62. If life is an art, then try to make ...

Updated: 2011-12-10

It's just that her current appearance, like a crazy little beast, pushes away the people who care about her, regardless of herself or whether others will be hurt, and she is so stubborn that it makes people feel distressed.

"Duoduo, don't be like this...."Xiao Luofan stroked Duoduo's hand, the temperature of the palm slowly came, and the soft voice came into her ears like soft silk, like bewitchment, like comfort, but it still made Duoduo shiver in this hot day, because she was afraid that she would sink deep and couldn't extricate herself.

"Don't touch me..." quickly shook off Xiao Luofan's hand, but why did his heart hurt so much, he was obviously reluctant, but he still had to force himself to let go.

"Duoduo......" Xiao Luofan was about to rush up, Duoduo fled quickly, regardless of the pain of his bare feet, he ran forward desperately like crazy, under the gray sky, a barefoot girl, fled on a white sandy beach, the sea water surged up again and again, and climaxed one after another, wetting her feet, her skirt, and her heart. The tide and the sky are connected, a dark one, the momentum is surging, and it is about to swallow people, many of them walked fast, desperate to escape, and Xiao Luofan chased closely behind, the black suit on his body had been thrown aside, there were fine teardrops on his forehead, and the sea water hit up, and he was already half wet.

"Duoduo, don't run, wait for me......!" Xiao Luofan was anxious, watching the waves get higher and higher, in case the sea rolled up.........

The sea was roaring wantonly, the waves were screaming, the sound was stronger and stronger, and many people were just running forward, where could they still hear Xiao Luofan's shout. He didn't know where he wanted to go, he just wanted to escape far, at least, to a place he couldn't see. Tears flowed all over my face, I couldn't see the road ahead, I didn't know that the road was ahead, I just wanted to go forward, and then go forward........

The waves, one bundle higher than the other, the rapid waves that rolled from the direction of the eastern latitudes instantly covered many whole people.....

"Duoduo....!!" Xiao Luofan roared almost heartbreakingly, watching Duoduo be swallowed by the waves, and the white figure disappeared in front of his eyes, and then... The coast returned to its former tranquility, as if nothing had happened. Where are there so many figures? The sea just now, I don't know where it swept her.

The heart was sharply uneasy, looking at the boundless blue water, Xiao Luofan jumped without hesitation, dived quickly, and disappeared into the calm sea in an instant.

The wind blows as if it were nothing. This sea is still quiet before, and the howl of the petrel is a little sad, and there is a little sigh.

Clear blue seabed, -1 above sea level. Xiao Luofan wandered around looking for many traces, his white shirt was swept by the current, fluttering slightly, through the clear water, you could see his worried expression, constantly stirring the seawater, trying to swim forward, until finally saw the familiar figure in the distance.

Duoduo closed her eyes tightly, naturally lying asleep, half-floating on the sea, her fluffy skirt was stirred by the sea, and her bare feet were particularly conspicuous, at this moment she was like a mermaid princess who had lost her magic hair, and could only wait for her soul to be summoned, unable to wake up.

Xiao Luofan swam over quickly, the leather shoe on his left foot was also washed off by the sea water in the process, and many of the things in front of him slowly formed a focus, he just wanted to swim desperately in her direction.

Finally approaching her side, her body was so icy that she finally lifted her up, and slowly leaned towards the shore. A head of wet hair, messily scattered, a pale face, no blood on the lips, and a pair of bare little feet were also washed by the sea water more and more white, so white that there was no temperature, which made people look shocking.

"Duoduo..."Xiao Luofan called anxiously while helping her wipe the water from her face. Her closed eyes made him feel terrible, if she really couldn't wake up, then he would never forgive himself for the rest of his life.

With his hands crossed, he kept pressing his breath on his chest, over and over again, Xiao Luofan's eyes were a few more red bloodshots, he hated himself, why didn't he protect her well.

Blowing in her mouth over and over again, doing artificial respiration, and stroking her face with both hands, hoping to give her a little warmth, the sound of screaming in her ear was close to the brink of collapse.

Finally, the fingers of the person lying quietly on the ground moved, and Xiao Luofan's eyes flashed with a hint of surprise, he clenched many hands and rubbed them on his face, and the tears in the corners of his eyes were already flowing uncontrollably.

Duoduo slowly opened his eyes, his long eyelashes were still hanging with crystal water, his mouth was slightly open, and his pale face did not have a trace of warmth.

"Duoduo, are you okay!" Xiao Luofan said in an anxious tone, just wanting to quickly confirm that she was okay, and his nervous heart gradually quieted down.

"I....I...."Duoduo stretched out his left hand, wanting Xiao Luofan to help her sit up, her eyes were full of tiredness, and she really wanted to stop waking up as soon as she fell asleep, so that she didn't have to face so many vicissitudes of the past, so many unbearable stories, and so many heart-wrenching stories.

Xiao Luofan put his arm around her shoulder, slowly asked her to sit up, and held her hand, at this moment, he just wanted to hug her and give her warmth.

"Do you know, you're scared me to death..."Xiao Luofan said softly, as if he was talking to himself, and he was a little reproachful like a child.

The whole sky has returned to its original state, it is no longer a gray piece, the sea and the sky intersect again, blue and blue, even the wind, has become particularly tender.

"I... It's okay. "A lot of smiles, the smile is cold, still without a trace of warmth, laughing, just an expression, has nothing to do with the mood. She wanted to cry, she wanted to cry hard, but the tears had long since dried up.

"Then let's go home!" Xiao Luofan gently brushed off the bangs that blocked her forehead, and carefully wiped the water traces on them. If he didn't go home and rest, he didn't know how long she would last, the sea was so cold, and her whole body was already soaked.

"Go home... No... Don't go home!" Duoduo resisted a little, when she thought of her mother's sad expression, she couldn't bear it, all this made her embarrassed. Her body is skinny, her parents have been affected, and now she has scarred herself, and what face does she have to go home, she doesn't dare to face herself, she doesn't dare to face anyone.

Seeing a lot of resistance, or at this moment, he realized that the wounds in her heart could not be healed in a day or two, and those things that had happened were not "unpleasant" These three words can be described, an innocent and kind girl, why does God let her go through so much, how long has it been since she has seen her smile, how long has she not heard her bell-like laughter, if everything can be done again, Xiao Luofan would rather choose not to know a lot, in that way, maybe her life will be a little happier, everything is because of him, not because of her, there will be no terrible revenge like a beast in the back.

But who knows that there is already a master in all this, and from the day we meet, each other is just moving along the music that has been written in life, can we refuse?

No!

As a result, we can only follow the trajectory originally prepared by fate, but we strive to move forward step by step.

"Okay, don't go home, then... Let's go..."

Where to go? Xiao Luofan couldn't even name a place that he knew with so many others, he couldn't go home, he couldn't go to Laimi, so where else could he go!

It turned out that he didn't get involved in her life at all, and he was always just a bystander from afar.

"Where do you want to go?" Xiao Luofan spoke, suddenly feeling a little more sentimental, why didn't he leave a good memory for each other, why the past was all unpleasant. When she is well, when she is well, she must go to many places, eat her favorite food, play her favorite things, and, like ordinary couples, take some big head stickers that resemble idiots, and then store it in the phone, and when it is turned on, the playful pictures jump up and scare yourself.

Thinking of this, Xiao Luofan's melancholy face had a hint of a smile, it was really rare, such a knowing smile gradually became clear after meeting a lot, otherwise he had never laughed before, or, only a fake smile.

"I don't know... I'm so tired, I want to sleep..."Before he could finish many words, he closed his eyes and fell asleep heavily.

"Duoduo?" Xiao Luofan shook her shoulders, anxious voice, he thought she had fainted, he thought she didn't want to wake up again.

Touching her forehead, it's so hot. He had just been immersed in the sea for so long, and he had no clean clothes to change, and his whole body was cold, and he was about to be unbearable for a strong man, let alone a weak little woman.

Many people finally slept in a warm dream, in which there was the sun, the sun, the flowers, the sunset, the big sea, the handsome and perfect face, and his warm hands.

His voice kept ringing in her ears, so noisy and warm, she wanted to listen to it, so that she could feel more secure and sleep more peacefully.

Who said that God will leave a window when he closes the door for you?

Well, if so, then, I'd rather believe it.

If life is an art, well, then try to make it perfect, wonderful, and let the pain pass.

Fiercely said to yourself in your heart, be stronger, aren't you a little strong who can't be beaten? Why, you have to retreat from this little setback, it's just a loss, it's just a loss of face, and the road of life is still so long, don't you stop moving forward?