Jealousy between women is terrible. It can make a lively and lovely girl instantly turn into an invisible demon incarnation who kills people. And what is even more terrifying is people's inferiority complex. Knowing that what others say is deliberately targeted. I heard it in my heart. After listening to it, I have to ponder, digest and sublimate it. It's pitiful, pathetic, and even more hateful.

This is the case with Wen Qingshui at this moment. She completely forgot that Song Xijun was good to her, and all she cared about was what the two of them said about the conditions for him to choose a marriage partner.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that she really wanted something and nothing. The more she thought about it, the more she drilled into the horns, not to mention that she already felt inferior.

Yes, she thought it through, she just had low self-esteem. said that she had to find the right person, in the final analysis, it wasn't because she was not confident?

Now that I have listened to the discussion between the two of them, I feel that I am not worthy of him in all aspects, and my heart is sad for a while.

Thinking of the phrase he always said, "It's okay, everything has me", I felt very secure when I listened to it, but now it has become as if he was emphasizing that he didn't need her.

She couldn't do anything on her own now, there was nowhere she could help him, not only could she not move forward side by side with him, but she had become his burden and the target of his opponents. It's so difficult for him to take care of her. Wouldn't being by his side only make him more tired?

The more I thought about it, the more I got into the horns. The whole person was dazed, and he didn't even notice that Song Xijun and the others had dispersed. It wasn't until many people walked by the door of the break room where she was that she realized it. Quickly turned around, turned his back to the door, and pretended to be a small clerk resting here.

The footsteps behind him gradually became less and less. Wen Qingshui was just about to stand up, but Tang Bowen's voice was heard.

"Why do you say that women are so difficult, Zhang Haoxue, who is usually so lively and cheerful, is now suspicious all day long. I called her more often, and she asked me if I had done something bad and hooked up with some woman. I saw her a few times, and she said that I didn't have her in my heart and didn't care about her feelings at all. I'm really blown up, I don't know what to do! If I want me to say that it's better not to be distracted, just play around, be together if you're happy, and divide up if you're unhappy, that's how you can come freely. ”

Song Xijun listened to him, and stood down unnaturally, looking at Tang Bowen with an incredible expression.

"She just shows that she cares about you, and you should be happy. Song Xijun's voice said leisurely. It seems a little lonely.

Tang Bowen also stood down and sighed.

"Zhang Haoxue is a little girl, I used to think it was cute, but now she wants to play one out and one play, eight times a day. I really can't resist. I still envy you, you see that Qingshui is generally knowledgeable, not noisy or noisy, and calm in trouble. If you want me to say that it is not a bad thing to be married, I have experienced, but I know what I want most and know how to get along. Know how to hurt people better. ”

Song Xijun paused for several seconds and did not answer. In the end, he whispered as if talking to himself.

"I'd rather she hadn't been married and had no experience. ”

In this way, she will not experience those bad things, she will not build a high wall for herself in her heart, and she can be coquettish and play with herself at will. Even if she is willful and vexatious, it still proves how much she cares about herself, doesn't she? It made him feel distressed when he saw it.

Song Xijun only said the first sentence, and the rest was what he thought in his heart. How could others know the melancholy in his heart?

But it was this sentence that made Wen Qingshui, who was already upset, fall into the ice cave all of a sudden.

I'd rather she wasn't married? Did he care so much? So what did he want to do with her like this? Fresh and fun? Why provoke her if he cared?

Who wouldn't care? In this society where it's said to be equal but patriarchal, what man wouldn't care? Unless you are dispensable?

In fact, not only men, but also any woman who knows that her man has had other women, and her heart will not be unwavering?

Compare hearts to hearts.

Blame yourself for why you listened to Chen Feng's words at that time! Did you listen to it? If it weren't for the fact that you actually hoped in your heart that there would be an opportunity to go further, who would have been able to persuade yourself? Now that you encounter setbacks, you put the fault on others? How can you blame others? It's not your own problem?

But why did you make up your mind at that time?

Is it because the situation is compelled to do so? Because you are afraid that you will not have a chance in the future?

No, because she fell in love with him, because she could feel his affection. She didn't want each other, and this love ended miserably without results. So, she took a brave step.

Since we have all taken the first step, we should not sit here and think meaninglessly, right? Do other people's words matter, other people's opinions?

It shouldn't be blinded by the so-called inferiority, isn't it? When he knew her and liked her, she was worse than she is now, isn't she? She is who she is, without concealment, without bewitchment. If she wants a good outcome, wouldn't it be nice to try to be better? Even if she separates in the future? She really worked hard for this relationship, didn't she?

Did what he said meant as she understood it? The person she loved with all her might was such a superficial person? How did she judge herself? What about her basic judgment? She should have an open and honest conversation with him, shouldn't she? If he really thought so, then even if she was sad, she would not look back, but abandoned him and started anew! If not, her sadness and sadness would not be even more meaningless?

Thinking of this, Wen Qingshui suddenly brightened up again.

This is her, even if she occasionally makes mistakes, she can quickly find the right path, continue to be full of positive energy, and get back on the road.

Thinking of this, Wen Qingshui stood up, his eyes brightened again, and he walked towards the president's office full of fighting spirit.

When she thought about it, the two men had already gone far. As she was walking, she heard Sister Coco Li's voice coming.

"Miss Feng, please wait a minute, you can't go in, the president is meeting guests, I'll go and report it." ”

I don't know what Wen Qingshui thinks, maybe he has seen Feng Jiajia and has a shadow in his heart. As soon as she heard that it was Feng Jiajia, she subconsciously hid behind a big green plant.

Feng Jiajia was blocked out of the door again, and in front of so many people, she had no face at all, and she was very angry.

"Secretary Li, if he really has a guest, I naturally don't care, but now there is only Tang Bowen in Xijun's house, don't you know about it. Yu Gong, I am the representative of the Feng family, a collaborator of the Song family and the Qidong group; Yu Gong, I have been with Xijun since childhood, did he tell you that you can't let me in? Are you rude as a secretary?"