Chapter 88: A Warm Spring Unquenchable Dream
That winter vacation, Qin Yin didn't come home. When she returned to the campus in the provincial capital from Hainan Island, she stayed at the school alone. Seeing that the Spring Festival of another year is coming, other people's children have gone home for the New Year, but Qinyin does not dare to go back. Not for anything else, just for the living expenses of the new semester after the Spring Festival. Qin Yin didn't have the courage to face Chen Lai, and there was no reason to ask Chen Lai to support him. She cut back on food and clothing, imagined life in the new semester, and didn't dare to spend even a penny.
The pace of the Spring Festival is getting closer and closer, and the atmosphere is getting stronger and stronger. The provincial city is very lively, and in the streets and alleys, the business of some flower girls has also begun to flourish. The lights in the store are brighter and more colorful than usual. The smiles on people's faces began to translate into holiday joy.
However, all this seems to have nothing to do with the sound of the piano. She was alone in her dormitory every day, and the silence of the night made her feel lonely. During the day, when she is not reading, she is painting. Whenever she paints landscapes, she always likes to look like a girl with tears. After painting several paintings, Qin Yin couldn't help but say to herself, "Can you give me a paintbrush and let me draw a pair of eyes that don't shed tears?"
It's cold this winter, and the sound of the piano is in the dormitory, and I feel the pain of the cold. She thought of the flower girl.
Coming to the flower market in the provincial capital, Qin Yin bought several bouquets of flowers for a few dollars, and then walked slowly along the street with a lot of people, shouting and selling in a low voice. A couple approached, and Qin Yin wanted to sell one of the bouquets, so she stepped forward and called: "Roses, symbolizing love." Buy one. The man hesitated and glanced at the woman beside him. The woman said, "When we have money and food and clothing, it will not be too late to buy roses." The man was obedient and took the woman by the hand and left.
Behind Qin Yin, there was a little girl who looked like she was eight or nine years old, also holding flowers and selling them. Seeing the loving appearance of the couple, Qinyin couldn't help but be attracted to the past, and couldn't help but look back. When the couple walked up to the little girl, the little girl also called: "Rose, a symbol of love." Buy one. The man ignored it, Gu Zi moved forward, and the woman took the man's hand, but she was reluctant to move forward: "The weather is so cold, it's not easy for a little girl, let's buy one." The man had no choice but to stop, buy a rose and hand it to the woman, leaving an excited and dynamic backdrop.
Qin Yin felt annoyed, hey, the same flower, because the people who sell it are different, the fate is also different.
Qinyin remembered Chen Lai, that was when she came to the provincial city alone, when she had no money, no food, thirsty and hungry, Chen Lai left herself in the restaurant, and kept all her dreams and beauty after that. At this moment, Qin Yin felt some regret in his heart, he really shouldn't hide it from Chen Lai to fall in love.
Qin Yin thought about it again, although the matter between himself and Zheng Ming was broken, Chen Lai never got angry. In this difficult moment, Qin Yin thought of Chen Lai again, should he take the initiative to go to Chen Lai to explain, and reconcile as before?
No, it's impossible. Qin Yin couldn't even convince himself, how could he let Chen Lai be convinced? With a tired body, Qin Yin returned to the dormitory.
Somehow the counselor also returned to the campus, and the sound of the music in the school road, seen from a distance, for fear of attracting the counselor's attention, so he pretended not to see it, and quickly flashed into the path next to the school road. Although the counselor is single, he grew up in a provincial town, and his parents are both workers in a factory in the provincial capital. During the winter vacation, it is normal for a counselor whose home and work are in the provincial capital to go back to school, but what is he doing when he comes back?
On the morning of three days before the Spring Festival, just as Qin Yin was about to leave the dormitory, there was a knock at the door of the dormitory, accompanied by the counselor's voice: "Qin Yin, are you up? ”
Qin Yin hesitated for a moment, and thought to herself: Why did the counselor come to me? But the counselor is a counselor after all, and Qin Yin has no reason not to open the door. She slowly opened the door to her dorm room.
The counselor didn't enter the door, but just stood in the door and asked with concern, "Why didn't you go home?"
"I was afraid that I wouldn't have enough money and didn't dare to go back. Kotone replied in a low voice.
"Hey, it's just money, I have it. After the counselor finished speaking, he took out a thick pile of ten-dollar bills and handed them to the piano sound inside the door. Qin Yin glanced at the thick ten-yuan bill, which was estimated to be several hundred yuan.
This sudden amount of money made Qin Yin hesitate. In her heart, she longs for money, for her life to improve, and for a ticket home. But, but, why should counselors give themselves money?
The counselor saw through Qinyin's mind and explained: "Seeing that you are delaying your return home, I think you don't have the money to buy a ticket, so I will lend you some first, and I will pay it back when you can make money in the future." ”
Qin Yin felt that the counselor's words were reasonable, so she accepted the money with confidence. The counselor smiled, didn't say anything, and left.
After the counselor left, Qin Yin held the hundreds of yuan, feeling that the winter was suddenly not so cold. It's just that the corners of the eyes are still so blurry.
Qin Yin counted, five hundred dollars. Qin Yin usually heard about the income of teachers in school, and this money is the salary income of counselors for three or four months!
Qin Yin still didn't go home, she was worried that if the only 500 yuan was used, there would be no living expenses for the next semester. The winter approaching the Spring Festival was cold, but Qin Yin was determined to persevere. Winter is coming, will spring be far away?
On the morning of the first two days of the Chinese New Year, the counselor came again. Unlike the day before, this time the counselor walked directly into her dormitory and looked around.
Qin Yin asked puzzledly, "Hey, didn't you go into the girls' dormitory, why did you look around today?"
The counselor said slyly, "I just want to see, why don't you go home when you have money, and what is there in the dormitory that can attract you?"
"Oh, no," Kotone replied, "Anyway, it's almost the New Year, and the new semester isn't far away, so I won't go back at all." ”
"Okay, if you don't go back because you are far away, then stay in the provincial capital and come to my house for the New Year. After the counselor finished speaking, he left in a hurry without waiting for Qin Yin to answer.
Counselor: What's wrong? She even thought that the counselor was giving money and asking herself to come to his house for the New Year, could it be that she liked herself?
Well, if that's the case, in fact, the counselor is also a very good person, with a decent job, a dual-income parent, a diploma, and care. Kotone thought stupidly.
On the morning of the day before the Chinese New Year, the counselor came again. As soon as the door opened, the counselor burst into the dormitory.
Before the sound of the piano could react, the counselor said like a machine gun: "It seems that you really don't want to go home? It seems that you are really pessimistic and disappointed about your life next semester?"
Qin Yin didn't speak, she felt that the counselor came to the dormitory again and again, sent money, and urged herself to go home, this kind of care should be considered love, right?
"Where is your home?" asked Kotone, muttering.
"You ask me what my house is for? You should go back to your own house. ”
"Didn't you say yesterday that it's okay to come to your house for the New Year?"
"Yes, did I say it? Maybe it's in the girls' dormitory, lonely men and widows, and I was wrong to be nervous for a while. ”
"You are sending money again, urging me to go home, coming here every day, should you refuse me to come to your house for the New Year?"
"What am I sending you money for?" said the counselor calmly, "how can I give you so much money?"
"The 500 yuan was obviously sent by you. ”
"Oh, I don't dare to assume that I sent it. ”
"It's confusing, who else would it be if it weren't you?"
"Your relative Chen Lai. He asked me to give it to you, and he didn't let me tell me that he sent it. The counselor looked at Qin Yin and muttered, "He told me that no matter what happens, since he has agreed to take care of your living expenses, he will definitely not let your college life have the slightest difficulty or grievance." ”
When Qin Yin heard that it was Chen Lai who sent the money, she had mixed feelings, and she was so moved that she couldn't speak for a while, and then tears rained down.
The counselor walked away gently, and Qin Yin was still standing alone in the dormitory, feeling that the warm spring was just around her eyes. And in front of her, the dream is still there, and the road is still there...... Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "Dream Chaser Huazhang Claw Book House" for free for the first time.