Chapter 15: Never Again
After returning from the memorial service, Li Yiyan was unusually calm, going to class, eating, sleeping, and studyingγγγγγγ Repeatedly, as if nothing had changed.
It's just that at night that others don't know, Li Yiyan nested in the quilt, crying silently all night, his lips and skin were bitten, swollen and slightly upturned.
Library, reference room, computer roomγγγγγγ It's where she reports every day. Fill yourself full, only crazy study can suppress cranky thoughts, keep yourself busy, and make your heart feel better.
Running has also become a way for Li Yiyan to punish herself, running in the morning and running at night, until she sits on her knees with weak legs, and her whole body is soreness and weakness, so that she can be more sober.
The abnormal calm made Chen Tianyu even more worried, it was better for her to cry and make trouble like a child than to hurt herself like this.
There is always a rain or shine figure next to the thin body, wheat-colored skin, strong muscles, deep color, and thick lips slightly curled. This black-and-white combination often attracts sideways glances from students who come and go.
Black and white can also be seen in the cafeteria. Fixed restaurant, fixed location, he can find her beautiful face every time, silently cook and walk over, sit speechless, and eat their own.
He knew that she hadn't come out of the self-blame of Shen's father's death, so he quietly didn't disturb her, occasionally picking up a dish for her and buying a drink, just wanted to guard her silently.
He has never cared about a girl like this, her smile, joy and anger all affect the whole nerves, want to do something for her, but it seems so redundant, maybe only companionship is the best waiting.
The Mid-Autumn Festival has passed, and the New Year is not far away, and Shen Junnan's engagement seems to be just around the corner.
I walked to the door of Building 8 again, ready to wave goodbye as I had done on those nights. Li Yiyan's delicate face lifted slightly, thought for a moment, and gently muttered, "Is he okay?" Chen Tianyu knew what she wanted to ask, sighed, and responded, "Fortunately, Shen's mother has been emotionally unstable, and Jun Nan moved home after the funeral." β
Xiu frowned slightly, there was still a week before the National Day, his eyes were excited, and he looked up at himγγγγγγ "I don't know how to continue halfway through the sentence.
Chen Tianyu caught the loneliness in her eyes, and must immediately dispel her luck mentality, and quickly replied, "The engagement will continue" paused, and said, "Mother Shen used a hunger strike to force her, and Jun Nan completely gave up resistance." Yiyan, forget about him. β
Li Yiyan's desperate expression was overflowing, and his resentful eyes were heartbreaking.
He's going to leave her after all. She was no longer his little heel, she could no longer pounce in his arms, she could no longer feel the warmth of his hands.
Junnan, goodbye, goodbye.
From this night on, as if evaporating, Chen Tianyu could no longer meet Li Yiyan by chance. There is no playground, no cafeteria, not next to the Red Lake, not even at the entrance of Building 8.
Chen Tianyu is in a hurry, calling her is always busy, and she doesn't reply to WeChat and text messages, isn't she adding herself to the blacklist, hey, this little girl wants to put herself in a mental cage, completely isolated from the outside world, and there is nothing more than mourning and dying.
Crazy for her, stupid for her, stupid for her, but does she know? She has a lot of things to say to her in her heart, and she must, immediately, immediately, otherwise Chen Tianyu is really going crazy.
Chen Tianyu couldn't contact her for a few days, so he could only go to the class to find her, and went to the classroom to block her directly according to the class schedule.