.
I cried helplessly, shouted, and finally watched a straight line appear on Zhang Bei's heartbeat detector, and he left me, completely away.
I kept babbling and crying, which alarmed Gu Shengnan, Gu Shengnan hurriedly came to my side, he sat on the edge of my bed, patted me gently on the back and comforted me, "Shizuko, it's okay, don't be afraid, it's just a dream, don't be afraid of you and me, I've always been there." ”
When I opened my eyes and saw Gu Shengnan, I immediately buried my face in the quilt and cried loudly in the quilt.
Gu Shengnan saw me hiding in the quilt and crying bitterly, he didn't leave, but lay beside me, gently hugging me from my back through the quilt.
He whispered in my ear, "I will never leave you, as long as you turn back, you can see me behind you, Shizuko, cry if you want, you still have me." ”
Listening to Gu Shengnan's words, I cried even more painfully, why wasn't he by my side? Why wasn't he?
I was tired of crying, so I hid in Gu Shengnan's arms and fell asleep again, and when I woke up again, I raised my eyes and looked at him and whispered, "I'm hungry." ”
When Gu Shengnan heard this, he immediately opened his eyes and looked at me and said, "Whatever you want to eat, I'll make it for you." ”
"I want to drink porridge with preserved eggs and lean pork. I looked at him and said cowardly.
"Okay, you wait for me in the room, and I'll do it for you. Gu Shengnan gently pulled out his right arm from under my head, then slowly got up and left my bedroom and went to the kitchen to make me preserved egg and lean porridge.